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T H E _ W O L F
THE GALACTIC ALLIANCE
104th MARINE BATTALION 'WOLFPACK'
ANV 'REDEEMER'

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VANISHING
The flood lights searing his retinas piercing through the roaring repulsor lift engines was the last vision he bared witness to in his mortal consciousness before he finally let go, letting it all fade away to restful blackness. The cousin of death, but not the final embrace.

His gaze fluttered to life once more, the helmet of Vizsla looking over him with that ever indomitable, cold, featureless expression guarded by the armor. Voices chattered in a faint, cloudy muffling that distorted to the point where he couldn't discern word for word, only the emotion and inflection they portrayed.

Awakening again, he heard the clatter of medical instruments, metal and plastics, instinctively he peered down, a droid severing the connections of his beaten and bloody breastplate from his chest, what was left of his right arm fixed to a medical apparatus, fusing metal to his wounded flesh in the form of cybernetic. The medical droid taking charge of the operation fastened a mask to his face, the soothing anasthetic drew into his lungs and he was unconscious again.

“We rise.”

The haunting words from her voice jolted him awake in a cold sweat, his eyes struggling to drink in the cold fluorescence of his quarters aboard the vessel. He heaves heavy breathes, slowly sitting himself up only to find his right, metallic hand moving limp. Only the pins and needles of any sensation coming to him. He managed to lean into the pillow behind him, peering down to his bare chest to spot the recent marks of tibanna blasts and jagged lacerations concealed beneath bloodied gauze wrapped around him.

His gaze then drew to his right hand. Or at the very least, the vessel which occupied its role peered back to him. He attempted to will the commands of the muscles through the hand. It was less of a delay and more of sporadic response as his body slowly adapted to the cybernetic. He began to exercise the movement of the hand, managing to curl the fingers into his palm, forming a fist before splaying his fingers out again, reclaiming his control of the hand.

He slowly came to his feet, offering up a low groan of pain before he heard the faint roll of a BB unit after it'd powered to life.

::Hey- you feeling alright?:: The Droid inquired in a series of somber binary beeps.

"No..." Half of the events before were muddied in his head. They felt more akin to illusion, dreamscape. The void of her presence in the bed next to him when he'd awaken, one of the few reliable pillars he could rely on in life. Gone. Nothing but the shadow of her presence ever being here in strewn belongings that made her impression in these quarters.

::Loske is-::

"I know..."
He said, slowly making way to the refresher, tapping the sink to life before he dunked his hands into the flow of water, peering down to see one organic and one cybernetic. He pressed them against his face, a malign effort to jolt himself fully awake before he looked in his own reflection. He looked over his wounded and marred features once more in the projection of the mirror. His mind faded back to that burning memory, just prior to New Adasta. Him...and her in a tense bliss prior to what would be their undoing.

“Time to go.”

“I know.”

“I love you.”


His cybernetic fist jolted up and slammed into the reflective surface, the illusion of the projection shattering on impact. A guttural cry expelled the rage. Tears welled up in his eyes, his teeth visibly ground against one another in anger. He tempered the iron only to pull himself into the greenish brown jumpsuit, a thin but competent shield of the wounds that dug into his flesh.

::We're currently on a course for-::

"I don't give a damn, go get The Renegade ready to fire up, 'soon as we're in real space, we're off this boat."
Maynard cut off the droid in a voice of harsh and urgent command.

::Right on it.:: Was all Buddy could muster in reply.

He emerged into the corridor of the Redeemer. If the time table was so soon after the campaign into Ziost, surely that snake was still here. He etched the location of his quarters into memory as soon as him and his detachment were taken aboard the Alliance vessel.

Soon enough he was before the quarters designated for Djorn Bline. Being the secretive COMPNOR agent he was, it took a spike to bypass the lock, regardless, the door hissed open before him and Maynard surged into the room, the door automatically sliding shut behind him. Where ever the snake was, he was quick to get his hands on the Agent, moving to throw him against the nearest wall and keep him there as he spoke with an uncharacteristic vitriol in his voice. At the very least, uncharacteristic of any Jedi.

"What the fuck did you do to her, huh? You working for the Sith? I'd better fucking cut you down where you stand." Maynard said, a stark escalation from their last encounter. What was once an innate tension exploded into violence.

