Objective: 1 (Leads to 4)
Post: 2
The Amalgam stared at the waters, not bothered by the cold. Being effectively naked out here was a new experience...she hadn't gone this unprotected in a long while. It was strange, feeling this vulnerable for the vile creature...
Uri Udinia fought like a demon in the darkness, raining blows on the faceless, deformed monster from all sides.
She had rejected her. Utterly. Rage surged in the monster towards its would-be child. Foolish girl! It had been trying to enlighten her! But she was in such pain, struggling against the False Persona that had forcibly taken control. She couldn't word the argument properly. Only blindly reach out to the only one she had really paid attention to in her forced slumber, unable to shape its own inherent insanity to something more palatable to its heir.
Uri's strange saber cane, which emitted two green shoto blades, one at a strange angle coming from the tip of its handle, the other from the very bottom of the cane shaft, giving it an almost pick-axe like appearance. And Uri was swinging it like a club in a frenzy of aggression...
The Monster repelled the attacks with a single red blade, stolen from the arsenal above, and while it was no slouch at Niman, single bladed combat had never been its strongest selling point.
...and the deformed monster found itself rapidly losing the strength to stay emerged...it wasn't even sure what the point of fighting her was.
The False Persona came back with a vengeance, and the monster's body painfully erupted in lightning, bright purple arcs of it flowing over malformed skin the color of rotting drywall, perhaps knocking Uri out.
It screamed as it watched from within, this trap of its own making rendering her only able to stare out its eyes, paralyzed within and screaming uselessly for this hated lie she had crafted to go to oblivion as all the other lies it had created to walk among the Ashla lovers had.
But it couldn't. And it did not understand why, and while submerged, was little more than a subconscious in its own body, now reconfigured back to its false state. It felt the Lie's worry, its guilt...its dawning realization that those times it had blacked out and woke up elsewhere were more than just some neurological disorder...
Panic and guilt dominated the Lie. Panic and guilt too strong to overcome as she watched with the Lie's eyes stare at her hands and then at the unconscious, wounded Uri...
For the first time, as it stared through the Lie's eyes, a muddied, unfamiliar sensation quite foreign to its vicious sensibilities flooded the now only partly awake beast submerged in its own skin...
...doubt.
Looking at Uri, it felt doubt...and a question...
What was the point--?
The Amalgam blinked away that memory and Uri's eyes once more.
Insight came at the wrong moment from recalling all that.
Her time submerged had been a time of genuine happiness...that was why she had found it so hard to wake.
But did her ability to 'stay awake' now mean she was no longer happy?
Happiness had never been a factor in the Shi'ido's deadly work. At least, not a primary one. Sure, she took pleasure gutting Jedi, and Ashla lovers, though if she could have swayed all those people to the darkness that she had failed to enlighten by tearing her own arm off she would have. She had always been of the belief she was genuinely helping when someone was converted because of her. Happiness had never been a true factor.
So why was she so focused on it now?
The shapeshifter took a step closer to the water, staring into the reflection as the black boots were hit by waves, drops of water splashing on what could be at times hideously malleable skin on her bare thighs. She stared at the others wandering the beach, wondering what made their lives so worth living without the Bogan to enlighten them. To provide context. What did other Dark Adepts get from life that she did not?
She looked around, staring at all the luxury, how utterly empty it all seemed to her.
What was the point? The point to all the gaudy things she had seen just coming here that she would have killed in her youth to obtain even the tiniest fragment of, to squirrel away in those pathetic shacks she had made a home of in the Underworks?
How meaningless it all seemed, from one angle. Wealth communicated power, or rather, with power, so one was never very far from the other. Except in her case. The Amalgam eschewed wealth in favor of her mission as an evangelist of the Bogan.
But what had the evangelist to show for all that hard work? A dent, perhaps.
The traitorous, doubting thought escaped from within.
Uri was the smart one. Uri knew when enough was enough.
She suppressed it. Tore away at the thought. But since her encounter with her own Reflection in that alchemized chamber, she felt a gnawing sense of dread at its words. But she didn't fool herself into thinking she hated Uri any longer. (Though her obsession still was a rather violent one.)
She was still angry though. Angry that she had been rejected, despite the irrationality of such a position.
And angrier at having been happy, and realizing it.
Too distracted still to sense she was being tailed, the Amalgam began to stroll the beach, trying to enjoy her pointless interlude before going back to the slog of endless killing and torment, her currently long black hair billowing in the beach breeze as the scantily clad, petite shapeshifter strolled the beach, hands behind her back, kicking a pebble. She thought of ordering something from one of the beach food stands but remembered she had left her wallet on her ship and swore a little. Such was the nature of her life...she thought to bring weapons before money, inherently despising it after having coveted it so in youth...
The Amalgam swore a little more when she realized she was now getting cold thanks to this bikini. How did other women do this without freezing their hide off? Or did they just grin and bare it?
The Amalgam may have been willing to bare it, but between reflecting on how much she had failed to win Uri and her sudden emptiness she was sure as hell not about to start grinning...
Her tail, meanwhile, began to get closer, hiding in the crowds...