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Private Aggressive Meditation

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JEDI TEMPLE, CORUSCANT

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A lone figure stood poised in the center of a dim training room.

Jand's chalk white skin, contrasted by his pitch black hair, was unmistakable. Especially since he only wore loose pants, which left his lean upper body free of clothing, and revealed a sequence of interlocking circular tattoos down the middle of his back. A far cry from the usual Jedi robes the young Nagai wore, this outfit was used to serve a purpose, as was the odd metal sword held in his right hand that presented a slender pointed blade.

It was late evening, few wandered the training halls, and it had proven to be an agreeable time for Jand. The months since he joined the Jedi Order had been... taxing. The young Nagai had left his home, his family, which were central to his species' existence; there was nothing more valued or cared for than blood relatives to the Nagai, save in particular instances that were well outside Jand's reasons for consideration at his young age. As it was, the adjustment from close relative family unit on Saijo, to distant strange acquaintances at the temple, had been difficult - especially for a Nagai. Still, Jand had been raised to overcome adversity, to topple obstacles, and to confront challenges.

Yet, it was that very upbringing in his warrior culture that - ironically - brought the youth the most trouble.

The Force.

It wasn't common in Jand's family, it wasn't something he had learned of or about in his childhood, there had been no instruction or Force Sensitives that he had known. His life had been martial training from an incredibly young age, almost from the time he could walk, as was Nagai custom. That upbringing had not accounted for Force development, and while Jand had touched on it throughout the years, the focus had always been on traditional methods. As a result, the mysterious power was exactly that to him, a mystery, one that he struggled to utilize and apply in his Jedi training daily. It felt like a constant source of failure, where others - especially equally young Padawans - could wield the light side as though borne to it, performing amazing and inspiring feats.

That was not Jand.

His connection to the Force was average, at best.

And so it was why the young Nagai trained as he did, in the evening alone, so that he might find comfort in his Jedi-specific shortcomings with meditation from his culture.

"Focused in body and weapon."

From the center of the room, Jand lowered into a crouch on flexible legs, as he held the metal sword horizontally near his chest with one hand. The other arm was outstretched, parallel to the thin blade. He remained still, eyes closed, then with a suddenness of movement, propelled himself forward; and using his outstretched hand, planted it firmly on the training floor, to then leap into a cartwheel and push into a deft flip from that one arm--

"Poised to strike."

--the sword lashed out, a blur of silver in the air, before Jand landed with a grunt onto his hand again. His body teetered as he balanced himself, upright with his legs in the air, then slowly rolled his body to touch the ground with the bare soles of his feet - not too dissimilar to a gymnast, in some ways. The Nagai was back in his low crouch, knees bent, with the sword held close and his left hand extended alongside the blade.

Hm?

Jand felt eyes on him.

He turned and opened his own, gray stare at the door to the training room, before he spoke.

"Oh. Hello."


 
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The colors were always swirling around her. The endless sea of blues, greens, yellows, reds, all swirling in the chaos of Coruscant's life. People just living their day to day. Each had their own shades to add to the mix. On a planet this large, it was at one point just overwhelming. Unable to stop seeing these colors, even with her eyes closed, she was lost. For most of her life she was lost.

Now? Now she knew how to live with it. How to sort through the waves to see the people around her better. It also meant she could see some more.. Interesting parts of the colors. As she wandered around the temple, one such swirl of colors had her wandering towards a training room. A swirl, focused and moving much as she'd seen before. The Force, following the strikes of someone deep in meditation.

She recognized it enough to be curious.

Iris stood in the doorway, her oddly colored eyes watching the Nagai curiously. She offered the briefest of a wave as he turned to her, a smile forming with the greeting.

"Hello."

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Jand stared, silent, as he slowly stood upright and lowered the thin-bladed sword in his hand to his side.

It wasn't often that his meditation time was interrupted, and his first instinct was to ask the other Padawan to leave. Yet, since arriving at the Jedi Order, the Nagai had been encouraged to take steps to become more familiar with others, to connect more, and to avoid aloofness as his species was prone to outside of their families.

