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Amani had to get away from the crowd.
It's not that she hated events like this on principle, but even after all this time, the shift between Jedi life and Organa life was always jarring. There was decorum in Jedi procedures, no argument there, but to her there was meaning behind it. Sincerity. Meanwhile amongst the flocks of high society, there was a shallowness to it. Grandstanding for the sake of publicity and a chance to one-up their arisotcratic and/or political rivals. Even on Alderaan, where society generally swayed toward altruistic agendas, it couldn't be avoided entirely. Especially not from Amani's perspective, as the once and future odd-Organa-out.
Tonight that was only emphasized by the fact that she was here alone. Alicio and the kids were back on Coruscant, while Amani made the brave decision to act as the family's presence at tonight's affair. As awkward as she often felt, she thought it might be a nice step away from the weight of her duties, if just for an evening. It was for a while, but sooner or later, the ongoing war made its way through the grapevine all over again.
So after a few too many attempts to rope her into the conversation, Amani chose instead to skulk near the edge of the great hall in avoidance of talking shop. Not that it made the only green-hued woman in the room any harder to spot; But the other patrons eventually found the sense to recognize she was officially unavailable for the moment. Amani relished the solitude, but not the isolation. Such was the story of her role as the Countess of Alderaan.
At least tonight, the music was good.