Bun's away

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

Sabrina was in her home on eisenwelt, she was getting a little concerned. She was due but nothing happened, she was worried just a little, but none the less worried about it. She must be late that was only explanation, after all she was took precautions to prevent anything. Still it played on her mind, she decide to send one her servants to chemist. Her name was helena, she a young girl who been in her employ for about a month. To buy a testing kit, to put her mind at ease. They were only a few credits, and whats that compared to an easy night sleep.

After about an hour she came back with the test, she then a drank a couple glasses water. This was to help on her way to able to use it. She paced back on forth as she waited, to be able to use the test, it was not that long before she needed to go. She then took the pregnancy test, she was little anxious as she did, though she was sure it was going to be a negative. She waited and nothing happened to test, it was negative. She put in the bin till morning, and went to bed.

She woke early that morning, before the bins were cleaned out. She then looked at test, it had changed colour. She chucked too soon, she panicked as [member="Rexus Drath"] was trying become a jedi in the ession reformation. They from she could tell, an ultra orthodox sect of jedi. She was not sure what to do, did she tell him. If she did would they try and take her child off like jedi do, after all she knew a jedi who gave up hers freely. She panicking she did not know who to ask for advice, Dux Pontus was a friend who stand by her. Though his advice would be, why the hell did you sleep with a jedi anyway. Though she sure he would protect her, if it came down to it, after all thats what friends do. Wait she had an old friend by name of [member="Ordo"], he may be dead but his wife was alive. She was jedi of sorts, maybe she would help though she was a jedi, she had adopted with ordo. She decide to write her a letter, she was not sure how she would be received though.


Dear Rianna be Ar'klim

My name is Sabrina Kotass I know your husband as friend for a time, and I am sorry for your loss. I am find myself in need of a friend, due to recent event and I am unsure where to turn. I do understand if you do not wish to receive me, after all for a time I was member of one sith. I have a few things I need to work out, and your knowledge may be vital to me. I will explain in person, if you would let me.

​Your sincerely Sabrina

 

[Rianna Organa]

[member="Dux Kotass"]

Sorry for her loss? She must believe [member="Ordo"] dead well wouldn't she be surprised. But now the question should she receive her. A friend of Jas'ika. She wishes for a moment she could speak with him but he was off in disguise. She was praying that the force would hide him. Protect him and bring him home.

The woman sounded in trouble. After some thought Rianna knew she couldn't turn someone away who needed help.

Sabrina. Let us meet. Rianna. Short. To the point. And now to wait.

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

She arrived at on planet in a civilian transport, just standard class so not to draw suspicion on her. As she may have enemies here, who harbour hate for her after teta. She headed to Rianna address, in a speeder she hired. She was traveling lite, as she did not want to leave anything behind that she may need. She finally reached Rianna home, and she approached the front door. She was scared, what if this was trap, would she blame her for husband death. After all she was meant to be protecting him, and she failed in that task. Though part was relieved for him, as his mind would no longer be tortured by the dark lord of the sith. She was almost turned around, she then took a deep breath and knocked on the door. She stood there half expecting to be gun down by mandalorians, half expecting to be shouted at by her. After all her husband died fighting with them, not for her side.

 

[Rianna Organa]

There was the inevitable knock at the door, Rianna using her Jedi senses did not sense danger, her empathy however told her there was trouble, but what kind she did not know yet, and would not assume.

She opened the door and looked upon the woman before her, this was a friend of Jas'ika. She arched a brow, "Are you Sabrina?" Was she? She was not quite what Rianna had expected.

[member="Dux Kotass"]

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

Yes I am, she replied as a slight tear came down her face. She was scared, for the first time in ages she was scared. She needed help, and never liked the idea of asking. She saw no way around this though, she could not turn to dux pontus. As while he was good friend, he would not understand and judge her for it. She did not want to tell anyone else, as if it got out her problems might multiply. She had heard a few things about Rianna, like she was healer. She was also woman and a mother, so she might understand what was going through her mind.

 

[Rianna Organa]

[member="Dux Kotass"]

Oh my the fear rolled off the woman before her and then something else tickled at the senses of the healer, life, new life. Sabrina was pregnant. "Come in" Rianna said slowly.

So now what would this young woman want with her, and to use Jas'ika name to get closer to her. "Sit down, would you like some tea?" Rianna the tea pusher, social covention dictated that when one was upset to offer a hot beverage.