It wasn't uncommon for Nagai to keep others, even fellow Nagai, at arms length.

So, instead, Jand looked down and considered...

"I was meditating."

He looked back up, gray eyes regarded Iris, another Padawan he was familiar with from Ilum.

"It is something my people do. A meditative form of martial arts, with weapons. It helps with mental focus, physical fitness and combat prowess."

Jand had never explicitly been told to avoid sharing information about the Nagai by his parents, but he felt that a simplified version was more appropriate, since the exercise was more personal to an individual. It wasn't like group Padawan lessons. Each Nagai benefited from combat meditation in their own way, and it was with that understanding that Jand felt somewhat comfortable sharing his own experience.

Besides, it wasn't like Iris was a random sentient; the pair had been through a lot in a short time, on Ilum.

"Do you plan on staying? You can, if you wish."


 

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"Are your people usually Force sensitive?"

Iris tilted her head, more curious than judgmental. Only curious, really. The meditation focused his colors as he moved, putting him in tune with it all. With the Force. Yeah, it really was like what Ara Sheridan Ara Sheridan had done before. What did that mean? Was it something more common than she thought for people, or was it just a coincidence? .. No, no such thing, not in the Force.

She smiled. Nodded.

"If that's alright. And, maybe, I can learn? It seems useful to know."

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Jand considered the question.

He didn't know, really.

"I am the first in my family, as far as I know," Jand said after some thought. "I have never met another Nagai who could use the Force. But I am young, my family circle is sizable but not excessively so. It's possible, but I can't say for sure."

Jand nodded in response, as Iris decided to stay and even asked to learn.

"I... can show you some, yes," The pale youth said slowly, before he clarified. "These exercises are daily customs in Nagai society, part of my species' culture, so some of the underlying methodology might not make sense. But I can show you movements, combat forms. Though please understand this is very personal to me, and isn't yours to share with others--"

Gray eyes glanced to Iris. There was a scoff on Jand's lips, as he added:

"--or I might have to kill you."

Whether it was a joke, it was hard to say. The Nagai were a hard people, their society followed a lot of outlandish traditions and customs, so it would ultimately come down to Iris' own interpretation and decision on how truthful - or not - the comment was. For his part, Jand motioned to the lightsaber Iris had on her person, then to a point on the spacious floor near him...

"When you are ready, come stand near me, and we will begin."


 

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Iris listened in silence, in curiosity. She knew little about most cultures, but from the way Jand spoke of his own, there was little wonder his colors were so serene even with a blade in hand. Grant it, it were those same colors that ended up having her laugh. Nervously. At his threat. The fact he was speaking the truth by how the colors swirled around him was.. Well, she wasn't going to tell anyone anyway, so did it matter?

Hopefully not.

She stepped by the Nagai, unclipping her lightsaber from her waist to ignite the blue blade and smiled.

"Alright, well. Ready as I will be."

Jand Talo Jand Talo
 
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Iris walked over, ignited her lightsaber, and Jand nodded.

"The purpose is to become one with your weapon," The Nagai said as he motioned to the thin sword in his hand. "This is a swiftcut foil. Elegant, precise, similar to a lightsaber... your blade should suffice."

Jand centered himself, as he began to balance on his right foot, with the other leg bent and left foot placed against his right inner-knee. It essentially looked like the numeral 4. In front of his body, the youth held his sword out in both hands, arms outstretched with the blade tip upward. Jand began to slow his breathing, as he focused on equilibrium and balance and holding the awkward position for several minutes.

"A fundamental of Nagai meditation is balance. This position demands your body compensate for three opposing centers of gravity... the body tries to remain over the right leg, but the arms outstretched force you to adjust, and the additional weight of the weapon. All three must be found, to maintain the delicate line of stability throughout your muscles."

The position was basic, for a Nagai who had grown up with such poses, but Jand suspected it would prove more a challenge for Iris.

