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DAWNBREAKER - Iris Arani Iris Arani

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He remembered those days, when the two were younger. In an elevator to the Up-City of Denon, always Denon. He could never escape it in full, no matter how hard Corin tried. A stain on his memories, burned, singed and seared into them all for better or worse. Likely worse. All the same, Corin remembered them. The time the two of them spoke of their futures, of their suspected roles in the Jedi. He said guardian, frontline soldier, somewhere between all the freshly made bodies with the burden of carrying their loss on his shoulders. He turned into a sentinel, just like Dagon. He crawled into the depths of the undercities and made use of wit and guile as much as his fists and hidden blasters. A lightsaber would scarcely do, would only ever serve to paint a hefty target. Iris thought she would be a shadow, like her own master. Ended up a healer, devoting her time and life to fixing others when Corin otherwise tore them down. A strange world; worlds. The galaxy had countless twists and turns carved into it.

With the self-imposed eviction from Denon, Corin re-entered the fold of the Galactic Alliance proper. With it came the need to see old faces, those he neglected with his time playing vigilante and lawmaker. That work was over, now there was new work to begin. His poorly thrown together freighter managed to land itself in one of the hangars of the Dawnbreaker, something Jasper cooked up - to no surprise, the kid had a knack for mechanics.

Corin trawled through the hangar bays and hallways, searching ever-so-lazily for the medical bays. That's where he was told to find her at least. It was clean, quiet, though with the ever warmly welcoming Jedi and Alliance personnel that forced those feelings of mistrust in Corin. An instinct, one that would take time to overcome. He wished to think it could be different, maybe now with the Silver Jedi gone it could be. Since their time as a padawan, his cohort learned well enough of his views on the Silvers. Unfair as his criticism was at times. Skewed with personal bias.

Though Corin saw her then. His eyes moved beyond the glass frame that shielded the halls from the medical room, one with equal parts sterile light and green, verdant life. To be expected of a Jedi healer, the space between the medical and mystics. With the press of a button the door opened and Corin could only so much as stand there in the doorframe.

"Hey."

It was all he could muster.

 

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This was a safe place.

After all the war, all the fighting, this ship, this facility, it was a place she didn't have to face the violence. Of war, of battle. Of killing. Right now, she could just focus on mending wounds, not inflicting them. She pulled on her labcoat, covering the scars over her arm as she turned towards another of the patients. Another refugee from the Maw. Iris flashed a brief smile as she got to work. Applying bacta patches, stitching wounds. Using what she could of material medicine before using the Force.

The Force worked, but if she drained herself, how could she keep helping people?

But as she finished putting down the last patch, she felt something familiar. Her gaze shifted to the door as it opened. Corin.

Off of Denon. Here.

"What happened?"

Something had to have happened, right? He wouldn't just show up like this. Iris stood slowly, glancing him over.

"Are you hurt?"

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DAWNBREAKER - Iris Arani Iris Arani

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For once, maybe, Corin was not. There was no cut nor scratch or bruise that marred his flesh. The scars sat as idle creases beneath the clothes, folds in the skin where their redness faded into the tone of pale skin. Neither of them had never expected less of Corin, the almost zealous crusader that bumped and battered his way through most situations that young Jedi stumbled into. Sometimes, the title of Jedi even seemed misplaced.

"No." He said with the soft shake of his head and slow steps forwards. "I'm trying to leave that world of mine behind, come back to the Jedi. Just wouldn't feel right if I didn't come and see you first."

 

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It wasn't often surprise was clear on her face, but it certainly showed up this time. Not just because of what he said, but because of the colors around him. He wasn't lying, wasn't looking for something else, wasn't distracted. Confusion was the nest visible emotion before she could get her expression under control. She cleared her throat, glanced back towards the patient she'd just finished with.

"Oh."

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He breathed, though not with some form of disappointment or relief; a touch of perplexing discomfort shone through instead. His eyes craned to the durasteel floor of the station for all of a moment in some pitiful attempt to collect any and all found between words and thoughts in equal measure. There was little and less concern for the patient being attended to as Corin took another step further into the bay.

"How've you been?" He glanced about the room, "Looks like you're doing well in here."

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There was a moment of silence as Iris went about just tending to the patient. Made sure they were all stitched up, made sure they were fine. Then sent them on their way, out the door. Almost as quickly as she could before she finally let herself face him. Emotion, just a bundle of various emotions, stayed on her face as she stared at him. Confusion was the one in the front of it all, though. Confusion, hope, anger, joy, frustration. A bottle of emotions she usually kept buried as far down as she could.

