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Scenes of the past flashed in and out like the reel of an old movie. Only, instead of actual 'scenes' they were feelings. Like an empathic view of the past, with memorable moments felt through her senses returned. In truth, it might've been only a few minutes that these 'scenes' returned. To someone the likes of Ayla? It might as well have been an hour. As her conscious dipped into a muddled view, the antithesis to nostalgia emerged. As it is said, moderation in everything. So when it came to the famed love of combat as a past-time for the Alunrovaan, when fighting an older, much more experienced race with a technological edge and defense against the force no less, fun and desire turned to necessity and fatigue. For Ayla specifically, war was least favourable. Combat in itself? That still held true as something entertaining. But the feeling of loss beyond pride followed was new. There was death without honour and willingness. The desire to actually protect something worth more than oneself. It was a matter of fighting for a collective people. And the risks? They were deep. The rewards? Only bare survival--nothing more. Not even 'victory'.
Once again, Ayla only felt the battlefield. Felt through the force, that is. With her dimmed sense of touch as a result of past battles and her own deformities, and the lack of optical nerves connecting to her actual eyes and shattered ear-drums that would not regenerate, only the Force could be relied on. Given these lack of senses, Ayla simply required being so well connected to the Force--and that she was. Meaning, beyond an overly sensitive acquaintance with her surroundings to precise detail and combative edge, Ayla was also privy to the pain of her allies. Cries sent out, not only in pain but emotional suffering. The Alunrovaan might've been a species strong in logic, even having a biological deficiency in emotional understanding; despite that, they were still extremely emotional creatures. Lacking the ability to understand emotions well? Perhaps. Ability to convey emotions? A talent in itself. Even with Ayla's especially skilled lack of emotional understanding, it couldn't be helped that she practically felt the pain of her kin. The pain of watching a loved one perish at the hands of those who'd rather purge you than cohabitate with you was overwhelming, and anyone within range on the battlefield would feel it. Maybe it was the Force that helped them understand, forming bonds between everyone who fought in unison on the never-ending wasted battlefield that was their homeworld.
Even Ayla herself was suffering. As one of royal blood, on top of her antisociable personality, her relationships were scarce. However, to know the pain of one another, it was hard not to form something close. And to that effect, the fact that her people were falling like flies before her? It hurt. Not even the damaged nerves ridden throughout her body could protect this pain. Behind her shallow thoughts that could only focus on bringing death to those who stood before her people, "why?" The question rose up again and again. "Why? Why must we suffer? To fight was to live. So why is there so much death?" To Ayla and her people who thrived on fighting, even killing each other in some situations, the dark feelings that war rained down upon them were anything but expected. And with these reminscent thoughts, the pain of the past, Ayla returned to the present.
Her vision was blurry and breathing paced. As she inhaled what little carbon was left in the air and exhaled any other gas, the strong metal taste in the blood on her tongue was all she could focus on. It was either that, or recall the war, or remember what she had just done. At the feet of her chair, black-red streaks ran across the ground up to lifeless bodies, half of them gone with only bite marks remaining all over as their wounds. Around five other bodies, to be precise, and one could be sure that the number was counted. For at least a few days--maybe even weeks--Ayla had flown throughout space, unaware of what the term "Hyperdrive" could possibly refer to.
As consciousness was beginning to fade once more, a rumbling noise ran throughout the open space within the ship, and the glass at the front presented only a red tint to a blurry open sky. It felt like quite a while, when in truth the moment happened for only a minute. The spacecraft ran through the atmosphere of a planet, burning away as a result of an awkward entry to a dense atmosphere. The friction tore away with fragmented pieces of metal falling behind the descent of the small craft. Passing through the outer layers, while the red tint stayed Ayla could more clearly see through the glass--which just so happened to begin cracking. Through it, for once in a very long time colours appeared. Instead of a black abyss, something stable and tangible appeared. Granted, it seemed to be traveling towards her at incredible speeds (though the other way around, truthfully), what Ayla felt was not fear, but relief. The relative weightlessness of being in a ship which simulated a level of gravity far less than Negosvern was pleasantly unexpected, but the pain within her body was incredible. Relying on carbon from organic tissue was still a far less efficient than simply breathing it in. If this planet had an accomodating atmosphere--if she could prevent her death from an uncontrolled descent--life could be longer than she anticipated.
And so, buckling her safety belt and wishing for the best, Ayla began counting the seconds that passed. The moment the ship made contact with the speckled beige ground beneath her, a stable layer of telekinetic force was to coat her body, acting as a sort of cushion to lessen damage. And that it did. The spacecraft slammed into the ground as millions of sand particles flew around, letting the ship sink in while acting as a sort of cushion in itself. Without a doubt, the cracked glass before her finally shattered, allowing massive amounts of sand to flow in and bury the buckled girl. For the most part the telekinetic force actually acted as a shield and prevented the waves of mini-rocks from tearing away at her skin. With what little mental strength she had left, a slowly expanding bubble of telekinetic force pushed away the sand until the sky was revealed through the window. Or rather, the open area which previously held a window.
