Matsu Xiangu
The Haruspex
In her moments of greatest freedom she often found herself drifting away, her brain grasping at the edges of the experience as if to neatly wrap the moment within itself, packaging it away for safekeeping. She wouldn't forget. Even if she could, she'd hold on to each memory with a grasp to rival Apollo's on the world. And even then, with the sun of Utapau beating down in to the sinkhole she wandered through...she drifted.
There is a table on the middle of a beach, nestled against a stand of rocks that she's walked past every day for the last twelve years without thought. The table has not always been here; if anything it’s an addition that makes no sense. Knowing that it doesn't belong means she's still real though. She still knows she's drifting dangerously between safety and lunacy, and that is what keeps the scales as they should be. But she could stay here forever, a master in her realm, the woman with the delicate hands who lay on the table on the beach as the tide comes in.
When he appears she is not surprised. This is her dream, and within it she pulls all the strings. It would not be complete within her distant head if he did not appear. He wears a robe and she thinks it's perhaps one of the stranger things he's ever worn, though she doesn't find it disagreeable. But this, gray and tight, suits him. If anything she's lost in the crosshatch of its stitches as he leans in close, his hand on her hip as she moves to her back on the table. He smells like whiskey and a hint of something less savory. Like rot. And when he turns his head to look her in the face and the bleached white of his cheekbone fills her eyes she smiles. His lips are so full and she is lost again, dreaming in her dream. Perhaps she is so far down she will never escape.
No, she knows the table doesn't belong.
He sits on the edge, his hand gripping at the side opposite himself over her body, looking down at her and then out to sea. The ocean curls around the legs of the table the longer they sit here. "The most beautiful thing about you is that I never have to convince you to come back. You know what is reality, and what is not, but choose the world inside your head and make it your own - and that, Matsu, is what makes you the Queen," he says, his hand running down her side.
In here, they can never catch her.
Dreaming, dreaming - always dreaming.
There was no particular reason for Matsu to be on Utapau. The world was one giant sinkhole after another, arid wind tunnels kicked up by ships lowering themselves in to the depths. No one looked at her twice as she padded through the tunnels and out on to walkways, the strange call of the creatures some rode echoing along the cavern walls. She looked far away, dreams from nights before pummeling through her head. She was beautiful, but she was…off. Sometimes it seemed others could smell it on her.
There was no reason but…the planet was inhabited by ancient creatures, gaunt near-humans with sharp teeth and delicate fingers. Some were supposed to be 500 years old and there were parts of her that hummed with the idea of what they may have seen. She was on the hunt for one when, caught up in her head and the strange, strange heartbeat of her creativity she paused, moving to look out over the cavern that descended down, down, down towards the planet’s core.
[member="Krius Syonis"]
There is a table on the middle of a beach, nestled against a stand of rocks that she's walked past every day for the last twelve years without thought. The table has not always been here; if anything it’s an addition that makes no sense. Knowing that it doesn't belong means she's still real though. She still knows she's drifting dangerously between safety and lunacy, and that is what keeps the scales as they should be. But she could stay here forever, a master in her realm, the woman with the delicate hands who lay on the table on the beach as the tide comes in.
When he appears she is not surprised. This is her dream, and within it she pulls all the strings. It would not be complete within her distant head if he did not appear. He wears a robe and she thinks it's perhaps one of the stranger things he's ever worn, though she doesn't find it disagreeable. But this, gray and tight, suits him. If anything she's lost in the crosshatch of its stitches as he leans in close, his hand on her hip as she moves to her back on the table. He smells like whiskey and a hint of something less savory. Like rot. And when he turns his head to look her in the face and the bleached white of his cheekbone fills her eyes she smiles. His lips are so full and she is lost again, dreaming in her dream. Perhaps she is so far down she will never escape.
No, she knows the table doesn't belong.
He sits on the edge, his hand gripping at the side opposite himself over her body, looking down at her and then out to sea. The ocean curls around the legs of the table the longer they sit here. "The most beautiful thing about you is that I never have to convince you to come back. You know what is reality, and what is not, but choose the world inside your head and make it your own - and that, Matsu, is what makes you the Queen," he says, his hand running down her side.
In here, they can never catch her.
Dreaming, dreaming - always dreaming.
There was no particular reason for Matsu to be on Utapau. The world was one giant sinkhole after another, arid wind tunnels kicked up by ships lowering themselves in to the depths. No one looked at her twice as she padded through the tunnels and out on to walkways, the strange call of the creatures some rode echoing along the cavern walls. She looked far away, dreams from nights before pummeling through her head. She was beautiful, but she was…off. Sometimes it seemed others could smell it on her.
There was no reason but…the planet was inhabited by ancient creatures, gaunt near-humans with sharp teeth and delicate fingers. Some were supposed to be 500 years old and there were parts of her that hummed with the idea of what they may have seen. She was on the hunt for one when, caught up in her head and the strange, strange heartbeat of her creativity she paused, moving to look out over the cavern that descended down, down, down towards the planet’s core.
[member="Krius Syonis"]