Blackthorne
She of the Trillion Thorns
Host Lord. I am ... lost.
What troubles your thoughts?
"Troubles ... there is little that troubles me. I am content here among your people, but I wonder if I do not fulfill a purpose, a role. I have always had a purpose, even if it was not of my own making or choice, and this I do not resent, but I find great difficulty in this here. I wonder if it is that I do not understand...do not belong."
"Sometimes our purpose is unclear, but to say that you don't belong? That is the product of doubt... When we fought together on Ziost, I saw someone with a strong will, someone who need not doubt their place in this galaxy. Do you doubt yourself, or your choices?"
"...if doubt is the distant call of my path, maybe. Always I have known this path to take. Sometimes it is near and sometimes far - like a voice I know is there but I cannot hear.
...forgive me, Host Lord, many times it is hard, knowing the right words to speak. ...before I come to the worlds of the Primeval I am a Priestess of Moross. Before that I am a Spellweaver of the Nightsisters. Always I have followed, always has my path been near. The words of the Gods have been clear to me ... but now, never has my path been so far. I cannot hear the Gods, Host Lord."
"You wish to hear their voices? I remember when we fought side by side on Ziost, to survive a battle is a reminder that we are favored. To die valiantly is to be chosen. The words of the Gods are always changing, they're a shift in the sand, a change of wind.
To find your path again you must learn to walk blindly."
Silence.
"Host Lord ... I wish to know more about your Gods."
"The three and the one are our source of faith. Sargon, Nogras, Balagoth, Halrormalenth... There is power in their names, but also great uncertainty. What would you like to know?"
"What symbols are they of you and I? What powers of the realms do they keep?"
"Nogras is the source of light and truth, hers is the power of wisdom, guidance, and energy. Those who know her well and trust in her see the truth even when lies and doubts cloud our judgement," Anja spoke quite highly of this particular God.
"Then there is Balagoth, he who represents change and renewal... But also death and lost knowledge. Only a few sects follow Balagoth, but all respect his nature for it is the nature of rebirth as well.
Halrormalenth is perhaps the most well-regarded. It is said he gave meaning to the others and he is the one who brought life to us. But we are imperfect, whether a limit to his power or a purpose beyond our comprehension, he sees that all his creations have weakness but provides us with voice and reasoning.
Lastly... The one who binds them all together, the One, Sargon. It is the void itself, nothingness and everything. Perhaps Sargon is entirely unaware of our existence or that of others, but it is the source of all things, and where magick flows from."
Silence again for consideration.
"In Moross there were 12 Gods and at all times 3 resided in the realm of the mortals to guide us on our path. Many people choose to follow only some Gods and resent the others - it is also like this here for some as I have seen. But if I am to be faithful and devout, should I not learn and follow all? I did so and I became a Steward to the Pantheon. I became the Voice of all the Gods and I lead those who could not hear their call.
...I still feel their presence within me, Host Lord, and I still know their names. They are part of me, like my heart and my lungs and the blood in my veins. I ask only for forgiveness if a heretic this creates in me - I wish only to know your Gods as well as I knew theirs. What must I do?"
"Everytime we take a world, their people fear us. Why would anyone fear enlightenment, to be uplifted and transformed? It is because no matter how powerful our belief system is, there are others with powerful beliefs as well. They will conflict.
I remember when I was a child, still learning how to fight, my father gave me a sword and told me that no matter how hard I swung, a dull blade would never peirce his armour. And indeed it did not, my own arms were bruised.
Conviction is our sword, but faith our armour. If what they believe in is stronger than our own beliefs we cannot defeat them with wisdom. So should we slaughter them, do we burn their worlds and raze their cities? What example does that set?
I have witnessed death, I have inflicted it many times myself, but I do so because it is my conviction. Whatever choices I make, I make them only in the name of the Gods. Anything less is sin. If you wish to know our gods, you must sharpen your blade and know why you live."
"To walk blindly, Host Lord."
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Wayland
In a valley with no name where the jungles grew sparse the once Steward of Moross waited in silence. She'd been here for many days now, acclimating to the dark aura of the planet, resting in the silence of seclusion. Wayland had great history with the tenuous powers of the Darkside - an arcane presence that was not wholly unfamiliar to Loxa Visl. In the far reaches of her consciousness, as happened on Ziost and many other places before, she felt a prickling of deja vu.
Of a deep and curious connection.
I have walked these lands before, she thought, but not as I am now.
A previous life, perhaps, long long ago.
But knowing these lands in some distant memory would be of little use to her now. Whoever she had been before was not a being that would make this journey into the faith of the Primeval any easier, any clearer, any louder.
Walk blind.
The Gods have smiled upon us as we pass from star to star. They grant us favor in the form of strength, ferocity, and the clarity of mind to smite our foes. It is time for those of the faith to gather and join in worship and awe.
Three volunteers have stepped forth for the ultimate honor. Join us now at Wayland in the unnamed valley to bear witness to the birth of a new power in the image of the Gods.
