Xobos Yakieer
Three Voices, One Mind
Equipment: Lightsaber, Faceless Armor
Mental State: Silent
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Post: #1
For a long time, Xobos didn’t see the visions anymore. Ever since being taken off of Roon by her master, the visions had died down. The first few months of her training included multiple nights of being woken up to the sight of her village burning down yet again. The bodies of those that she had spent her childhood with, dead at her feet. It seemed just as real as the night that the event happened. And they were just as real as they had been during her time on Roon.
Yet, as those months rolled along, the visions came less and less frequently, to the point where in the past month, she hadn’t even had the vision again. It seemed as though the more she was able to control her connection to the force, the less the horrifying sight came to mind again. Her nights had come to be almost peaceful. Perhaps her ability to talk with Ambrus and Ora in her meditative sessions had helped as well. Ambrus was the one who seemingly triggered many of the visions on Roon, using them to control her and keep her submissive to their wills. But as she had grown more powerful, more connected to the dark side of the force, the voices had become more like partners. They were more willing to help her, instead of leaving her clutching at the strands of her sanity.
That wasn’t to say there hadn’t been bumps in the road as the visions had died down. She had practically blacked out on Kuat for reasons that were still mysterious to her. On Bothwani, in one of her lowest moments, she had given herself completely to Lagos and his control. And while she didn’t die to her master’s blade, the time after the mission had her grasping at what had happened. She couldn’t remember her actions in the least. The last thing she remembered was almost being choked by the vines, and then waking up, on her knees, in front of the objective with a crystal in her hand.
These bumps in the road were just that though, little bumps. That was until a few days ago, when the visions returned, and returned with an absolutely vengeance. The first night they had returned, Xobos had found herself awoken to being surrounded by the fire and the screams of her people. It was different than the visions before. Those felt vivid, but this..this felt like she was living the event all over again. The fire burned her skin, the blood of the people ran down her cheeks. And the voices…the voices were defining. Louder than Ambrus or Ora had ever been. Louder than even Lagos speaking to her now. It felt so real. She was just as scared, just as powerless as the outpost burned down around her. And just like before, Xobos could remember nothing before, no clues as to what started the fire, what killed her people. All she knew…was that she did it.
Those horrible visions had continued for four straight nights before she found it sufferable no more. During her travels as the apprentice of [member="Adron Malvern"], Xobos had heard of witches. Witches that knew of things of the force that were not natural. Things that even her master might not know about. Ways to stop her dreams, perhaps. But even if they didn’t know how to stop the dreams, quiet the voices in her mind, perhaps they point her in the right direction. Because of this, Xobos found herself riding a shuttle to the famed Mandragora stronghold on Ryloth, praying that they might have the answers she sought after.
Sergeant Hin’s voice broke through her thoughts, calling out from the cockpit of the shuttle to the cargo bay where she sat. “We’re almost there, ma’am. They’re asking for a reason for us being here.” Xobos slowly sat up from her slumped position against the cargo box, slowly making her way to her feet. The voices had been unusually quiet during the journey, and even in her meditative state the apprentice had failed to reach them. Not that she was increasingly in the mood to do so. But at times, she felt lonely without those that rested within the confines of her mind. That loneliness persisted with her as she came into the cockpit. The miraluka sat in the copilots chair, looking to the pilot with a grim smile. “Tell them that the apprentice of Exarch Malvern has come to seek guidance from those that know of the magic of the force, and if they would be so kind as to point us to the appropriate landing pad.”
Hin gave her a nod in return, relaying the message to the controller of the landings at the headquarters. Soon, hopefully, they would be landing, and the answers would be given to the apprentice that sought after them. If not…then that apprentice might be made mad with the visions and voices that consumed her mind.