"Take as long as you need to make this position work."


 

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Oh. Iris watched, and after a moment something clicked with it. Yoga. Kind of. Similar enough. Yoga was actually something Iris was good at. After everything, all the rehabilitation, she'd gotten really into yoga to get some semblance of normalcy back to her injured body. Grant it, she went well and above her old flexibility, but still. This, this was familiar. Yoga with a blade.

She followed, taking the same position as the Nagai. For a couple moments, anyway. She blinked, more surprised at just how hard it was to keep the balance with the addition of her blade of all things. A third point, just as Jand said. She narrowed her eyes in focus. Keeping her arms up, keeping her position still, that was easy. She'd done things like this before. Keeping her blade forward, balanced?

Not as easy. But, eventually, she found a center that worked.

".. This is a lot, heh."

Jand Talo Jand Talo
 
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Jand glanced over to peer at Iris, while he held his pose, and watched when the other Padawan managed to do the same. It was a quick development, likely attributed to her training with the Jedi, though the flow of meditation would become increasingly difficult soon. Still, Jand didn't want to discourage Iris, she had shown interest, and it was a good step toward his connecting with others.

They would take it slow.

"Good," Jand said in a low voice, while the pitch of his words seemed to exude calm and peace. "We will hold this pose for a few more minutes, then I will show you pose two."

Jand did as such, then once he felt Iris had gained a stable position, he nodded--

"This will be harder."

--and then from his balanced pose, Jand raised his left hand above his head, then curved over backward with - potentially surprising - flexibility, to then plant his hand on the ground at the apex of the bend, before he kicked his body up into an inverted handstand. As he did so, the Nagai shifted the foil sword, and shifted it to behind his back, with the tip held upward toward his feet in the air.

"Balance... is control... and control... is precision."

Jand's breathing was a little harder than normal, mainly because he had slowed down the pose change considerably, to allow Iris to see it fully. Were it a typical combat meditation, the Nagai would have already been well into his sixth or seventh pose. But, he had agreed to show his fellow Jedi some fundamentals, and so he would. He added, his voice still radiating calm:

"Again, take as long as you need."


 

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Iris took a breath. Closed her eyes. The colors around her blended as they always did, but this time, she found a center. A focus. The strain of the position kept her grounded, rather than get lost in the colors as she usually did.

Then it was over. She blinked, half hearing what Jand had said before glancing to him. The second form. Handstand. She blinked again. And again. Any other time in her life and it'd be something she couldn't do. Now?

She nodded once before mimicking him. Iris was plenty flexible, going so far as to bend as he did, slowly into the handstand. She even kicked herself up onto the one hand. Sweat dripped down her brow as she, eventually, got her legs straight up. The blade came next, shakey but pointed up like his own. Everything faded away at this point. She was determined, focused only on the handstand itself. Focused on keeping her body as still as she could. Letting the colors flow as they would around her.

No words came from her. Speaking would just send her flat.

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From his own inverted handstand, the Nagai kept a small focus on Iris, so he could observe her progress. So far she had done very well with the two poses. Granted they were some of the easier ones, but everyone had to start somewhere, and Iris had taken to the movement like a natural. There was some concern over the inverted pose, what with the potential for falling, with the lightsaber at her back; but, after several moments of both Padawans maintaining the position, Jand felt it was time to continue into the third pose.

"Smooth motion... flowing, like body and weapon."

Jand glanced to Iris and he felt she was watching with enough focus to see the next transition to pose three. To begin, Jand moved his foil sword, and held it outward to his right side, then he twisted his torso and bent his legs - and with a push of momentum from his own lower body, he spun on his hand, which allowed him to go full around before he tipped to his left side and both feet touched the ground, legs together. He still had the hand planted on the ground, but with his legs together and on the ground, he now had two points of balance again.

And still outstretched to his right, his arm and foil sword both pointed up into the air.

He now looked like a T that had fallen to one side.

"Mind the weapon, especially when you spin."

Jand held that pose, as he glanced over to Iris and waited to see the result...


