Matsu Xiangu
The Haruspex
[SIZE=14pt]Annaj[/SIZE]
[SIZE=14pt]Ayrou Sector[/SIZE]
[SIZE=14pt]Early Evening[/SIZE]
Matsu was not the product of how she had been raised, had shown no inclination in her early years for unending violence. In fact her mother had once told her she wasn’t sure she would have been anything at all – she never cried, never played with the things she gave her…sometimes she just found her lying in her crib looking at nothing, lost in a little world she couldn’t imagine. (‘Sometimes…sometimes, I was very sure you weren’t even mine.’) She had simply been born wrong, and over time something had grown and festered in her that had made her incapable of mustering the will to care about most things. She wasn’t laboring under the illusion that every life saved would make a difference, that in preserving a biological imperative she was doing the world a favor. And flesh was so much better…less complicated and verbose than thought and emotion and the endless road map of rhyme and reason everyone seemed to force themselves to navigate.
In the beginning, she had been convinced she’d lost it. (After that, in my vision at night I looked, and there before me was a fourth beast, terrifying and frightening and very powerful. It had large iron teeth; it crushed and devoured its victims and trampled underfoot whatever was left...) But there were other times, and increasingly more often to the point of turning the tide to believing…that she knew she was main-lining the truth to the universe.
Shaking herself from her thoughts (when was the last time I thought about home?) she brushed a thin layer of bacta over the gash on her right arm, the cooling touch of her durasteel fingers soothing the burn. A trip to Svivreni had not gone exactly as planned, with her plans to convince the planet’s people to mine precious jewels for her turning instead in to a duel between herself and a Jedi Master & Knight. She was just fine, but she wanted her bed, to nod off. (I don’t sleep – I just dream.) She had chosen to return to her apartments on Annaj despite preferring them less than her suite on Coruscant. She was a city-woman at heart, preferring the bright lights and constant bustle of the galaxy’s capital to the relative quiet of blood-red Annaj. But it was a good place to lie low. Her wounds were not even close to life-threatening but a nap was in order.
Lifting herself from her seat behind the stealth cruiser’s controls she made her way down and out of the ship, exiting the private hangar on the planet’s main dock. Her old Master’s position as Governor of the planet afforded her some perks and she slipped out of the spaceport without the same pain and torture some would consider Annaj’s customs department. She chose to walk – unconventional at best, she preferred to hold on to that loner streak she’d started out with, the need to experience, the need to be out in the thick of things and not walled in some vehicle cutting herself off from exploration.
[SIZE=14pt]Ayrou Sector[/SIZE]
[SIZE=14pt]Early Evening[/SIZE]
Matsu was not the product of how she had been raised, had shown no inclination in her early years for unending violence. In fact her mother had once told her she wasn’t sure she would have been anything at all – she never cried, never played with the things she gave her…sometimes she just found her lying in her crib looking at nothing, lost in a little world she couldn’t imagine. (‘Sometimes…sometimes, I was very sure you weren’t even mine.’) She had simply been born wrong, and over time something had grown and festered in her that had made her incapable of mustering the will to care about most things. She wasn’t laboring under the illusion that every life saved would make a difference, that in preserving a biological imperative she was doing the world a favor. And flesh was so much better…less complicated and verbose than thought and emotion and the endless road map of rhyme and reason everyone seemed to force themselves to navigate.
Après moi, le déluge.
After me, the end.
Why should I care what happens to you?
(Time is a flat circle.
Everything we’ve ever done we’re going to do again.)
In the beginning, she had been convinced she’d lost it. (After that, in my vision at night I looked, and there before me was a fourth beast, terrifying and frightening and very powerful. It had large iron teeth; it crushed and devoured its victims and trampled underfoot whatever was left...) But there were other times, and increasingly more often to the point of turning the tide to believing…that she knew she was main-lining the truth to the universe.
Shaking herself from her thoughts (when was the last time I thought about home?) she brushed a thin layer of bacta over the gash on her right arm, the cooling touch of her durasteel fingers soothing the burn. A trip to Svivreni had not gone exactly as planned, with her plans to convince the planet’s people to mine precious jewels for her turning instead in to a duel between herself and a Jedi Master & Knight. She was just fine, but she wanted her bed, to nod off. (I don’t sleep – I just dream.) She had chosen to return to her apartments on Annaj despite preferring them less than her suite on Coruscant. She was a city-woman at heart, preferring the bright lights and constant bustle of the galaxy’s capital to the relative quiet of blood-red Annaj. But it was a good place to lie low. Her wounds were not even close to life-threatening but a nap was in order.
Lifting herself from her seat behind the stealth cruiser’s controls she made her way down and out of the ship, exiting the private hangar on the planet’s main dock. Her old Master’s position as Governor of the planet afforded her some perks and she slipped out of the spaceport without the same pain and torture some would consider Annaj’s customs department. She chose to walk – unconventional at best, she preferred to hold on to that loner streak she’d started out with, the need to experience, the need to be out in the thick of things and not walled in some vehicle cutting herself off from exploration.
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