Before he got an answer, he moved to slam his fist into the abdomen of the man. To show just exactly what stakes he'd sat himself down to play for with the Jedi.
 

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P U N I S H E D _ S N A K E
NEW IMPERIAL ORDER
‘REDEEMER’
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A PHANTOM PAIN
“Loske,” he whispered out when he finally awoken from his unconscious state. Eyes slowly opening, blinded by the flaring red lights that consumed the interrogation chamber. He began to feel motion of his whole body, head to toe. Legs and arms.

Arms?

Getting back to his senses, he sat up and his hands reached up to his face.

Hands?

And then he noticed the difference of his body.

“Oh, my...my arm.”

Gone. Disintegrated. Not even the limb existed anymore. Almost like a perfect cut from his shoulder to his arm, not even a trace a blood spilled from his body. His hand went to grab where his left bicep once was, only to go through it like a phantom. He could feel it still. The pain that shocked his nerves. He could feel his arm, even the flex of his fingers. It was a phantom pain, but it wasn’t the first time he felt this. The loss of comrades kept him up during the nights.

And now he lost her.

“Loske!” as if by yelling her name she would appear before him. Like a magician uttering a spell to materialize something before him. The void of the ship answered back in silence, save for the alarms that rang through the ship.

“Dammit,” finally picking himself up from where he was sitting, testing his balance and composure with every step he took. They still functioned as before, everything else did and he still had the want to move his missing arm. He could feel it moving at his side, wanting to touch his face with it; his face stained with blood from Eldaah.

“Damn queen.”

Venom seethed through his teeth, words that could kill. Like a snake digging their fangs in their prey and leave them to suffer.

He tried to find her. Search every corner on the ship, only to find some form of carnage left in the wake of that insidious monster that took her. She was gone, along with the Sith Knight he should’ve just shown the full extent of his cruelty.

And now? Now Loske was away wherever that witch was. A fist slammed into the durasteel wall of a hallway he was walking through, pain shooting up his arm with some blood escaping from his fingers. He didn’t yelp or cry from the pain, his anger kept him from those emotions. He felt defeated and humiliated, and with that anger and rage took hold of him.

“I’ll find you.”


He sat alone in his quarters, staring off at the wall. Thinking of what to do next and how to do it. He did this, and he had to find a way to reverse it. That’s all he was thinking for these past hours. He didn’t gave a thought if the Alliance stood victorious over Ziost with the Sith vanquished at their feet.

And he sure didn’t think of him. Something had happened to him, but didn’t know if that resulted with his death or not. Loske had told him before her abduction. If he was, then how would he tell him? Maybe it was better if Treicolt was dead than alive.

Wishful thinking that would be proven wrong when the doors of his quarters opened and there he was, fury in his steps and anger taking hold of his eyes. Angry at what exactly? That she was gone? How could he have known so quick-

Ah, the Force. The only reasonable answer to his question.

From where he was, he was dragged up against the wall and held their by both of Maynard’s hands. He was fortunate to still have his arms intact, but maybe losing part of one’s body was worse than losing a loved one.

"What the fuck did you do to her, huh? You working for the Sith? I'd better fucking cut you down where you stand."

“Maynard,” he began, his face still bloodied from the Sith’s blood as he yet bothered to wash his face. Before he could go any further a hand exploded into his abdomen, air escaping from his lungs and slid a bit down on the wall. Wheezing for some air, trying to relieve his lungs. He liked that, didn’t he? Inflict pain on him? He wouldn’t give him that pleasure. Regaining himself, breathing normally with deep breaths he returned the favor with a quick straight punch to the Wolf’s face. Even with one arm, he wouldn’t let his pride be walked on so easily.

“Too much pride, too much hatred, too much desperation to prove yourself as superior. It was all... your... fault."

Truthful words, but he had been like this for some time. Old habits died hard. His pride was what led to Loske’s affliction.

“She took her!” he yelled out with whatever breath he had. “The damn queen took her. I wouldn’t betray Loske, I wouldn’t lie to her again,” and his track record of lies was a dirty one. He carried an enigmatic persona around him, none knew much of his life except that he was a soldier with deep stains on his hand.

“You think I would’ve come out alive with a whole body,” in regards to his amputated arm for the Jedi to see. But he probably didn’t care about that. His intentions were known after his violent entrance.