"Why'd it have to take you so long?"

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His own silence lingered. It sat in the air, a thick and heavy cloud of smog. Slow to find the words, slower still to let them flow freely.

"I was," he breathed with momentarily fleeing eyes, "busy. With what, we both know."

The boyhood ambitions continued on, a raging storm buried beneath notions of duty and responsibility with those few things crafted into a blanket of excuse too. He was drowning in them, too stubborn to climb for air or let someone else bring it to him. He took his time to come to his senses, too long, maybe too late.

"But I'm done with all that now. I want to come back, do what's right."

Iris Arani Iris Arani
 

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Any other time, no. She wouldn't have believed it. They weren't built to just be done. Move on. Change their lives. Any other time, she wouldn't have been able to understand it. But now she didn't have her lightsabers. they were stored away, gone with the intent of never being used again. She'd given up that life she chose. So maybe he could. She took a step forward before just leaning over to rest her forehead against his chest. Hide away the confusing emotions she could feel changing her expression.

"You really kept me waiting, you jerk."

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"Yeah." Corin agreed, lazily taking her into his arms.

His eyes never lowered or diverted to Iris. He stared ahead, almost longingly. Though he stared and stared, it was an empty and vacant one. A glazing gaze with an abundance of elsewhere thoughts and musings. He did not know what he wanted from from, whether it was best left unspoken or made into something more. His tongue was held either way. For now.

"Healer though," he broke the silence, "suits you."

Iris Arani Iris Arani
 

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"I went back to college. .. Couldn't keep killing people anymore, figured I should go back to healing. I really missed healing."

She didn't move from where was, just let her eyes close. She could see it, the colors around him. There was something more.. But right now this was fine. If he really was going to stay, he'd say it when he wanted.

"I'm not Amani, but.. I'm trying. You? What is your plan for coming back?"

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"I don't know." Corin answered honestly with a lengthy breath, more akin to a sigh. "I'm not sure there is one, but I shouldn't be dedicating all my time to something else. Something that doesn't always need it, not when there's something that might."

Something being the Sith, their tyranny, their acts of war, their acts of evil and all that continued to reign alongside them. It was not right to hide away on Denon, even if Corin very well thought there was more to it than hiding on that gutter of a star system. Maybe there was more, maybe it doesn't matter.

"Dagon went missing, though. I need to find him, or at least try to," his voice quietened with dread, "sounds like good a start as any."

Iris Arani Iris Arani
 

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"You know I can tell when people are lying, right? Not that I'm trying to tell you to tell me what's going on. You don't have to, if that's not what you want I just-" She was rambling this time. Actually rambling. Jasper Kai'el Jasper Kai'el level rambling. Inwardly she cursed her friend for getting her to talk more. It was easier when she didn't actually talk. People figured out what she meant on their own. Usually. Maybe.

No, no. They never did. She let out a heavy sigh, frowned as she looked off.

"I don't know what we are anymore, but I'm here for you. I might not fight anymore, but I can listen. If you want to talk I'll always listen."

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"I know," Corin meekly replied with a soft, whispering voice. "I know."

The prospect of amicable discussion to resolve long-standing issues seemed a sensible enough process. Though whenever his mouth opened, his words were turned to an ashen heap. He could never muster the strength for it.

"Whatever we are, let's not think too much on it. Take it slow, see what comes."

Love felt impossible, out of reach. To dive headfirst into it... Corin at the very least had the clarity to see his lack of love for love.

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"You look good, too." He said with the fleeting flex of a smile. "I need to return to Coruscant though, re-acclimate myself with... all of it, everything."

It had been some time. Too much of it, even. The faces of his own student days were either lost to the clutches of death itself or elsewhere, abound. Perhaps there were none left on Coruscant that could recall Corin, or least recalled the version of him that was not... this. A Jedi fought with grace, unscathed and serene. Corin, to say the least, was a brute. He never fit the image, never.

Tilting his head so slightly, "You could come with, if you wanted? Unless it is a terribly busy job here."

Iris Arani Iris Arani
 

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"You.. Want me to come with you?"

Iris blinked in surprise. Kinda just stood there for a moment as she gathered up that, yes, Corin had asked her to come along with him. For once. Her expression brightened as she shook her head.

"I- huh? Oh. I can take a break. Yeah. I should head back to Coruscant too. It's.. It's been a long time. Lots going wrong for the newer generation, from what I keep hearing from Jasper anyway. They could use some more help, I guess."

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