“I’ve never met your father, all I’ve known of him was hurting your mother, and Aunt Kay hiring my Mando’ade to watch him, when he was turning foe… if you vouch for him, I will hear him out, but his choice in friends does not instil me with confidence.” A time to cry… While Yasha was not one to enjoy a good cry, on the tail end of Commenor’s defeat and Baiko’s death, Yasha sobbed in [member="Kaine Australis"]’ arms until she was dry. He held her as she shook, smoothing her hair and whispering in her ear. “We can get you training, Lori. You’ll see your family again… listen. I lived thirteen years in Hell. The place where people go, when they die, if they don’t become One with the Force, or become part of Manda. You know what I learned there?”
Hugging her son to her lap, Yasha put her other arm around [member="Loreena Arenais"]. “We never lose the ones we love. They’re always with us, beyond time, place, plane and catastrophe. Distance isn’t a deterrent, just like death isn’t. We, who follow Manda, the Collective Soul, have nothing to fear in battles, or distance or anything. The worst thing which can happen to us, is becoming part of paradise. Something the Sith are incapable of understanding, is the one thing a god told me the day he stripped my soul…
… Life wins. The act of creation can never be defeated. New life will always come of old pains. I can’t understand your world, or the Force you and Kain’ik and Adara wield. That part of me is gone.”
Ram’ika gave a saucy grin and picked up her hand, flopping it down. “I’m gonna be as tall as a tree and as strong as Baba and Ambrose! Grrr!”
“Yes you are, my little pup… oh you redecorated Kain’ik’s tent, did you? I hope you got him good. Couldn’t have happened to a more deserving guy.” Yasha grinned, then sighed and walked the mural gallery. The history of Mandalore, and recent events filtered across the murals. None of them were particularly happy, or bloodless sights. Only two, the terraforming of Mandalore, and the Wue'gi Vod Council's installation, were peaceful.
“Mandalore was only newly out of the hands of those who used us as cannon fodder, Lori. I’ve worked for years to take us away from the yokes of our oppressors. My responsibility is to my People. Commenor time and again refused to name themselves Mando’ade, and that binds my hands against outright war, unless I want to forfeit millions of my Vode. Many of my ruling council believe that the acts of Commenor were independent actions, in which we should not involve ourselves, for to do so would be to go against the Non-Aggression Pact, which keeps us safe. That removes several Clans, who could help, unless I make a war of it. I can continue to work on Carnifex to release your mother, but conflict itself is what he wants, and your father is playing directly into it. He wants compulsive and continuous battle, because he believes that alone makes the universe function. Any use of force against him will be met with harsher and more terrible consequences until everything is broken and Commenor is glass. The only way to defeat the hold on Commenor is to make the ordeal too costly, too resource heavy for the flack he would get at home. Or, make it not worth his time, so the Sith lose interest. These ideas of little battles… they only entice them. I was so close… so fething close. If only I’d gotten to the negotiations, but without your mother they never took place.”
Yasha’s eyebrow rose, she stood in front of a mural of the dead, women, infants, gnarled figures seemingly drifting through space clutching at their throats, and each other. “You don’t sound so convinced. I’ve seen what desperation does to Jetise, on Mirial, Ession, Barataria, Roche. This is the commemoration of Roche. Where Jetise and Republic villains threw Mandalorian women, children and elderly into space. Hundreds… innocent hundreds dead, for the Jedi and their… desperation. You’re asking me to trust the same people who did this, who murdered my people in their Dominion, who refused to allow my and Adara’s rescue on Barataria. Without Jaster’s timely appearance, Adara and I would be dead, all for the Jetise. For those, who hate us, distrust us, vilify the actions of my government to maintain independence from all others. I love your mother, I love Commenor, but going to war with Kaine Zambrano would mean destroying the peace I won my People, and we have only recently recovered from our own cataclysm.
For you, I will meet with your father, but I will not slaughter millions of my people, for a foreign campaign led by those who would murder and distrust us. Those who once joined with others that murdered my People now ask for my help… I will see Aunt Kay freed, Lori. The most effective way I can, but every whisper of rebellious action isn’t helping me petition Carnifex for your mother’s and peoples’ freedom. I will do what I can and I will help you to Sabarene, where you will be safe, where you will learn even more. There is a temple on that desert world, one where Kain’ik trains. Go there… but not yet. I have more I can do for you… and perhaps you can convince me, yet.”