Meeristali Peradun
Cat Dad
[member="Avalore Eden"]
He had come close, so close to death. It was far from his first brush with such oblivion, but with the Hungering Mynock coming apart around him, no firm plan of escape, and injury to his brain, it was the first time that he had ever felt so finite, so mortal, and that came into direct conflict with his will to live. There was so much to live for, so much he still had to do; he had children, and hoped have more of his own blood with the woman he loved, and no-one else. It seemed so final, as he came to the front door of the homestead at a late hour, trying his darndest not to stumble on the lip, one hand curled around the doorjamb and the other holding his head.
Over the voyage back from Dulvoyinn, the side-effects of the energy that had burned in licks over his face and skittered over his brain had gotten worse in the form of vision of absent things, and sensitivity to light. His head throbbed like hell and as soon as he was inside, he let his guard down, his gear-packed duffel unceremoniously dropping with a thud in the entryway and one hand smacking against the nearest wall in an effort to hold himself up.
It was no use. His head dropped, heavily he breathed, that hand sliding down the wall as he fell to his knees, curled into himself and listed to one side, hitting the floor in a second thud; he resisted letting the Change take him, though it was the surest way to guarantee he would heal right... but he needed to be able to speak.
"A... Av... Avalorrre..."
He didn't mean to make her worry.
He had come close, so close to death. It was far from his first brush with such oblivion, but with the Hungering Mynock coming apart around him, no firm plan of escape, and injury to his brain, it was the first time that he had ever felt so finite, so mortal, and that came into direct conflict with his will to live. There was so much to live for, so much he still had to do; he had children, and hoped have more of his own blood with the woman he loved, and no-one else. It seemed so final, as he came to the front door of the homestead at a late hour, trying his darndest not to stumble on the lip, one hand curled around the doorjamb and the other holding his head.
Over the voyage back from Dulvoyinn, the side-effects of the energy that had burned in licks over his face and skittered over his brain had gotten worse in the form of vision of absent things, and sensitivity to light. His head throbbed like hell and as soon as he was inside, he let his guard down, his gear-packed duffel unceremoniously dropping with a thud in the entryway and one hand smacking against the nearest wall in an effort to hold himself up.
It was no use. His head dropped, heavily he breathed, that hand sliding down the wall as he fell to his knees, curled into himself and listed to one side, hitting the floor in a second thud; he resisted letting the Change take him, though it was the surest way to guarantee he would heal right... but he needed to be able to speak.
"A... Av... Avalorrre..."
He didn't mean to make her worry.