"Air......" Barely gasping out, Ayla's soft voice was muffled. Her lost concentration and fixation on the sky collapsed the telekinetic force, and the sand began to flow back towards her. Fortunately, in that split second, fresh air filled with carbon reached her lungs. Finally breathing a proper amount, strength returned to her muscles, and without a care in the worlds she reached through the sand, slowly pushing her way out until a Sun glinted off her abysmal black eyes.
[member='Krest'].
Once again, Ayla only felt the battlefield. Felt through the force, that is. With her dimmed sense of touch as a result of past battles and her own deformities, and the lack of optical nerves connecting to her actual eyes and shattered ear-drums that would not regenerate, only the Force could be relied on. Given these lack of senses, Ayla simply required being so well connected to the Force--and that she was. Meaning, beyond an overly sensitive acquaintance with her surroundings to precise detail and combative edge, Ayla was also privy to the pain of her allies. Cries sent out, not only in pain but emotional suffering. The Alunrovaan might've been a species strong in logic, even having a biological deficiency in emotional understanding; despite that, they were still extremely emotional creatures. Lacking the ability to understand emotions well? Perhaps. Ability to convey emotions? A talent in itself. Even with Ayla's especially skilled lack of emotional understanding, it couldn't be helped that she practically felt the pain of her kin. The pain of watching a loved one perish at the hands of those who'd rather purge you than cohabitate with you was overwhelming, and anyone within range on the battlefield would feel it. Maybe it was the Force that helped them understand, forming bonds between everyone who fought in unison on the never-ending wasted battlefield that was their homeworld.
Even Ayla herself was suffering. As one of royal blood, on top of her antisociable personality, her relationships were scarce. However, to know the pain of one another, it was hard not to form something close. And to that effect, the fact that her people were falling like flies before her? It hurt. Not even the damaged nerves ridden throughout her body could protect this pain. Behind her shallow thoughts that could only focus on bringing death to those who stood before her people, "why?" The question rose up again and again. "Why? Why must we suffer? To fight was to live. So why is there so much death?" To Ayla and her people who thrived on fighting, even killing each other in some situations, the dark feelings that war rained down upon them were anything but expected. And with these reminscent thoughts, the pain of the past, Ayla returned to the present.
Her vision was blurry and breathing paced. As she inhaled what little carbon was left in the air and exhaled any other gas, the strong metal taste in the blood on her tongue was all she could focus on. It was either that, or recall the war, or remember what she had just done. At the feet of her chair, black-red streaks ran across the ground up to lifeless bodies, half of them gone with only bite marks remaining all over as their wounds. Around five other bodies, to be precise, and one could be sure that the number was counted. For at least a few days--maybe even weeks--Ayla had flown throughout space, unaware of what the term "Hyperdrive" could possibly refer to.
As consciousness was beginning to fade once more, a rumbling noise ran throughout the open space within the ship, and the glass at the front presented only a red tint to a blurry open sky. It felt like quite a while, when in truth the moment happened for only a minute. The spacecraft ran through the atmosphere of a planet, burning away as a result of an awkward entry to a dense atmosphere. The friction tore away with fragmented pieces of metal falling behind the descent of the small craft. Passing through the outer layers, while the red tint stayed Ayla could more clearly see through the glass--which just so happened to begin cracking. Through it, for once in a very long time colours appeared. Instead of a black abyss, something stable and tangible appeared. Granted, it seemed to be traveling towards her at incredible speeds (though the other way around, truthfully), what Ayla felt was not fear, but relief. The relative weightlessness of being in a ship which simulated a level of gravity far less than Negosvern was pleasantly unexpected, but the pain within her body was incredible. Relying on carbon from organic tissue was still a far less efficient than simply breathing it in. If this planet had an accomodating atmosphere--if she could prevent her death from an uncontrolled descent--life could be longer than she anticipated.
And so, buckling her safety belt and wishing for the best, Ayla began counting the seconds that passed. The moment the ship made contact with the speckled beige ground beneath her, a stable layer of telekinetic force was to coat her body, acting as a sort of cushion to lessen damage. And that it did. The spacecraft slammed into the ground as millions of sand particles flew around, letting the ship sink in while acting as a sort of cushion in itself. Without a doubt, the cracked glass before her finally shattered, allowing massive amounts of sand to flow in and bury the buckled girl. For the most part the telekinetic force actually acted as a shield and prevented the waves of mini-rocks from tearing away at her skin. With what little mental strength she had left, a slowly expanding bubble of telekinetic force pushed away the sand until the sky was revealed through the window. Or rather, the open area which previously held a window.
"Air......" Barely gasping out, Ayla's soft voice was muffled. Her lost concentration and fixation on the sky collapsed the telekinetic force, and the sand began to flow back towards her. Fortunately, in that split second, fresh air filled with carbon reached her lungs. Finally breathing a proper amount, strength returned to her muscles, and without a care in the worlds she reached through the sand, slowly pushing her way out until a Sun glinted off her abysmal black eyes.
[member='Krest'].