soft epilogue
Above Ruusan
Aboard S.S. Blue
Playing in the cockpit
Aboard S.S. Blue
Playing in the cockpit
Euuurrgghh
An angsty exhale filled the silence between the astromech and the pilot. Her lithe frame was sunken into her cockpit's captain chair as if she were over two tonnes.
Loske had recently discovered her animosity toward The Force was for naught, and she herself was a wielder of the metaphysical. In small doses. But! With the right traumatic exposure, it would be far more detrimental to her foes. Whodathunk. It went against everything she knew, everything she'd been living for the past few years in the wild. She was a pilot, through and through. The skies were her home. If she were to pursue this training with The Force business, she may have to give up her role in the squadron and other tough life choices. It wasn't a half butt sort of endeavour.
That bad, hm?
"I'm not as good as processing as you are, Frank."
Obviously. Your CPU is organic. Your brain is situatied in time as a freestanding object. Independent of the experiences you're overwhelmed with. What did Master Grayson say, focus on the present?
"The present is a rough concept." The girl argued, gesturing from her slouched position to the droid who was adjacent to the dragon hide cushioned seat. "The latency of my thoughts makes the present I'm experiencing different than anyone else's."
Obviously focus on yours.
She inhaled. "Maybe the present is a metaphysical marker, travelling through a timeless version of reality. The past is frozen. The future is frozen. Time is the present." She exhaled. "If the future is frozen, I've got to heat up where I am to make it something malleable." She inhaled again, and exhaled much quicker this time, pinching her nose with both of her hands and groaning.
Science can be a damnable thing.
"You seem to have reaped all its benefits."
Yes, well, I had a great maker. The droid would have grinned at this point, reflecting on [member="Kaili Talith"]'s majesty. Instead, his rotund body gave way to a quiver of glee. Yours, unfortunately, gave you freedom of choice. You're not the first to have this transition. There was Skywalker, Locke..
"Locke! Like, Allyson Locke, from Rogue Squadron?"
Yes.
"Woah!" Loske elbowed herself to a more appropriate sitting position, and spun the chair to face the droid. "Where is she now?"
If you'd let me finish. After Rogues, she joined the Silver Jedi.
"She had The Force, too?" Now she drummed her fingers against her lips, pensive about the situation. "I wonder..." her thought trailed off as she spun the chair once more, activating the HUD of her ship and tapping into the contact list she'd hardwired from the XJ that used to be the body of this ship. "..if I have her old number..." her azure gaze scrolled through a list of names and corresponding channels.
"Ah HAH!" She announced, triumphant. "I hope this old code will still check out.." she murmured, as the keyboard extended from the HUD and she scooted forward to meet it, typing with her tongue pressed between her teeth - evangelized for a conversation.
That sounds so lame.TO: [member="Allyson Locke"]
SUBJECT: ...
Hi Rogue #,
It's been some time - how's the galaxy been treating you? How are you treating it?
Is your schedule open in the next standard planetary rotation for a cup of caf and some girl talk? Feeling the need to remember to be thankful for people still being alive these days.
"Too bad, I sent it. I don't really know how to say hey, how did you make your life choices without sounding overbearing."
If I were her, I wouldn't respond.
"Ah, but, you don't have freedom of choice. I'd make you respond."
I hate you.
"Only sometimes."