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In the light of the temple's archives, Lorn hunched over a weathered tome, the pages filled with tales of valor and wisdom from ages past. Tucked away in an alcove, he sought refuge from the bustling hallways of the Order, but the silence felt suffocating. The burden of his new responsibilities weighed heavily on his shoulders. As a member of the Council, he was expected to inspire the next generation of Jedi, yet he felt as if he were merely masquerading in a role far beyond his capabilities.

Late twenties and battle-scarred, Lorn was no stranger to hardship. He had learned to wield a lightsaber with finesse and had faced countless foes in combat, but the scholarly world eluded him. The very act of reading felt alien, daunting. Each turn of the page was laborious, and the knowledge within seemed to slip through his fingers like sand. Struggling to integrate the stories of the great Jedi into his own life, he found himself frustrated by the mundane nature of the studies. This was not the fiery passion of sparring with a fellow knight. It was quiet, slow, and... dare he admit it, dull.

As the minutes crept by, Lorn's eyelids grew heavy, and he fought the urge to sink deeper into his seat. He had always learned through experience, through the teachings of beloved mentors, their lessons etched into his heart rather than on parchment. Now, sitting among the shelves of forgotten knowledge, he wondered if a warrior could ever truly become a scholar. In that moment, a flicker of doubt danced in his mind, threatening to extinguish the resolve that had defined him all these years.
 

As the minutes crept by, Lorn's eyelids grew heavy, and he fought the urge to sink deeper into his seat.

Echo had been watching Lorn struggle to study for a while now. She had been re-organizing a section of the archives, a task which had done a good job keeping her busy. But now, it seemed, she had little else to do. The Ogemite was beginning to force herself to be more social, so perhaps this was another such opportunity. She paced over to Lorn, adjusting her glasses before speaking.

"Are you in need of any assistance?" she asked. "I have some expertise in archival work. Perhaps I can be of use."


 

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Lorn snapped to attention as someone approached. Echo, wasn't it? A new Knight, one he had met only recently. A flush of embarrassment crept up his neck as he frantically stood, giving her a slight, respectful bow. Caught in a moment of weakness, he felt foolish.

He sat back down, resuming his farcical attempt to decipher the ancient tome. "Oh, Echo." he said, forcing a smile and pointing to the open pages. "Just... immersing myself in the wisdom of the ancients." He chuckled lightly, hoping to play it off.

He turned to her, gesturing at the book again with a frustrated sigh. "Tell me," he said, trying for a light tone, "can you somehow make these pages less...dull?" He paused, searching for the right words. "I want to understand what made the great Jedi of old so...great. How did they live? What drove them?" He tapped the weathered parchment. "But all I can glean from this is that they were apparently very skilled at writing mind-numbingly boring accounts of their lives."

He caught himself, the levity fading. He was a Council member, for Shiraya's sake. "Forgive me," he mumbled, running a hand through his short hair. "It's just... I realize how ridiculous this must look. A Council member struggling with something younglings already know."

He looked away, the embarrassment now a tangible weight. "It's quite pathetic, really."
 


"It's just... I realize how ridiculous this must look. A Council member struggling with something younglings already know."

He looked away, the embarrassment now a tangible weight. "It's quite pathetic, really."

"It isn't that bad," Echo insisted. "The important thing is understanding what you're reading is actually telling you, not what it says word for word."

Echo grabbed a nearby record, flipping through until she found something that fit what she was looking for. Echo gave it to Lorn, to which it read...


"...when it comes to the use of Jar'Kai in combat, one cannot deny the high skill barrier that must be met to meet such requirements. As of current date, it cannot be stated with any confidence that there is a master of this form."
- Master Dogath Whorren, 899 ABY


"So... what do you make of this?"

 

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Lorn gave Echo an incredulous look. "It's not that bad?" he repeated, the words laced with a hint of disbelief. He watched her as she continued, unsure if her advice was even helpful. Wasn't reading supposed to be word for word? What else was there? He groaned inwardly, burying his head in his hands for a brief moment before she offered him another record.

He gently took it from her, his brow furrowed in concentration as he meticulously read each word. The silence stretched, punctuated only by the rustling of the record and Lorn's own frustrated sighs. A flush of embarrassment crept back as he finally finished the short passage and set it down on the table.

"It seems like this Master Whorren didn't look hard enough." Lorn scoffed, a touch of arrogance seeping into his tone, fueled by his own frustration. "I knew plenty of warriors that could handle Jar'Kai with ease." He didn't even know if his statement was entirely true. The warriors he grew up with weren't exactly perfect practitioners of any of the lightsaber forms, they molded them to whatever benefited them the most.

Lorn pushed back his hair, letting out a long sigh. "But... I apologize." he mumbled, the bravado fading. "I suppose that's not the point, is it? What am I supposed to make of it?"
 

"An important thing to remember is that you aren't just reading a historical record," Echo explained. "These are, in essence, the fragments of people and their opinions. The emotions they felt. Their biases. Let's give you some context."

Echo pulled out a datapad, beginning to scroll for a moment before she got to the info she desired.

"Master Whorren wrote this segment for a short informational piece on the forms of lightsaber combat," the Ogemite relayed. "It should be noted that his arrival to this place was recent, following his departure from a satellite academy. While being a skilled bladesman, Master Whorren was ultimately defeated in a duel designed to decide who would hold the position of the academy's battlemaster. The woman who bested him, a knight named Jori Hesse, was a notable practitioner of Jar'Kai."

A slight smile spread across the Ogemite's face. It was faint, easily missed if one wasn't paying attention. Especially considering the fact that her tone remained the same flat inflection it had been before.


