Keira Priest
The Iron
Theme
Mostly.
There had been a few slip-ups, a few times where she had almost given in again. Was this one of those? That was a good question. It didn't seem like it, but she had always been a bad judge of whether what she was doing was right or wrong or in some morally grey area none had yet to explore. It wasn't like she was doing anything exactly illegal or endangering to herself or others. That by itself was a change, and something worth a pat on the back in her mind. She couldn't recall the last time when she hadn't sacrificed something in order to gain what she wanted. And that 'something' was usually the life of another sentient. This had been a largely bloodless endeavor, though she wasn't sure how long it would remain that way, given the quarry she sought. Even the most predictable individuals had a way of being surprising if they put their minds to it. And after the behavior this one had exhibited in the past, she wasn't sure what everything would amount to. Only time would tell.
It wasn't as if she didn't want to hurt him. There were times when she had willed nothing more than to beat him bloody. To knock him down so that he might not stand up again, or at least for awhile. But she couldn't. For all that had transpired between she and [member="Cryax Bane"], she couldn't bring herself to give him a rather physical demonstration regarding the error of his ways. In some sense that would have been the easy way out. To inflict the pain he had caused back on him would have been simple and over in a heartbeat. And, as much as she didn't want to admit it, that would have made things boring. Because he didn't deserve something so simple, not after what had happened. What he'd said and done, all that he'd had a hand in, that was too much to simply let him off with something akin to a warning. He deserved more than that. Much more.
The fight that had occurred between them, if it could be called that, wasn't enough. It had been on a digital plane, but in an environment wholly similar to one she was used to. Battlefields never changed, no matter if they were in reality or a waking dream world. But somehow she had still lost, and it had weighed on her conscience, for a time. Her intentions going in had been simple: beat him at his own game and return to reality so that she might do the same there. Instead she had walked away with her head hung low rather than held high, and so the story remained, for a time. A stalemate had been reached, and she didn't dare strike out again until she felt certain she was prepared to face him once again, no matter the venue. Nothing else would serve, and she wouldn't allow herself to fail again. Not to someone like this, who was hardly deserving of her time anymore.
Even that had faded, leaving her with nothing to strive for but her own survival as the dark corruption that had taken root began to eat away further at her sanity. It had cumulated with the recent battle on Ziost, after which she had been changed forever. Now she was on something of the right track, residing just as much in the light as the dark, maintaining a tenuous balance that was always in danger of tipping one way or another. In some ways it made her more volatile and susceptible to snapping. In others, however, she was far more balanced. Things didn't come to violence quite so easily, and she wasn't so quick to shoot first and ask questions later. It was a change, and one she wasn't quite sure how to feel about just yet. That changed when Cryax came to mind again. No matter how rational her thought process, payback still seemed like a good idea.
That eventually brought her to Csilla, the homeworld of the Chiss. Somehow he had managed to finagle his way into another position of immense power, this time the Imperial Governor of the very icy world she stood on. Just like in the past, his standing here didn't concern her, nor did any immediate threats to her survival, such as whatever guards he may have present. Those could be just as easily disarmed as the last time. The man of the hour himself was another matter altogether. She wasn't quite sure how she would be received, or how she would receive him, for that matter. But first she was in the business of locating him. Word had gotten out that the governor would be doing a PR tour of one of the cities, and it was those streets she found herself walking, searching for one blue-skinned and crimson-eyed face that stood out in a sea of people so identical to one another.
Of course, the guards didn't help with his inconspicuity, nor did the Ysalamir that voided his presence in the Force. Two could play at this obvious lack of subtlety. It would begin with her simply bumping into his shoulder with her own as she walked past. His move.
"Don't you know, don't you know? True friends stab you in the front."
