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“-And so they say that those two moons, Ashla, and Bogan, represent the light and the dark side of the Force. The Je’daii would send anyone with an imbalance into exile, where they would meditate until they found that balance again. So, if one of them strayed, say, too far to the light, they would be sent to Ashla, and there, they would focus on the darkness of Bogan, until it was equal once again.
“But, why did they want balance?”
“What do you mean?”
“Why did they want to balance them? Why did they want any dark? Couldn’t they just… keep focusing on the light?”
“Well-”
“Galar Serys! You’re not telling our daughter more scary stories, are you?”
“N-No! Not scary. Just… just stories!”
“You know how she felt about the Flesh Raiders story. She didn’t sleep for the whole night!”
“Don’t worry mommy, it was just a story. And I’m not scared of the Flesh Raiders anymore!”
“See, Niah? Look at that, she’s not even scared of ‘em anymore.”
“That’s right! I’m not scared by papa’s silly stories anymore! I’m brave!”
“Yes, dear, you are very brave. But even brave people need to go to sleep!”
“Hey, I had that covered until you came along!”
“Oh hush. And that means you, too, goofball.”
“Moooom...”
....
“Okay…”
“Tell you what, to make up for it, I’ll tell you two whole stories tomorrow night. How about that?”
“Two?! Yesss, thank you papa!”
“Hah, you’re welcome, sweetie. We’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Goonight, Amani. We love you.”
“Goodnight! Love you, too!”
…
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Amani had no idea what it was going to be like. Returning to Tython. She never came back, not since they died, not since she left to join the Jedi. Until now, that is.
It was sunset at the edge of the mountain valley, where a small ship hovered outside an old, abandoned farmhouse. The waves of billowing grass underneath returned to their natural state after the craft touched down, and when the cockpit had opened, the field was overcome once again with a tranquil silence, accompanied only by a gentle breeze. A pair of boots landed onto the soft soil, where they stood still.
Deep breaths.
Amani stared at the house, never taking her eyes off of it the entire time. It brought a barrage of emotions. The good and the bad. All the memories held inside that home, her home, it was almost too much to bear. But she had a job. A mission, that depended on her.
And she needed to prove she was as brave as they thought she was.
Each step forward felt like a passing lifetime. But Amani persisted. She swallowed her doubts, pushing forward with seething resolve until she reached the inside. There, it felt as if a weight had been lifted off her shoulders, only for an even bigger one to come crashing down onto her. But she persisted. Amani used it to fuel her fire. Through the living room, and into the corridor, ghostly visions of a lost childhood manifested before her. She ran her fingers along the wall, the tactile sensation grounding her to reality as past and present converged in her mind. The child’s bedroom remained sealed off, that wasn’t what she was here for. She wasn’t sure even she could take it.
But to the parents’ bedroom, the door slid open with a groan. It was the last place she saw them. Sick. Dying. Dead. It would do the job.
Amani knelt in front of the bed, and took her pike off of her back, hands shaking violently all the while. With the Force, it levitated before her, and she began to remove its many components, revealing the glowing crystal inside. The haft of the weapon gently fell to the floor as she took the crystal tightly into her grasp.
Pour all of your hate, fear, and anger into it. That’s how it was supposed to work. If she was going to get stronger. If she was going to do what needed to be done. It would be a good first step.
A torrent of blazing energy.
A scream.
And eventually,
Silence.
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Amani jolted upright, gripping her head as a flash of pain quickly subsided. How much time had passed? It was dark now. But it wasn’t the time that woke her up. It was the sound. A ship.
Someone else was here.
The rogue jedi scrambled over to her weapon, hesitating only a moment as she gave the crystal a once over, before she hurriedly reconstructed the pike back to normal. Creeping back to the front doorway, she peeked outside to see lights aimed directly at the entrance, and made out two silhouettes standing in front of the craft. No getting out of this unseen.
Should have figured someone would follow.
“What are you doing here?”
Amani stepped out into the beam of light, pike held out behind her unignited. She intended to keep it that way. She didn’t want to hurt them.
“How did you find me, Centin?”