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+Colored dialogue written between Anja and Loxa over Skype.+
What troubles your thoughts?
"Troubles ... there is little that troubles me. I am content here among your people, but I wonder if I do not fulfill a purpose, a role. I have always had a purpose, even if it was not of my own making or choice, and this I do not resent, but I find great difficulty in this here. I wonder if it is that I do not understand...do not belong."
"Sometimes our purpose is unclear, but to say that you don't belong? That is the product of doubt... When we fought together on Ziost, I saw someone with a strong will, someone who need not doubt their place in this galaxy. Do you doubt yourself, or your choices?"
"...if doubt is the distant call of my path, maybe. Always I have known this path to take. Sometimes it is near and sometimes far - like a voice I know is there but I cannot hear.
...forgive me, Host Lord, many times it is hard, knowing the right words to speak. ...before I come to the worlds of the Primeval I am a Priestess of Moross. Before that I am a Spellweaver of the Nightsisters. Always I have followed, always has my path been near. The words of the Gods have been clear to me ... but now, never has my path been so far. I cannot hear the Gods, Host Lord."
"You wish to hear their voices? I remember when we fought side by side on Ziost, to survive a battle is a reminder that we are favored. To die valiantly is to be chosen. The words of the Gods are always changing, they're a shift in the sand, a change of wind.
To find your path again you must learn to walk blindly."
Silence.
"Host Lord ... I wish to know more about your Gods."
"The three and the one are our source of faith. Sargon, Nogras, Balagoth, Halrormalenth... There is power in their names, but also great uncertainty. What would you like to know?"
"What symbols are they of you and I? What powers of the realms do they keep?"
"Nogras is the source of light and truth, hers is the power of wisdom, guidance, and energy. Those who know her well and trust in her see the truth even when lies and doubts cloud our judgement," Anja spoke quite highly of this particular God.
"Then there is Balagoth, he who represents change and renewal... But also death and lost knowledge. Only a few sects follow Balagoth, but all respect his nature for it is the nature of rebirth as well.
Halrormalenth is perhaps the most well-regarded. It is said he gave meaning to the others and he is the one who brought life to us. But we are imperfect, whether a limit to his power or a purpose beyond our comprehension, he sees that all his creations have weakness but provides us with voice and reasoning.
Lastly... The one who binds them all together, the One, Sargon. It is the void itself, nothingness and everything. Perhaps Sargon is entirely unaware of our existence or that of others, but it is the source of all things, and where magick flows from."
Silence again for consideration.
"In Moross there were 12 Gods and at all times 3 resided in the realm of the mortals to guide us on our path. Many people choose to follow only some Gods and resent the others - it is also like this here for some as I have seen. But if I am to be faithful and devout, should I not learn and follow all? I did so and I became a Steward to the Pantheon. I became the Voice of all the Gods and I lead those who could not hear their call.
...I still feel their presence within me, Host Lord, and I still know their names. They are part of me, like my heart and my lungs and the blood in my veins. I ask only for forgiveness if a heretic this creates in me - I wish only to know your Gods as well as I knew theirs. What must I do?"
"Everytime we take a world, their people fear us. Why would anyone fear enlightenment, to be uplifted and transformed? It is because no matter how powerful our belief system is, there are others with powerful beliefs as well. They will conflict.
I remember when I was a child, still learning how to fight, my father gave me a sword and told me that no matter how hard I swung, a dull blade would never peirce his armour. And indeed it did not, my own arms were bruised.
Conviction is our sword, but faith our armour. If what they believe in is stronger than our own beliefs we cannot defeat them with wisdom. So should we slaughter them, do we burn their worlds and raze their cities? What example does that set?
I have witnessed death, I have inflicted it many times myself, but I do so because it is my conviction. Whatever choices I make, I make them only in the name of the Gods. Anything less is sin. If you wish to know our gods, you must sharpen your blade and know why you live."
"To walk blindly, Host Lord."
----
Wayland
In a valley with no name where the jungles grew sparse the once Steward of Moross waited in silence. She'd been here for many days now, acclimating to the dark aura of the planet, resting in the silence of seclusion. Wayland had great history with the tenuous powers of the Darkside - an arcane presence that was not wholly unfamiliar to Loxa Visl. In the far reaches of her consciousness, as happened on Ziost and many other places before, she felt a prickling of deja vu.
Of a deep and curious connection.
I have walked these lands before, she thought, but not as I am now.
A previous life, perhaps, long long ago.
But knowing these lands in some distant memory would be of little use to her now. Whoever she had been before was not a being that would make this journey into the faith of the Primeval any easier, any clearer, any louder.
Walk blind.
The Gods have smiled upon us as we pass from star to star. They grant us favor in the form of strength, ferocity, and the clarity of mind to smite our foes. It is time for those of the faith to gather and join in worship and awe.
Three volunteers have stepped forth for the ultimate honor. Join us now at Wayland in the unnamed valley to bear witness to the birth of a new power in the image of the Gods.
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+Colored dialogue written between Anja and Loxa over Skype.+