It had been a few years, but Keira was never the best at forgiving and forgetting. Retribution was the sole force that had driven her many times, spurring her on when all else failed. Eventually that had settled within her, disguising itself beneath the layers of what other issues were far more pressing. But it never left, always simmering beneath the surface, rearing its head every now and again to remind her that it was still present and slow in leaving, if it ever would at all. It was something she had come dangerously close to giving up her life for, only pulling back when she saw no other way out. Revenge had its way of taking its hold on her and turning any rational thought to nothing more than smoke in the wind, but now she had gained some semblance of control over it. Now she was better, more sensible and less impulse-driven.Mostly.
There had been a few slip-ups, a few times where she had almost given in again. Was this one of those? That was a good question. It didn't seem like it, but she had always been a bad judge of whether what she was doing was right or wrong or in some morally grey area none had yet to explore. It wasn't like she was doing anything exactly illegal or endangering to herself or others. That by itself was a change, and something worth a pat on the back in her mind. She couldn't recall the last time when she hadn't sacrificed something in order to gain what she wanted. And that 'something' was usually the life of another sentient. This had been a largely bloodless endeavor, though she wasn't sure how long it would remain that way, given the quarry she sought. Even the most predictable individuals had a way of being surprising if they put their minds to it. And after the behavior this one had exhibited in the past, she wasn't sure what everything would amount to. Only time would tell.
It wasn't as if she didn't want to hurt him. There were times when she had willed nothing more than to beat him bloody. To knock him down so that he might not stand up again, or at least for awhile. But she couldn't. For all that had transpired between she and [member="Cryax Bane"], she couldn't bring herself to give him a rather physical demonstration regarding the error of his ways. In some sense that would have been the easy way out. To inflict the pain he had caused back on him would have been simple and over in a heartbeat. And, as much as she didn't want to admit it, that would have made things boring. Because he didn't deserve something so simple, not after what had happened. What he'd said and done, all that he'd had a hand in, that was too much to simply let him off with something akin to a warning. He deserved more than that. Much more.
The fight that had occurred between them, if it could be called that, wasn't enough. It had been on a digital plane, but in an environment wholly similar to one she was used to. Battlefields never changed, no matter if they were in reality or a waking dream world. But somehow she had still lost, and it had weighed on her conscience, for a time. Her intentions going in had been simple: beat him at his own game and return to reality so that she might do the same there. Instead she had walked away with her head hung low rather than held high, and so the story remained, for a time. A stalemate had been reached, and she didn't dare strike out again until she felt certain she was prepared to face him once again, no matter the venue. Nothing else would serve, and she wouldn't allow herself to fail again. Not to someone like this, who was hardly deserving of her time anymore.
Even that had faded, leaving her with nothing to strive for but her own survival as the dark corruption that had taken root began to eat away further at her sanity. It had cumulated with the recent battle on Ziost, after which she had been changed forever. Now she was on something of the right track, residing just as much in the light as the dark, maintaining a tenuous balance that was always in danger of tipping one way or another. In some ways it made her more volatile and susceptible to snapping. In others, however, she was far more balanced. Things didn't come to violence quite so easily, and she wasn't so quick to shoot first and ask questions later. It was a change, and one she wasn't quite sure how to feel about just yet. That changed when Cryax came to mind again. No matter how rational her thought process, payback still seemed like a good idea.
That eventually brought her to Csilla, the homeworld of the Chiss. Somehow he had managed to finagle his way into another position of immense power, this time the Imperial Governor of the very icy world she stood on. Just like in the past, his standing here didn't concern her, nor did any immediate threats to her survival, such as whatever guards he may have present. Those could be just as easily disarmed as the last time. The man of the hour himself was another matter altogether. She wasn't quite sure how she would be received, or how she would receive him, for that matter. But first she was in the business of locating him. Word had gotten out that the governor would be doing a PR tour of one of the cities, and it was those streets she found herself walking, searching for one blue-skinned and crimson-eyed face that stood out in a sea of people so identical to one another.
Of course, the guards didn't help with his inconspicuity, nor did the Ysalamir that voided his presence in the Force. Two could play at this obvious lack of subtlety. It would begin with her simply bumping into his shoulder with her own as she walked past. His move.