The beams from the ship faded. Only the lights of the night sky granted them sight. Above, the twin moons of Ashla and Bogan rose steadily. The former was her next stop.
And she wasn’t going to let anyone stop her.
Centin Tillo Risen
“But, why did they want balance?”
“What do you mean?”
“Why did they want to balance them? Why did they want any dark? Couldn’t they just… keep focusing on the light?”
“Well-”
“Galar Serys! You’re not telling our daughter more scary stories, are you?”
“N-No! Not scary. Just… just stories!”
“You know how she felt about the Flesh Raiders story. She didn’t sleep for the whole night!”
“Don’t worry mommy, it was just a story. And I’m not scared of the Flesh Raiders anymore!”
“See, Niah? Look at that, she’s not even scared of ‘em anymore.”
“That’s right! I’m not scared by papa’s silly stories anymore! I’m brave!”
“Yes, dear, you are very brave. But even brave people need to go to sleep!”
“Hey, I had that covered until you came along!”
“Oh hush. And that means you, too, goofball.”
“Moooom...”
....
“Okay…”
“Tell you what, to make up for it, I’ll tell you two whole stories tomorrow night. How about that?”
“Two?! Yesss, thank you papa!”
“Hah, you’re welcome, sweetie. We’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Goonight, Amani. We love you.”
“Goodnight! Love you, too!”
…
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Amani had no idea what it was going to be like. Returning to Tython. She never came back, not since they died, not since she left to join the Jedi. Until now, that is.
It was sunset at the edge of the mountain valley, where a small ship hovered outside an old, abandoned farmhouse. The waves of billowing grass underneath returned to their natural state after the craft touched down, and when the cockpit had opened, the field was overcome once again with a tranquil silence, accompanied only by a gentle breeze. A pair of boots landed onto the soft soil, where they stood still.
Deep breaths.
Amani stared at the house, never taking her eyes off of it the entire time. It brought a barrage of emotions. The good and the bad. All the memories held inside that home, her home, it was almost too much to bear. But she had a job. A mission, that depended on her.
And she needed to prove she was as brave as they thought she was.
Each step forward felt like a passing lifetime. But Amani persisted. She swallowed her doubts, pushing forward with seething resolve until she reached the inside. There, it felt as if a weight had been lifted off her shoulders, only for an even bigger one to come crashing down onto her. But she persisted. Amani used it to fuel her fire. Through the living room, and into the corridor, ghostly visions of a lost childhood manifested before her. She ran her fingers along the wall, the tactile sensation grounding her to reality as past and present converged in her mind. The child’s bedroom remained sealed off, that wasn’t what she was here for. She wasn’t sure even she could take it.
But to the parents’ bedroom, the door slid open with a groan. It was the last place she saw them. Sick. Dying. Dead. It would do the job.
Amani knelt in front of the bed, and took her pike off of her back, hands shaking violently all the while. With the Force, it levitated before her, and she began to remove its many components, revealing the glowing crystal inside. The haft of the weapon gently fell to the floor as she took the crystal tightly into her grasp.
Pour all of your hate, fear, and anger into it. That’s how it was supposed to work. If she was going to get stronger. If she was going to do what needed to be done. It would be a good first step.
A torrent of blazing energy.
A scream.
And eventually,
Silence.
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Amani jolted upright, gripping her head as a flash of pain quickly subsided. How much time had passed? It was dark now. But it wasn’t the time that woke her up. It was the sound. A ship.
Someone else was here.
The rogue jedi scrambled over to her weapon, hesitating only a moment as she gave the crystal a once over, before she hurriedly reconstructed the pike back to normal. Creeping back to the front doorway, she peeked outside to see lights aimed directly at the entrance, and made out two silhouettes standing in front of the craft. No getting out of this unseen.
Should have figured someone would follow.
“What are you doing here?”
Amani stepped out into the beam of light, pike held out behind her unignited. She intended to keep it that way. She didn’t want to hurt them.
“How did you find me, Centin?”
The beams from the ship faded. Only the lights of the night sky granted them sight. Above, the twin moons of Ashla and Bogan rose steadily. The former was her next stop.
And she wasn’t going to let anyone stop her.
Centin Tillo Risen
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