Snake stared down at the man, heavy breaths coming in and out for the two to hear. Waiting for his next move. The corner of his eye there was a pistol and a combat knife on the desk. Tools to help him, but probably didn’t match much against the Force and a lightsaber.

“Makes you feel better? Attacking me when I’m at my lowest? I didn’t expect that from a man she loved dearly” and spat at the floor between them, still staring in defiance at the Wolf.

“Too much pride, too much hatred, too much desperation to prove yourself as superior. It was all... your... fault."

Pride did consume him, and as much as war did.
 
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GUTS

The punch jolted Maynard's head back, blood immediately trickling from his nose as he sought to breath in a pull of iron as he leaned his head back before swinging it forward to slam into Djorn's own temple. His own attempt at Keldabe Kiss. It rattled him all the same, the skin splitting at the point of impact in his own face, drawing blood, trickling down his features as he looked to Djorn with ice in his eyes.

He fielded his sentiment through the grinding of his teeth against one another in

"Lie again? You fucking lied to her?!" Maynard grasped ahold of his shoulders again, lifting him from against the wall to slam the agent into the wall again. He had no context, he didn't need any. Anything done at all to harm her struck far too close to home to go un-punished. Had he not looked so defeated at the onset, he wouldn't have gotten his ear otherwise. If he had any semblance of being untouched, unharmed by the events over Ziost, Maynard would've sought to put him within an inch of his death.

"I'm not gonna take your fucking guilt, you fucking snake." Maynard iterated, letting off his hands from Djorn's shoulders, backing away a pace to show that he'd offer the agent respite.

"You keep her name out of your mouth unless you absolutely have to say it and I'm not gonna fucking warn you again. Now tell me, Bline. Tell me what happened in that 'interrogation'. " He all but demanded, his voice still struck with bitterness and vitriol in the inflection of his tone. But his emotions were too powerful to stem the tide.

He just wanted her back. He wanted them back on the path they'd set themselves down ages ago...not this.

 

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COLD
Just as his fist landed on Maynard’s face it jolted his head back only to come back with a vengeance at Djorn, head butting him right at his frontalis. A groan escape from the pain, the flesh splitting in two above his eyes and blood trickled down on his face. He much rather prefer a fist to his guts than being dazed and his consciousness shocked by the trauma. Curses uttered beneath his breath from the annoyance of the minor trauma that lingered on. Both men carried that same spirit of pride. Typical for people in their line of duty and shaped by their occupation. Although pride was not the greatest sin to a man like Djorn. Rather it was his wrath and greed that he was enslaved to.

For Maynard? Only pride and wrath to what he could see from the Jedi.

"I'm not gonna take your fucking guilt, you fucking snake."

That’s all he was, wasn’t it? Just a snake. A slimy, deceitful, venomous snake. He was that and most likely much worse than that. Maynard had his reasons to hate him, reasons he couldn’t fault or blame. His hatred was just and righteous.

"You keep her name out of your mouth unless you absolutely have to say it and I'm not gonna fucking warn you again. Now tell me, Bline. Tell me what happened in that 'interrogation'. "

Taking in a few deep breaths, relaxing himself and trying to distract himself from the pain lingering in his head with some blood still pouring out from the small cut of the trauma. “I thought I had everything under control,” he began, taking a few steps to the small desk of the quarters with the mentioned blaster pistol and combat knife. Though he didn’t reach for those; instead his hand grasped a cigarra and a butane lighter, the stick of herb held between his lips as he began to puff at it with his mouth.

“I thought we had the upper hand on that queen. Why would I have thought otherwise when she was at my mercy, and me amusing myself with her pain as I did everything to get something out of her. I told Loske to probe her mind, see if she could find out something about Ziost. That fucking planet hosted Sith that excelled in the arts of alchemy and sorcery, something that is home to the likes of Raaf and her ilk of Sith. Eldaah warned us beforehand, but we didn’t think twice. I thought she was beat and then.”

A few puffs at the cigarra, before he continued. Before where he remembered if everything going to shit and Loske afflicted with whatever venom she suffered.

“And then Loske...fuck, she did something to her. I don’t know what, but she hurt her. Something took hold of her and I couldn’t do anything to save her. I ripped off an arm from Eldaah. I thought...I thought it would help in some way, but it didn't. I got the joy of cutting off her arm and then the whole ship went dark, giving her a chance to escape and leaving with Loske. Along with taking my arm.”