"What do you make of these words now?"


 


Lorn listened intently as Echo explained the context surrounding Master Whorren's writing. The revelation that the master was defeated by a practitioner of Jar'Kai, the very form he dismissed, brought a chuckle to his lips. It was a dry, humorless sound, more of a scoff than genuine amusement.

"So..." he said, pushing a strand of hair from his face, "this Master Whorren couldn't handle Jar'Kai himself, and now he's badmouthing it? Sounds like I can't trust anything these historical records say if they're all so biased based off of who wrote them."

He gestured towards the record with a frustrated wave of his hand. "How am I supposed to learn anything if these supposed Masters don't really know anything? Are all these records just filled with the sour grapes of people who couldn't cut it?" Lorn's voice was laced with a growing sense of disillusionment. If the Jedi Masters of old were this fallible, what value did their teachings truly hold?


 

"How am I supposed to learn anything if these supposed Masters don't really know anything? Are all these records just filled with the sour grapes of people who couldn't cut it?"

"Well, perhaps you're expecting the wrong thing," Echo noted with a shrug. "A repository is not some well of infinite wisdom. It's a historical record. Some may teach you about the mysteries of the Force, yes, but other things within are more important for understanding those who came before. Personal accounts, journal entries... If you anticipate a revaluation from every record, you're all but guaranteed to be let down. However..."

Echo turned to the nearby records, pulling out a second one and flipping through to a new log. Jar'Kai, as explained by Master Jori Hesse.

"...If one can read between the lines, it should tell them what they should really be looking for," the Knight concluded.


 


Lorn crossed his arms, his initial frustration battling with a burgeoning curiosity. Echo's words, though delivered in her usual monotone, held a certain weight.

He watched as she retrieved another record, this one penned by the very knight who bested Master Whorren. His gaze followed Echo's movements, anticipation building as she settled on Master Hesse's own description of Jar'Kai.

"...If one can read between the lines, it should tell them what they should really be looking for." The words hung in the air, and Lorn slowly lowered his arms, his fingers drumming lightly against his side.

So, not to blindly accept, but to compare, to analyze, to understand. A subtle shift occurred in his mind. Perhaps the value wasn't in finding infallible masters, but in learning from their imperfections, gleaning wisdom not just from their successes, but also from their failures.

"So, you're saying I shouldn't just take what I'm told as fact," Lorn began, more to himself than to Echo, "but to... put it all together, see the bigger picture. What Whorren thinks, what Hesse thinks, and then figure out the truth for myself?" He looked back at Echo, a flicker of genuine interest now replacing the disillusionment in his eyes. "Reading between the lines, huh? Sounds a lot harder than just following instructions."

He looked up at Echo, a hint of the earlier enthusiasm returning. "Okay, I think I get it. It's not about finding the 'right' answer, it's about understanding the question."


 

"Okay, I think I get it. It's not about finding the 'right' answer, it's about understanding the question."

"Precisely," Echo nodded. "Reading between the lines may seem like a tall order, but it's more about remembering that there's a personal perspective to every word. When you know what to compare, details begin to fit together like puzzle pieces."

Echo returned the records to the shelves, pausing before turning her gaze back to Lorn. So he sought to learn how to read archives, but for what purpose? Simply attempting to fill the gaps in his education, or was there a deeper purpose to wanting to understand? Echo, of course, was ever the lover of knowledge. Once there was a thread to follow to understand something or someone she was going to follow it back to the course.

"Is there anything specific you're seeking out?"


 


Lorn felt a warmth spread through him, a small ember of pride igniting in his chest. He'd actually understood. He'd picked apart Echo's cryptic delivery and grasped the essence of her lesson. He could almost preen, though he kept the urge firmly in check.

"No, nothing specific." Lorn said, shaking his head slightly. He watched Echo return the records, her movements precise and economical. He knew how to wield a lightsaber, how to anticipate an opponent's move, how to disarm and incapacitate. He knew how to be a weapon. But that was all he knew.

He shifted his weight, a little uncomfortable suddenly. "I... I never really had the chance to learn what it means to be a Jedi." he admitted, the words feeling a bit raw as they left his lips. "Never had access to anything like this archive before. Growing up where I did, it was more about survival than, well, philosophy."

He glanced around the towering shelves, a sense of almost overwhelming possibility washing over him. "I'm hoping to find… something. Someone, maybe? Someone I can relate to in these records. Someone who can show me the path I should be taking, you know?" He gestured vaguely. "To better guide these Shirayan students, to actually serve the Republic in a way that's more than just… smashing things."

A faint smile touched his lips. "I'm good at smashing things, don't get me wrong. But I think there's more to it than that. I feel like there has to be." He looked back at Echo, hoping she understood. He wasn't just seeking knowledge, he was seeking a purpose. Maybe this place held the key.


 


"I'm good at smashing things, don't get me wrong. But I think there's more to it than that. I feel like there has to be."

"A wise deduction," Echo agreed. "It's easy for Jedi to get hung up on combat and loose sight of other valuable things that our order does. I was preparing to be a Jedi Shadow... but this was only a path I walked in hopes of achieving vengance. Get too wrapped up in conflict and you're very easily lost to it. Even if it's necessary."

For once, Echo actually managed a smile. It didn't last long, but it was a flicker of some genuine expression, gone as soon as it came.

"I believe you are walking the right path," she decided. "It bodes well for your merit as a leader. If you are to struggle with the tenants of Jedi philosophy, let duty and morality be your guide. The code is adjacent to these things."

Echo paused for a moment to adjust her glasses.


"Was there anything else you needed?"


 

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