Rain
Hagspawn
Dathomir
Late Evening – Early Morning
He is a firefly; a little flame dotting the shadowed terrain from where he descends the hillside. Held in his hand, nestled within the hollowed horn from a verne’s crest, it burns steadily, pulsing in a slow thrum-thrum as a heart might. For it is not the red of Promethean fire, of boys spiting their fathers and usurping natural orders, nor of men using nature for fuel to prolong the day so that they may assert their own destiny.
It is smoldering jade. Soul ichor.
It burns not from without, but within.
He nurtures this flame alone, keeping it alight for its own sake. Who else would keep it for him?
Rain watches himself from outside himself; a ghostly apparition. It is his dreamer’s perspective on this catatonic wandering…down into the valley, midst the stones. Beneath moss, marks by rancor claw adorned the rockface, evidence to this inorganic assembly. The forbidden geometry of squares and rectangles, putting the sky into boxes, mapping time as it passed, chaining independent breaths to each other through shared history. It is/was a Nightbrother artifact, a stonehenge.
A Book of Days.
Bathed in the indigo of night riding starlight, he watched as his vacant form raised the green luminescence to uncover a symbol etched into one of the phases, an inherent understanding resonating out in the distance along with his awareness of the evening’s chill.
Rain closed his eyes and awoke, now present in his corporeal form – cold and curious. “Solstice,” the Stonehenge presented, matter-of-factly, but none of the moons were in this house, having already moved on to the surrounding neighbors.
Stindaron would arrive tomorrow, perhaps the day after.
Now is the time to meet new people, but be wary – some may not have your best interest at heart.
He was milling about in the panoramic calendar, intuitively divining its message despite how sorrowful it made him, how mortal and disconnected he felt.
This was not how his Sisters experienced time. They did not need to cage the cosmos in meaning and scientific analyses, intellectually grasping at what their hearts felt unfathomable. They were of it, this cycle of moon phases and seasons and tides and menstrual cycles, beyond the petty pandering for narrative and definition.
How old was his mother? Shriveled, terrifying, bird-like – gazing upon him with eyes stark and black as a shark’s. How old were these hills?
Timeless.
Idly, with his feet on the ground and his head in the firmament, Rain wondered-- Was he part of the planet or part of the sky?
How lost had he been to begin thinking this way?
That was fine, he decided, taking a seat on a fallen pillar. If he could not feel the World, then let him feel its absence. Glancing down, Rain took notice of a small nest, three eggs tucked inside and he leaned down to scoop one out. He cracked the membrane, and slurped its contents into his mouth.
Let there be a hole where his heart should be, let his religion be trying to fill it. In the lack of something sacrosanct, perhaps nothing, too, could then be holy.
In the still of the night, one could hear the crunch of tiny bones being gnashed between his teeth.
Late Evening – Early Morning
He is a firefly; a little flame dotting the shadowed terrain from where he descends the hillside. Held in his hand, nestled within the hollowed horn from a verne’s crest, it burns steadily, pulsing in a slow thrum-thrum as a heart might. For it is not the red of Promethean fire, of boys spiting their fathers and usurping natural orders, nor of men using nature for fuel to prolong the day so that they may assert their own destiny.
It is smoldering jade. Soul ichor.
It burns not from without, but within.
He nurtures this flame alone, keeping it alight for its own sake. Who else would keep it for him?
Rain watches himself from outside himself; a ghostly apparition. It is his dreamer’s perspective on this catatonic wandering…down into the valley, midst the stones. Beneath moss, marks by rancor claw adorned the rockface, evidence to this inorganic assembly. The forbidden geometry of squares and rectangles, putting the sky into boxes, mapping time as it passed, chaining independent breaths to each other through shared history. It is/was a Nightbrother artifact, a stonehenge.
A Book of Days.
Bathed in the indigo of night riding starlight, he watched as his vacant form raised the green luminescence to uncover a symbol etched into one of the phases, an inherent understanding resonating out in the distance along with his awareness of the evening’s chill.
Rain closed his eyes and awoke, now present in his corporeal form – cold and curious. “Solstice,” the Stonehenge presented, matter-of-factly, but none of the moons were in this house, having already moved on to the surrounding neighbors.
Stindaron would arrive tomorrow, perhaps the day after.
Now is the time to meet new people, but be wary – some may not have your best interest at heart.
He was milling about in the panoramic calendar, intuitively divining its message despite how sorrowful it made him, how mortal and disconnected he felt.
This was not how his Sisters experienced time. They did not need to cage the cosmos in meaning and scientific analyses, intellectually grasping at what their hearts felt unfathomable. They were of it, this cycle of moon phases and seasons and tides and menstrual cycles, beyond the petty pandering for narrative and definition.
How old was his mother? Shriveled, terrifying, bird-like – gazing upon him with eyes stark and black as a shark’s. How old were these hills?
Timeless.
Idly, with his feet on the ground and his head in the firmament, Rain wondered-- Was he part of the planet or part of the sky?
How lost had he been to begin thinking this way?
That was fine, he decided, taking a seat on a fallen pillar. If he could not feel the World, then let him feel its absence. Glancing down, Rain took notice of a small nest, three eggs tucked inside and he leaned down to scoop one out. He cracked the membrane, and slurped its contents into his mouth.
Let there be a hole where his heart should be, let his religion be trying to fill it. In the lack of something sacrosanct, perhaps nothing, too, could then be holy.
In the still of the night, one could hear the crunch of tiny bones being gnashed between his teeth.