Alexandra Feanor
The Lady in Silver/Grey Historian
Ilum Crystal Caves
Alexandra sat with her eyes closed and her mind left open to the crystals around her. She was not here for a new saber, or to find her own crystal. She already had that which powered a force user's sabers. No why she was here was for a far simpler reason and that was to focus inwards and search the caves for answers of her own in this galaxy away from the familiar. She was not used to Jedi and Sith anymore, infact she had lost all normality when she had been torn apart both physically by the sith and emotionally and mentally by that damned fox faced Jedi.
Her eyes waved and opened as Vulpesen came into her mind and for a moment she sat there before slamming her hand into a nearby crystal. Slowly after a trail of blood dripped from her hand and she winced as the pain finally reached her brain. "Great... i cut myself. Daeda, get the bandages before this bleeds more than i need it too." She would normally heal a wound like this but she needed to get her emotions back into control after losing them like that.
She had always taught never to deny your feelings and emotions. Even anger and fear were important to a user of the lightside. It was acting on those feelings and letting them control you that was dangerous and using them to achieve motives of power and causing fear in others. No, realizing you have those emotions, and learning that they are not dangerous if you know how to rule your emotions is what was important to her.
None the less though the pain spiked her presence in the force, surely no one was around to feel it though.
