River was on a roll it seemed. Two laughs today, which was two more than she usually got with her second hand level of humor. Either that or the man was laughing at her stupidity; which in River's world would not have been okay, but she didn't believe that was Kreslin's intent. Seeing the scar he ran a hand over, River now took notice of the scars that stretched across his form. It made her look to her own scared hands, the blade of the Ewok warrior had marred them more than her years in the workshop had managed to accomplish, and compared to the man next to her they were trifling signs of conflict. He had certainly seen battle, though to still be living after so many injuries, she found it remarkable he was able to walk around still. The fly by caught her attention, startling her initially, only to calm as she recognized the source. She still got a tad jumpy over loud noises, which one would think she'd have gotten over by now, but old habits died hard.
"One day, I'm going to get used to that. Sadly it's not today." She muttered, before rising at Kreslin's gesture. Seemed he wanted to show her something, though what that could be she hadn't a clue.
Listening to what Kreslin spoke of as they walked, River felt a tad better about getting her business up and running. Though the method of which it seemed to work for her was...no something she quite understood. Then again, Omar had been the one to get the shop for her last time, and he was rather iffy on the details for how the unfolded. Nearing the ruined line of buildings, River moved a bit past the man, eyeing up the ruined store fronts as Kreslin was finishing what he had to say initially.
"I'd be very appreciative, and more than willing to give back to our people in this trying time. Least try and progress to a sense of normalcy." Though she doubted normalcy would be seen in her life time, it was at least something to try and work towards.
"You are not a born Mandalorian, are you?" The question brought River to a halt, as she could practically feel Westwind's eyes set upon her. She grimaced as she turned to face him, shrugging her shoulders as she met his gaze with her own. Probably was her chance to come clean, after all, Aloy knew her real identity; and it truthfully wouldn't matter if what the woman had told her was true.
"No, I'm not. But my husband was, but he was...incapacitated when the Sith first attacked the world." River paused, her hand moving to push back a section of her hair that felt out of place.
"I've...been trying to live up to the code for some time now, but it's...not easy. At times I feel I'm out of my league truthfully. As I said, I'm not a warrior. I was a mechanic from Corellia before all this." She stated, gesturing to the destroyed structures behind her.
There was a slow burning rage that flicked inside of her as she spoke, one that caused River to pause in her words, trying to collect herself before speaking again as her gaze fell to the ground. All the hurt that had been set upon her, all the hell she had gone through, just to get back to square one? It was utterly infuriating to ponder upon, so she ceased that line of thought, least she lose her composure before the Mand'alor. Her eyes rose to meet with Kreslin's once again, perhaps a slight gleam in her eye was now apparent, as the widow turned Mandalorian continued.
"But this is my life now, so I'll just learn to live with it. Just like everyone else has." She concluded, taking in a deep breath, as she awaited the judgement of the man himself.
Kreslin Westwind