Beaten down

[Kyrel Ren]

Hello all... Not sure what to say with this. For a while I have been struggling with some emotional issues and well while I have been trying to use Chaos as an escape. Lately it hasn't been helping. So Im stepping back for a little while. Could be gone for a few days few weeks heck a month. Or I might prove myself wrong and come back tomorrow seeing how much I adore this place. But I feel like I am losing the fight so I might be around here and there but I will probably not post to threads for a little while while I am on this LOA my sincerest apologies to those that have threads with me. But I feel like I am at my wit's end and will shatter into pieces if I don't do something. So I guess there is that. I promise ill be back some day could be tomorrow could be a few days or a few weeks. I have no idea but I will still be on discord if anyone wants to talk and such. But I am stepping back from Chaos for the time being.

 

[Darth Carnifex]

Take care, my boi

 

[Matsu Xiangu]

[member="Kyrel Ren"] Best of luck to you man! We'll still be here once you decide to come back. Sometimes the pressure of posting is a good thing to get away from, sometimes you realize it's an important distraction - only way to find out is to step away first!

Keep your friends close, keep moving and doing and thinking. Trust me, I understand that it doesn't feel like that's helping but one day you'll be breathing easier.

 

[Kay-Larr]

[member="Kyrel Ren"]
The struggle is real and Chaos is an escape. An addicting one, which in itself might not always be a good thing. Taking a break to get outside and reconnect with life can help.

You've got friends here that care here Remember that. Always here to lend an ear.

 

[Jorus Merrill]

I'd say you're making a smart call. Rest up, secure your health, come back when writing will be helpful. Good luck dude.

 

[LT-137]

[member="Kyrel Ren"] - Take as much time as you need, mate!

 

[Tefka]

 

[Farah]

Take care of yourself, man. Hope you feel better!

 

[Allana Badeaux]

I really understand the need to take LOAs. I’ve been there. I’ve just got back from one myself. I was really enjoying our tread with the twists and turns. I understand though and if you need to step back that is fine. Take care and come back soon.

 

[Kyrel Ren]

Thank you all I appreciate it. I don't really have any friends so its nice to hear that. I might be coming back in a few days I just need to get my head together. I haven't felt right.
[member="Allana Badeaux"]

I have been enjoying the thread as well. I will happily continue when I return. Kyrel is far from done with Hapes.

 

[Delila Castillon]

Enjoy your break from Chaos

 

[Kyrel Ren]

After a couple of days to unwind and relax, and to get away from posting for a little while I am coming back to the addiction that is Chaos. Thanks for the kind words guy's but this Master of Ren should be coming back tonight