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

Sabrina sat down on the couch Rianna took her two, and then took sip of tea. She was really good making tea, no she really was. She then spoke to her, I am not sure where to begin, She paused and thought for a second, I guess I should start at the beginning. I need help with things, advice on what to do about someone. That someone was [member="Rexus Drath"], he was trying to become a jedi, part group called the ession reformation. She had heard some dark things about this group, and was not sure if they were rumor or true. I also need help to remove my dark mark, so the dark lord of the sith can no longer track me. She leant her head forward, it was a mark of power on the back head. The mark was mostly covered by her hair, but parts of know showing down her neck. It grew size as she grew in strength, she wanted rid of it. As she did not want the baby with in her, to be affected by it. As she did not know it's reach, if it would corrupt her child. She wanted it to have free will, she need it to, she did not want the dark lord to able reach out to the child.

She was kept neck forward to let her inspect it, see if she knew of anything that could be done about it.

 

[Rianna Organa]

Rianna grew extremely cautious now, Sabrina bore a dark mark, "Sit up Sabrina" Rianna needed to think about the mechanics of a dark mark. "I need time to think on the mark, I'm not sure how woven it is to you and the force. Removing it might mean putting you, and your child in danger"

Rianna had not heard of how this dark mark worked and it was concerning to her. if it grew in size as she become more powerful, then perhaps she needed to stop becoming powerful. But it had to be done safely.


"What other advice are you seeking?"

[member="Dux Kotass"]

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

It's the baby father, he's a man called [member="Rexus Drath"]. He is funny tries to be cooler than he is, and he is all I could want. She paused as know she was going to list the problems, and theirs a few. Then there's the problems, we only just started seeing each other. This was not meant to happen yet, how will he take it. Then there's the fact he decide to become a jedi, but not just any jedi. He decide to join the ession reformation, and I heard rumours about them. That they want to purge all sith, I was sith. Then again, was she still sith in her heart. So if they find about us, will they purge me. Will they try and convince him to take our child away from me, for own it's good. If he leaves them will they hunt us down, and try kill us both. I want to tell him, but I am not sure if its safe to do so. She was starting to become emotional, as she finally got the question what has been going through her head since she found out. Tears started run down her face, started to run off of her cheek. She had to choose not what was right for her, but what was the safest option for her child. Tell him and risk death for them all, or go it alone but the child would not have a father at it's side.

 

[Rianna Organa]

Rianna listened, "But you are not sith now, right?" Rianna wanted to be sure she understood, and that she provided the advice that would comfort the young woman before her. If Raxus was a Jedi now yes his mission could include removing Sith from the galaxy, but if she had repented and changed her ways then he should spare her.

Would the father really kill her and the child? This was a very high risk. Rianna suddenly felt the cold of the old empire rising up. She needed [member="Ordo"] advice. Should they consider hiding her. Should all Jedi hide ?

[member="Dux Kotass"]

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

She thought as Rianna spoke was she still sith, was she ever sith. She did not know the answer, she still liked the code despite it being tainted. The one sith had tainted, they lost their way. It had been happening ever since darth shara met his doom, as when he was around, they kept civilian casualties to a minimum. Then he died, and the war carried on, and the sith became darker. New people joined them, and dark jedi, not the sith began to permeate their ranks. So was she still sith, she could not answer the question, as she no longer knew what she meant by sith. As to her sith where order over chaos, no matter the price. The one sith know, did not care about order, they cared only about inflicting fear into hearts of others. She still craved order, so was she still sith. Then tear voice answered her question I don't know anymore, I really don't.

 

[Rianna Organa]

[member="Dux Kotass"]

A very interesting answer. How could she not know this though?

"Is there reason to think you are not a Sith, do you use your emotions to fuel your passions while touching the force?" Rianna remembered a conversation that she had with Yokuni once about what was a sith. It had left her wondering, it had left her asking questions.

Was Dux now having those same unsure answers, for if she were not a sith she would have nothing to worry about but if she believed herself still a Sith then Ession would most likely come for her. Wouldn't they?

Rianna did not know.

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

The one sith massacre people, I don't believe that was ever right. She was speaking of the massacre of zeltron, and the murder of a planet, the one called alderaan. She then continued Though I do use my emotions to connect to force, and I am not scared of the dark side. What was sith the actions of massacres and war crimes on alderaan, or the just touching the force using your emotions and dark side of it that helped touch. She did not know the answer, as she had used feeling for avreet to defend him in on teta. She disliked jedi, for trying to take her family when she was younger.

 

[Rianna Organa]

It was good that Dux had not brought up Alderaan to Rianna it would be a terrible conversation to have right now. Rianna agreed nodding her head that to massacre people was wrong, horrendous in her eyes. Innocent lives for what?