 

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She barely heard him. The only reason she even knew he spoke was because of the movement in the corner of her eye. Jand was moving. The next form. She grimaced. Right, there were more. Iris moved, slow as she could, trying to make sure she didn't just crumble onto herself. Even with her blade on it's nonlethal setting, she didn't want to fall on it. Grant it she could just turn it off, but wouldn't that defeat the purpose of the exercise?

She bent, crouched what she could to touch down her legs again. Turn her body. Get her arm up with the blade pointed skyward.

To her credit, she didn't fall immediately. But the strain was obvious on her face.

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Jand observed as Iris moved into the next pose, as she matched the leaning balance, and pointed her lightsaber upward. There was strain on her face, which was to be expected, though the perseverance displayed was admirable, and Jand felt respect increase. Still, at the rate the pair were going, it wouldn't be long before Iris wasn't able to keep up - which wasn't a detriment to her, as Jand had been doing the combat meditation basically all his life.

"Last pose," Jand said simply, as he closed his eyes and prepared. "We finish strong. Centered."

With his weight shifted onto his grounded hand, Jand then pulled his legs into a tuck against his chest and rotated into a squat; then, in the same motion, he tumbled forward into a somersault, to then finish with a foot planted firmly and one knee on the ground - similar to the human custom of proposal - with his foil sword arm extended in front of him.

The fourth and final meditative pose was complete; and Iris had performed a whole kata, if a basic one, convincingly.

"You did well," Jand said as he stood and relaxed, his brow beaded with sweat. He had been doing combat meditation before Iris had arrived, and was starting to feel it. "That was one example of a starting combat meditation kata, a sequence of forms. Usually a Nagai would perform them in quicker succession, but the purpose had been learning, not execution."

Jand considered, then raised his eyebrows.

"Here, I will show you."

The young Nagai walked back to the center of the room, where he took position with the first pose. He balanced, one leg angled, and weapon positioned as before. Jand exhaled. Then his body transformed into a blur of smooth motion, as his increased dexterity and speed of his species was fully utilized; he began to flip and balance and tumble and tuck, all the while his foil sword sliced through the air around him in a deadly dance of slashes and sweeps. And in a mere few moments, Jand was near Iris in the final pose, on one knee with the foil extended toward her...

"We will get you to that level, in time."

Jand stood again, and slipped the foil sword through the loop of his belt, before he regarded Iris.

"Would you like to learn more tonight? Or perhaps we can do something else. Maybe more typical training, or social development - talking?"


 

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Last pose.

Iris nodded a bit too eagerly as she followed the movements. Pushed herself to make the last posed and hold it long enough to count. Or at least long enough for Jand to say they were done.

Then she collapsed. Her saber extinguished as she stared up, taking gulps of air to try and get her breathing under control. That was far more physically intensive than she thought it'd be. It wasn't as easy as it probably looked. Purposefully spreading the centers of gravity around just meant incredible muscle training. More than just yoga. She laughed a little. An exhausted laugh, but one full of that runners high.

She eventually pushed herself up, watching the Nagai go through the form. There were more sets. Ah, man. She was struggling just through the one he showed her, but there were more. Crazy. Awesome, but crazy. Would she reach that point?

".. Social development?" She blinked in surprise. "Talking. Like.. Just a normal conversation? Um, yeah. We can do that. While I uh, catch my breath a bit more. Then more training?"

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It was understandable that Iris was exhausted after the combat meditation. The kata was more complex than it seemed, it required a lot of muscle control and focus, while also counterbalancing a weapon with limb movement. Yet, the fellow Padawan had done well, and Jand felt there was some potential with more lessons.

But, one thing Jand struggled with himself, was speaking his second language.

The pale Padawan opened his mouth, paused, then nodded with a clarification as Iris realized his terminology had meant talking. Galactic Basic was... tricky, there were many ways to say the same thing, and still confuse others with options picked. The Nagai supposed in future he would use a less formal term, maybe settle on the use of conversation or discussion?

