I'm summoned before dawn. The biting cold of Korriban seeps through my clothes as I walk through the dark hallways of the Academy, guided by flickering torchlight. When I arrive in the meditation chamber, the instructor is already there, standing in the shadows, a dark and imposing figure that leaves me no chance for respite.
Suddenly, the instructor approaches. I feel him standing right behind me, a presence almost tangible that freezes me in place.
When I open my eyes, the instructor's face is impassive, but I sense a shadow of satisfaction. Faint, maybe even disdainful, but present.
I sense faint vibrations around me, and the instructor's aura is tangible for a fleeting moment. Every provocation, every insult, every move he makes, I understand now, my rage must serve as a conduit—a channel to tame the Force. Each time he strikes me and ignites my anger, I actually gain power. I need to focus on that and rise above my fears.
I have a long road ahead.
He sneers at me.
I left the chamber meditation with a heavy step. My heart is heavy, I have to learn to live with that, but I admit that I was completely off base. If I want to become a dark lord, I'm going to have to ink this flame in me.
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I comply, kneeling on the cold stone floor. The room is silent, saturated with an oppressive presence that seems to flow from the very walls. I close my eyes, trying to escape the instructor's piercing gaze, but his sharp, cutting voice snaps me back.
I clench my fists, trying to suppress a shiver of frustration. The instructor continues, his words laced with cold venom.
He lets me stew for a moment, savoring my palpable tension. Then, in a lower, more insidious tone, he commands me to close my eyes and focus on my own mind.
I struggle to follow his instructions. Slowly, I delve into my memories, gathering my resentments, fears, and unspoken desires. All of it converges into a dark flame within me, flickering but present. It burns with an intensity I have never felt before. It isn't a comforting warmth but a cold, sharpened source of energy.
Suddenly, the instructor approaches. I feel him standing right behind me, a presence almost tangible that freezes me in place.
I try to hold the flame under my control, to make it steady, to trap it within my mind. But it resists, slipping through my fingers like a wild beast that refuses the leash. A drop of sweat trickles down my forehead despite the cold in the room. It's a brutal, merciless internal struggle. And in this struggle, I catch a glimpse of the power I could attain—if only I manage to master this dark essence.
The words cut, each syllable like a clawed edge reminding me that the Force, in its brutality, allows no hesitation. I concentrate once more, forcing myself to channel every drop of anger and hatred until I feel the dark flame stabilizing, resonating within me with a cold, dense energy.
When I open my eyes, the instructor's face is impassive, but I sense a shadow of satisfaction. Faint, maybe even disdainful, but present.
He turns and disappears into the shadows, leaving me alone, still pulsing with the chilling sensation of the dark side within me, an untamed power murmuring and rumbling, waiting to be mastered.
I sense faint vibrations around me, and the instructor's aura is tangible for a fleeting moment. Every provocation, every insult, every move he makes, I understand now, my rage must serve as a conduit—a channel to tame the Force. Each time he strikes me and ignites my anger, I actually gain power. I need to focus on that and rise above my fears.
I have a long road ahead.
He sneers at me.
He begins pacing in front of me, his shadow casting distorted shapes against the wall.
He begins to recite, his voice slow, each phrase landing like a hammer blow.
He pauses, his sharp gaze locking onto mine.
He continues, with a harsher tone.
He steps closer, forcing me to meet his gaze.
Then he proceeds, as if challenging me with each word.
A heavy silence lingers.
He pauses for a moment, seeming to gauge my reaction, then continues in a more solemn tone.
A cold smile spreads across his lips.
Finally, he recites the last line with an intensity that makes each word vibrate.
I feel the full chill of his gaze on me.
He steps back, allowing his words to sink in. Each line resonates within me, merging with the dark flame I am just beginning to control.
I close my eyes and let the words echo within me, this time imbued with the intensity he's instilled in them.
I left the chamber meditation with a heavy step. My heart is heavy, I have to learn to live with that, but I admit that I was completely off base. If I want to become a dark lord, I'm going to have to ink this flame in me.
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(Hrp : I will post the next of the story later! On a another page )