Xevek Nekonis
From The Shadows
It's taken me a while, but, I've finally admitted to myself that there is something wrong; something that, ultimately, impedes upon my position as to serve as the Faction Owner of the Sith Assassins. If you will pardon my rambling, the brass tacks of the situation is that I'm not in a good place mentally and haven't been for a while, what with me jumping between states of apathy and lethargy, stress and anxiousness as well as times of normality (which, thankfully, tends to be the dominant state of mind) and, overall, this tends to leave me drained of muse or so 'hyped up' that I struggle to focus.
In a couple of conversations I've had with friends (and myself, admittedly - I'm sure my family were confused as to why I've been murmuring to my reflection in the mirror for a few days), I've forced myself to accept the fact that what all this means is that I cannot continue on leading the Sith Assassins in anyway that would be adept, let alone inspire and then maintain a level of activity that would do this faction proud. Due to the fact that I have no desire to see the Sith Assassins fade away - after all, it was this Faction that kept my interest in this site back when I first joined up as Darth Lykos, then Xavka Duquo, and, as such, is responsible for the fun I've had on Chaos since - I've decided that it would be best if I no longer 'man at the tiller' of this Faction.
To put it concisely and with no rambling: I will be stepping down as Faction Owner.
Of course, since, as states, I have no desire to see the Sith Assassins wither away, the Faction won't be left without guidance. Before I took over the role of Faction Owner and, in my opinion, screwed the whole thing upwards, downwards and seven ways to hell, [member="Darth Ophidia"] was the one who skillfully ran the Faction and they will do so again.
To all of you, I'm sorry that I let things drag on so far into activity and the fact that the times where I had the muse and inspiration to perhaps help this Faction were fleeting and never long-lasting. I truly wish that I could have done better. I also wish Darth Ophidia luck with this role, though I'm sure that luck might not be needed, and look forward to enjoying being a regular member of the Sith Assassins once more.
Finally: Thank you all for the time I had as Faction Owner.
In a couple of conversations I've had with friends (and myself, admittedly - I'm sure my family were confused as to why I've been murmuring to my reflection in the mirror for a few days), I've forced myself to accept the fact that what all this means is that I cannot continue on leading the Sith Assassins in anyway that would be adept, let alone inspire and then maintain a level of activity that would do this faction proud. Due to the fact that I have no desire to see the Sith Assassins fade away - after all, it was this Faction that kept my interest in this site back when I first joined up as Darth Lykos, then Xavka Duquo, and, as such, is responsible for the fun I've had on Chaos since - I've decided that it would be best if I no longer 'man at the tiller' of this Faction.
To put it concisely and with no rambling: I will be stepping down as Faction Owner.
Of course, since, as states, I have no desire to see the Sith Assassins wither away, the Faction won't be left without guidance. Before I took over the role of Faction Owner and, in my opinion, screwed the whole thing upwards, downwards and seven ways to hell, [member="Darth Ophidia"] was the one who skillfully ran the Faction and they will do so again.
To all of you, I'm sorry that I let things drag on so far into activity and the fact that the times where I had the muse and inspiration to perhaps help this Faction were fleeting and never long-lasting. I truly wish that I could have done better. I also wish Darth Ophidia luck with this role, though I'm sure that luck might not be needed, and look forward to enjoying being a regular member of the Sith Assassins once more.
Finally: Thank you all for the time I had as Faction Owner.
