Asher
Former Vent Rat
There was a thin layer of fog covering the grounds that evening. People went about their business, wrapping up the last of their daily routine before the guardsmen would have to take their spots atop the watchtowers. Things were oddly quiet when you considered the turmoil that the last few weeks had brought about, or maybe the tension had just become such an average part of life that people were used to it by now. Either case, Aton called in his shift for the day and started to head home. Home being a bit more relative than he thought it would be, though it was more often than not a bed within the very same room that he had grown up on. Every now and then he would find himself aboard a freighter hauling his goods off-world and he would lie if he said he didn’t prefer that.
The man jumped into his speeder and with the flick of the ignition he set off towards the very same place he had grown up with. Ever since his mother’s death it was hard to go there. Not just because of the fact that she wouldn’t be there but because of so many other things. Ember and Falcon had both tipped over when the news had hit and even yet Aton had remained there as if nothing had happened. He could only really remember the one time that he had cried over it, but once the initial shock had settled he just kept on pretending as if all was okay, hoping that somehow the pain would numb with time when it quite clearly would not. He didn’t allow himself to feel and in many ways the kid kept bottling it up for an indefinite ‘later.’ It had kickstarted him into adulthood, really. He no longer felt comfortable being the little kid that he was, he had to grow up and face life in full.
Not by himself, but he had to face it nonetheless.
And so he did, by masking just about everything with a thick layer of humor and a happy-go-lucky attitude. Deep down he was far from it, but that was what others wasn’t supposed to know. There was only one person who truly knew this, felt this, and right now that was just about the only person he had any interest of actively seeking out.
“Hey Mira!” Aton called out as he stepped through the door to enter home. “You here?”
“... Mira?” The boy repeated and kept looking through the house.
Maybe she wasn't home.
[member="Mira Rekali"]
The man jumped into his speeder and with the flick of the ignition he set off towards the very same place he had grown up with. Ever since his mother’s death it was hard to go there. Not just because of the fact that she wouldn’t be there but because of so many other things. Ember and Falcon had both tipped over when the news had hit and even yet Aton had remained there as if nothing had happened. He could only really remember the one time that he had cried over it, but once the initial shock had settled he just kept on pretending as if all was okay, hoping that somehow the pain would numb with time when it quite clearly would not. He didn’t allow himself to feel and in many ways the kid kept bottling it up for an indefinite ‘later.’ It had kickstarted him into adulthood, really. He no longer felt comfortable being the little kid that he was, he had to grow up and face life in full.
Not by himself, but he had to face it nonetheless.
And so he did, by masking just about everything with a thick layer of humor and a happy-go-lucky attitude. Deep down he was far from it, but that was what others wasn’t supposed to know. There was only one person who truly knew this, felt this, and right now that was just about the only person he had any interest of actively seeking out.
“Hey Mira!” Aton called out as he stepped through the door to enter home. “You here?”
“... Mira?” The boy repeated and kept looking through the house.
Maybe she wasn't home.
[member="Mira Rekali"]