Either way, Iris understood now, so that helped.

"Yes, talking," Jand repeated, mostly to himself. He would remember that simpler vernacular. "I have been wondering: your scars. What happened?"

It also seemed that being from a close-knit Nagai family community, meant that direct - and potentially personal - questions weren't seen as ill mannered or intrusive...


 

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Iris blinked rapidly.

"My scars?"

Well, they were there. And there were a good number of them. No one had just.. Asked about them before, though. It was oddly refreshing that someone just asked, now that she was in the middle of such a question. No dancing around the subject, no fear about upsetting her. Just a simple question, with no hostile intent behind it. The Padawan smiled faintly, lifting up one of her hands. The one missing it's pinky.

"This one I got from a disruptor shot. I've got a couple others from blaster fire. And the big one, I fell into a fire after getting thrown from a train."

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Iris didn't shy away from answering, which Jand could appreciate. He was an honest person, he said what he felt, and liked that his fellow Padawan could be just as forthright. It also meant something to share personal details, to strengthen a connection, especially for a Nagai. So, Jand listened patiently, no judgment on his face, until Iris was finished.

"They are good scars," Jand said simply, genuinely. "They are a testament to your service as a Jedi, marks of honor. That is important in my culture, you have my respect."

With some consideration, the Nagai reached down and pulled back his sleeves, to reveal a few scars of his own. They weren't nearly as prominent as Iris', nor as severe, but some were present across his forearms and hands. He continued:

"These are from my upbringing, training with weapons and against similar weapon wielding partners," His tone didn't indicate bragging or justification of attempts to equalize. It was simply stated. "I look forward to one day gaining my own in Jedi service. And showing them, as you do, to honor my family and to remember the people I have helped."

Jand let his sleeves lower. He looked back to Iris, his gray eyes even and his expression passive.

"Do you have anything to ask of me? I will answer any question."


 

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"They hurt a lot. Phantom limb sometimes, with the pinky. It took a while to be able to move again. Paint again. They're proof I wasn't ready to fight the fights I did." She had quite the contrasting belief to him. Then again, she was a healer to her core. She was there to put people back together. Having someone who wanted scars was.. Different, to say the least. Iris frowned as she watched him.

The fact he was so calm about it just went to show the difference in cultures. Maybe that was something she needed to learn more about.

"What made you want to be a Jedi?"

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The statement about the pain of the wounds elicited a nod from Jand.

He suspected Iris meant more than simply physically.

The pale Padawan listened, his expression that of passiveness, but someone engaged in the conversation.

"You are alive," Jand said simply, in response to Iris' comment about fights she wasn't ready for. "Winning a fight isn't always about defeating an opponent. Experience and lessons that come from it can also be considered victories. You might have come out of those battles injured, yes, but I am willing to bet you are wiser and more prepared now."

There was an old adage that Jand recalled, about falling down but getting up again. But by then, Iris had asked a question:

"As a Nagai, my life has revolved around balanced, calm, and controlled martial prowess. My people also regard honor very highly. So, it was decided that I would use my connection to the Force to serve the Jedi and others, which would utilize my fighting capabilities while continuing to bring honor to my family," Jand paused, then added. "It might have been possible to seek out the Sith, but I thought the reliance on negative, selfish or uncontrolled emotions opposed Nagai meditative practices and my very upbringing... not to mention destroying entire planets did not seem very honorable."

Jand cleared his throat, as he raised his eyebrows.

"What brought you to the Jedi? And you mentioned painting. How long have you done that?"


 

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She peered at him. Closer. So.. He was here out of a sense of duty to his family. At least he had a reason to be here more than what she had. Which wasn't much at all. She sighed, nodded her agreement to what he said. There was honor there. Honor wasn't really her thing, but she understood it's importance enough.

"I've been painting all my life. The Force, it's.. Colors. To me. Always colors. Before I learned how to talk or even learned how to be a person, I painted. The Jedi helped me see through the colors, and I can't see myself being anything else."

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