His anger rose within him, he could feel his phantom hand wanting to make a fist in anger. All he could be left with is a wanting of it.

“I wish I would’ve known this. Wish if some damn force vision or whatever the hell it is came to me before this. I wanted to help in annihilating the Sith on Ziost, but look where that got me; and it costed me an arm and more.”

He threw the cigar at the floor after a puff from the herb, angry by recalling his memories of what happened in that chamber.

“She should’ve died on Felucia.”

 

He stood away, pacing idly. As soon as he saw Djorn spark that cigara to life, he wanted a draw of his own. He'd never smoked in his life but now, he needed some relief from this iron clasp of dread and forlorn that gripped his consciousness. He wanted to throw blame. Anyone. Djorn was the first to meet his fury, and it showed in the crimson ichor that dashed across his skin.

But in the end, they simply failed one another again. He wanted to end it right then, kill Eldaah. She stopped him...and in return, he wasn't there to save her. Too many damn times did they repeat that same old song and dance, after swearing each and every fallout that they'd be there for the other in the end. Not that the sentiment lacked any poignance behind it. He was, at the very least, dead set on what he'd said each occasion. After The Lie took ahold of him on Ziost, he couldn't be so sure of her, of him. But the clarity that followed his return to consciousness was reassuring in its own right. The darkness that shrouded Ziost and The Lie which deepened the blackness in Maynard's soul faded after he awakened.

As much as Djorn was the snake, there was little stock he could put in lies now. Maynard could and he'd shown before, that he would kill Djorn should the lack of truth bubble to the surface.

She hurt her. Was all it took for Maynard to shift his vitriol back to where it was most productive. Eldaah. The Sith.

He wanted to slam his fist into something but quickly recalled the same action not minutes earlier and the lack of clarity it wrought to anything.

"She hurt her...and she took her...then she's getting put in the fucking ground." Maynard stated outright, meaning all of it in his voice as he shifted his gaze back to The Snake.

"I wanted to...to kill that queen on Felucia. I had the saber in my hand, I had her on her knees. I could've ended it all, Bline. She's too damn good for this world, she pulled me back from the act. She saved her. Maybe she already had her fingers buried in her head by then, playing out this act...but..fuck, I don't care." Maynard remarks, crossing his arms in faint dejection at the futility of the situation.

"I'm getting her back. I shouldn't have to fucking tell you that she's- she's everything to me. You got any gauge where she was taken?" Maynard inquired.

"If I have break rank, go rogue, I don't care much for the consequences...the lengths I'll go to..." He admits, leaving the end open ended. There was no extent, no bounds which he'd hold himself to.

 

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SOMEWHAT DAMAGED
So he could’ve killed her. He had the chance to do it, only to be stopped by Loske. Too damn good for this Galaxy; too damn good for anyone, even for Maynard. What sins had she committed from what he remembered? Following his orders and probing the mind of a Sith, even though it was an act of trespassing? No, that was on him. She had no fault, yet she suffered for it. Afflicted and consumed by something foreign. Something that wasn’t her.

Djorn was a unique individual, certainly. He lied, cheated, and killed. He did it whether it was based on orders or because he followed his own emotions. He was a scumbag, and he acknowledged it a long time ago.

"I know we don't always have the same views on things, for whatever reason, but I think..somehow, you're really one of my friends. And I want you to be happy. And I want you to do good..because I think you're really, truly capable of it. And..I think after everything you've been through, you know how to define good from bad. And you're not dependent on people's expectations. "

And yet despite all of his flaws and sins, she considered him as a friend. What a friend he was. He pushed her to do something that was beyond her skills. If she was here right now, she would probably tell Djorn how it wasn’t his fault. How he didn’t know what would happen and that they took a shot in the dark just to make an attempt to help out the others on Ziost’s planetside.

And now?

She was with her. Not Eldaah, but her master and was treating her like some sort of experiment as she did to all of her victims. At her mercy just like Eldaah was to Djorn’s on that interrogation table. He looked at the mirror that was held above the desk, seeing Maynard behind him as his face and its muscles painted a look of hurt. Snake’s own eyes went to look at himself, staring for a moment at his face. Bloodied and stained from Eldaah’s blood and his own from the cut on his head after the Keldabe Kiss he suffered just a few minutes ago. A small tear trickled from the corner of his eyes, a fire of anger burning within him. He had lost comrades and soldiers, and still continued to lose them. Such loss pained him. The thought of losing her was unbearable.

