The Red of Sinner
Battle Sister
Good evening my fellow RPers.
Some of ya'll know me, some of ya'll don't. Some of ya'll don't have the best opinion on me, and some of ya'll do.
After reading a few things last night, and thinking long, and hard about a few other things. I have decided to change my OOC reputation around for the better. I want to be a good role model for our new writers, and make our staff members proud. Someday, yes this is a pipe dream, I would like to be on the Staff Team, but I have a long ways to reach that goal, and in order to do that, I have to change what I say OOC, and how I act OOC.
Instead of arguing with our Factory Judges, and Codex Judges, I will simply start asking what I am doing wrong, and how do I fix it. The more I dwell into that area, the more I learn, the less I have to ask, the more I can help others who want to jump into that part of the site. This is a good feeling when you can help someone getting a little deeper into the world of Star Wars Chaos, and I know see why the Staff Team is here because of that feeling.
[member="Thurion Heavenshield"] knows this, I always come to him with my questions, I find it better to ask if I can do this, or if there is a rule against that, instead of going on pulse, and getting in trouble about things, and ideas I have. This place has become a part of my life now, and thus I owe a responsibility to the site, and [member="Tefka"] as a Faction Owner, and a Writer. This started to come to me after I was given the rank of Master. I realized that somewhere out there in the Staff Team, I was respected, and appreciated. It's time I start giving that back to the board.
This also started to come hard to me when my admins, and I were discussing what to do with the Shadow Dynasty, and I started to realize, this is my mini Staff Team, I put them there for a reason, I'ma listen to them. They were right, by the way. They give the best advice in the long run.
[member="Cross Ikon"] [member="Salvor Arnex"] [member="Judas Zambrano"] [member="Kitsune"] [member="Breanna Volsh"]
[member="Darth Vitium"]
She's been so helpful lately, helping me understand the to better my writing in the force, and make better stories. She's always the first to jump on my ship submissions, and at first I gave her a hard time, and was a jerk. I'm surprised that she even lets me live in our threads. But because of her wisdom, and judging, I have become a better submitter with my ships. I understand better, what a ships needs, and what it can have. I understand this is will give it that, and that will take away this. It's awesome, and fascinating.
When I first came here I was 20, I'm only 21 now, but I have learned so much from this site, and honestly, a lot of this stuff can be applied in the real world, and that's awesome in my eyes.
So I just wanted to know, I was going to be one the best Role Models for this board, that this is my personal goal for myself as a writer, and that I love you all so very much. Thank you for all this wisdom, and thank you for putting up with me.
EDIT:
I would also like to point out [member="Dredge"] or [member="Rexus Drath"] Which ever he is on right now with. This man is why I am still here. He pushed me to keep going, and to be better. He's one of my bestest friends here, and I love him with all my heartand body.
Some of ya'll know me, some of ya'll don't. Some of ya'll don't have the best opinion on me, and some of ya'll do.
After reading a few things last night, and thinking long, and hard about a few other things. I have decided to change my OOC reputation around for the better. I want to be a good role model for our new writers, and make our staff members proud. Someday, yes this is a pipe dream, I would like to be on the Staff Team, but I have a long ways to reach that goal, and in order to do that, I have to change what I say OOC, and how I act OOC.
Instead of arguing with our Factory Judges, and Codex Judges, I will simply start asking what I am doing wrong, and how do I fix it. The more I dwell into that area, the more I learn, the less I have to ask, the more I can help others who want to jump into that part of the site. This is a good feeling when you can help someone getting a little deeper into the world of Star Wars Chaos, and I know see why the Staff Team is here because of that feeling.
[member="Thurion Heavenshield"] knows this, I always come to him with my questions, I find it better to ask if I can do this, or if there is a rule against that, instead of going on pulse, and getting in trouble about things, and ideas I have. This place has become a part of my life now, and thus I owe a responsibility to the site, and [member="Tefka"] as a Faction Owner, and a Writer. This started to come to me after I was given the rank of Master. I realized that somewhere out there in the Staff Team, I was respected, and appreciated. It's time I start giving that back to the board.
This also started to come hard to me when my admins, and I were discussing what to do with the Shadow Dynasty, and I started to realize, this is my mini Staff Team, I put them there for a reason, I'ma listen to them. They were right, by the way. They give the best advice in the long run.
[member="Cross Ikon"] [member="Salvor Arnex"] [member="Judas Zambrano"] [member="Kitsune"] [member="Breanna Volsh"]
[member="Darth Vitium"]
She's been so helpful lately, helping me understand the to better my writing in the force, and make better stories. She's always the first to jump on my ship submissions, and at first I gave her a hard time, and was a jerk. I'm surprised that she even lets me live in our threads. But because of her wisdom, and judging, I have become a better submitter with my ships. I understand better, what a ships needs, and what it can have. I understand this is will give it that, and that will take away this. It's awesome, and fascinating.
When I first came here I was 20, I'm only 21 now, but I have learned so much from this site, and honestly, a lot of this stuff can be applied in the real world, and that's awesome in my eyes.
So I just wanted to know, I was going to be one the best Role Models for this board, that this is my personal goal for myself as a writer, and that I love you all so very much. Thank you for all this wisdom, and thank you for putting up with me.
EDIT:
I would also like to point out [member="Dredge"] or [member="Rexus Drath"] Which ever he is on right now with. This man is why I am still here. He pushed me to keep going, and to be better. He's one of my bestest friends here, and I love him with all my heart