"If you are truly do not wish to be a sith, I can only advise you as Jedi. I try very hard to stay away from the darkness, I as a Jedi would say then you need to change your path" Rianna paused thinking for a moment, "But there are others out there that do not travel the same path as I, they may be able to offer a sanctuary for you and your child"

"If Rexus Drath is truly a Jedi, and truly connected to the force he will know a lie when he hears. This is not something you can hide from him" Rianna had to be sure she was giving the right kind of advice. "Jedi do not steal children. Nor do we kill without reason." Rianna had been a Jedi since she was very young, and never had been part of an order that would do such things.

"How did you meet Ordo?"

[member="Dux Kotass"]

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

I have been told children are removed from their parents, to prevent emotional attachments. She remembered what jedi prisoner told her, when she brought her food. She asked about the child as she stopped an advance, so she could be moved by republic forces safely. That was coruscant, before the one sith changed their path to power.

She then asked about [member="Ordo"], she figured she should answer what harm can it do, as he is dead anyway. I first met him, in a cave I was rescuing imperials from the mandalorians. I crushed his ripper, and then ran. I was only sixteen then, and panicked like a little girl. She laughed as she spoke, it was quite funny now. Then the mandalorians came to my home, and took it with the threat of orbital bombardment. I decide to infiltrate them, in hopes to find a way paying the back, like good little sith. Then I came in contact with the one sith, and I joined them. They gave me training, and the mandalorians gave me discipline as member of the red legion. Then the mandalorians almost came to blows with the republic, and the sith asked me to see if I could help the mandalorians. Ordo was the man I made contact with, he kept me under constant surveillance, he did not trust me. Though I did gain his respect at bastion, when they went in. I was more or less on his ship, till we gathered to attack coruscant. I did hope they would be our allies then, but they declined our offer and I was kicked of mandalore and my home world sereno. She ponder about next bit, it was truly part when the one sith changed. He took on our dark lord, but he was possessed by him. Though I could always sense him there are as well, trying to break free. He did in the end, but I not could save him She began to cry, she was mean to guard him that day, she had failed badly. I am so sorry I was meant to protect him, I could not get there in time those stupid lizards. They executed him, shot him in back the head, after he surrender and dark lord had past from him. He was himself again, free from him, and then they shot him. I am sorry, I am so sorry. She still grieving for him, one of the few mandalorians who should her respect, in few years she spent with them. She rarely had friends without an agenda, he was one of them, him and avreet.

 

[Rianna Organa]

Rianna listened she could ease some of her grief and tell her that Ordo lived. But. They were not ready to let the galaxy know that the attempt to take Ordo's life had taken away his ability to walk. Something she saw in his eyes every day was life worth living if he had to stay in that chair.

So they continued to work, she continued to help mend pathways, and thank god for his armor. But no today was not about that.

"Parents have been asked for their children" Rianna knew of no time when Jedi stole children, she knew that those identified to be of the force were kept in a holocron and when the time came Jedi went out seeking them. If Sabrina knew of anyone who could say without a doubt the Jedi stole children, perhaps then she'd be able to change Rianna's mind.

"I kept a bond with my parents until their death. There are other Jedi to that have done so. I think your fears are clouding your judgement and reason." Rianna was patient, and soft spoken. "is this possible?"

[member="Dux Kotass"]

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

I thought they tried to make from my parents, they said no but they came back asking. In the end I ran, as the jedi got bounty hunters attention. Maybe she was wrong all these years, may be it was just botched job by the jedi. Okay I will tell [member="Rexus Drath"] when I see him on tatooine, we meant to be going holiday there. Though I don't trust ession order, and yes my judgement may be clouded. Tears were still coming down her face, after she confessed [member="Ordo"] death was her fault. She was his bodyguard that day, and she had failed. I have to play safe side, as I don't want to have taken from me.

 

[Rianna Organa]

[member="Dux Kotass"] "Yes you should play it safe, but I do not think Jedi steal babies. Perhaps it is sith propaganda, but truly I have never stolen one, nor anyone that I know" Rianna paused now cautious still but feeling more like herself as she spoke with Sabrina.

"Perhaps this young Jedi will surprise you and be a willing father to this child, had you considered this?" Tension filled moments waited with a held breath

 

[Darth Banshee]

[member="Rianna be Ar'klim"]

Perhaps? it was not him she was worried about, it was the people he associated with. Though she had persuade her, that she should tell him and she would on tatooine. She decide is was probably time to talk about something else, ​So how is your daughter doing? She may as well learn how her family is doing, she might be able to help them, how she unsure though.

 

[Rianna Organa]

[member="Dux Kotass"]

It was likely time to change the subject, Rianna would never believe that Jedi would steal children. It was just not something she would ever accept, there would have to be hard proof, not speculation.

"My daughter Ginnie is doing wonderful. We" She paused, "I am very proud of her, have you met her?"