A punch went to the mirror, glass exploding with shards falling at the floor. Some of the mirror remained, still gazing at his reflection in the broken glass.

“No,” he began towards Maynard, his hand and arm falling back to his side with some blood trickling from his knuckles. “We both know she wouldn’t want that for you, Maynard. You’ve got others to look out for, and that’s what she would’ve wanted. We need to at least honor that, for her.”

He was much more calm compared to the Jedi despite after what has happened. Maybe it was after so much hardship he knew how to keep his cool.

“I did this, and I’m going to fix it. No matter what the cost is. She wouldn’t want you to breakdown and step over boundaries. You have to be better for her.”

It sounded akin to a lecture, but that wasn’t his intention. It was meant as words for morale, to keep up his spirits although it was wishful thinking to sway Maynard in that direction.

“Me? I’m just a damn snake.”

Worse. I’m probably a demon.
“I’ll get her back to you, but I’m doing this. This pain is mine, and it’s mine to exact on.”

 


At Djorn's words, Maynard snapped back in vitriolic defiance once more. Most anything The Snake could say about her now was treading perilous ground for the Imperial.

"Afraid that's not how this is gonna work, Bline. I'm not putting her fate in the hands of anyone else but myself. You understand how that sounds? I'm her husband, I don't care what it takes, the consequences...none of that shit matters to me. I'm getting her back myself." Maynard spoke up, closing the physical distance between them a pace, as if to play into the urgency of what he spoke of. How pathetic of a man, a husband would he be to step away from the reins of control to her fate and let him form the effort to get her back. The confusion, the bewildered distress in her face to find him responsible for untangling all the corruption about her with the man who she'd sworn across the universe to stay with forever no where in sight.

Even if all was well and returned to some state resembling normalcy, there would be an ever present scar present in their dynamic. Whatever reliability he could lay claim too forever tarnished because he truly wasn't there when he should've been the one through the fires for her.

"I don't give a fuck what your path is, but it isn't this. This is all mine to walk alone. All I need you to do is point me in the right direction." Maynard iterates, speaking decisively in his sentiment. There was no swaying him from his aim.

He offered a heavy exhale, a tinge calmer in his next words.

"You take care of yourself, I'll take care of her. You clearly got your own damn problems to settle. Loske is...everything to me, without her I'd be-." He can't manage a conclusion in words but he could piece it together well enough in his mind. Dead. Gone.

"Doesn't matter, I'm getting her back myself, that's all there is to it." He concludes.

 

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Who was he to dictate him what path was his to take? Nobody had that right to tell him what road upon the fork he should take. He had committed many sins to this day, all of them haunting him and never giving him respite. He wouldn’t let this one be another tally on him. Did Maynard have his reasons? Yeah, he did. He couldn’t fault those reasons. He understood and sympathize where he was coming from. Losing someone that was dearest to them was not only painful, but a sickening trauma.

But he wasn’t the only one hurting.

Djorn wouldn’t be denied of his vengeance that the pain within him yearned for, hungry that it consumed his heart and blackened it further. Always turning into a new shade of black.


"You take care of yourself, I'll take care of her. You clearly got your own damn problems to settle.”

Plenty of them, but he wouldn’t surrender himself. He had endured so much, his pride made him boast above that and his wrath only led him to a pathway straight to Hell.

“I don’t know where she took her, Maynard,” he replied back to the Jedi, still glaring at the broken glass of what was once an intact mirror. “And I haven’t got the faintest clue as to where. That’s something I’ll be working on. Have the ship investigated thoroughly and see what comes out of it.”

But he had his own methods, too. He held some level of power within COMPNOR, and with that power gave him access to funds and resources. He’d search tirelessly for her.

“She’s gonna turn her more and more into that thing. Use her for whatever demented purposes, and then-“ and then use her against them. Typical and expected. And who could fight her? Did anyone carry that will within them? Djorn once had to murder someone he endeared.

He wouldn’t face that situation again.

“Fucking bich.”

 

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