Binary
Almost Human
Or almost everyone.
Down in the depth of Coruscant, you rarely saw the night’s sky, rarely saw the sun. It was a perpetual twilight, the weak sunlight that managed to filter down through the sub-levels mixed with the lights of buildings and vehicles. It was a gloom that seemed to not just wrap around you but seep into your very bones. It could be seen in the attitude of the inhabitants of the levels, eyes down, shoulders hunched as they scurried from building to building. As they scurried like bugs running from the light.
It was no small wonder that the law here was…stretched. The Coruscanti Police Force rarely if ever showed their faces here. Instead, law, justice, was the provenance of the various gangs that called the underworld home. Justice here was a balancing act, power and influence, wars fought overhead and in the streets. It had been this way for millennia, an unsteady peace paid for in the blood of the innocent. Their lives, their dreams, ground up as chaff beneath the gangs need for notoriety and power.
A fist clenched, the actuators below her skin almost silent, if you didn’t know you were looking at a droid there was nothing to give her away. But she knew. Silver-blue eyes glanced up at the sky, at the speeders soaring overhead. She was starting to forget, forget what it felt like to feel the warmth of the sun kissing your skin. The feeling of wind pulling at your hair, or the warmth of someone else’s smile.
She was forgetting what it was like to be human.
She could still remember her father, remember the feeling of the hug when she’d shown him the report card with all As. The warmth of his smile when he took her to get ice-cream, the feeling of annoyance and happiness as he reached out to ruffle her hair.
It was a talisman, an anchor she could hold onto, but she was losing that too. She couldn’t remember what he smelt like, those little inflexions in his voice that said so much about a person. She could remember one thing though. He wanted his friends his community to be better, he’d wanted her to be better.
She’d let him down, had run right into the gang-life he’d tried to protect her from and how well had that ended up for her? But, maybe she could accomplish another wish, maybe that way she wouldn’t feel his ghost glaring at her.
Silver eyes dropped down to stare at the warehouse she’d been watching, the roaming patrols of guards and droids wandering around it. It was a small thing, a minor gang that held a thin slice of territory and owed their fealty to the larger gangs. It was only a chip off a stone block that seemed to be gigantic.
But it was a chip. Every journey began with a step.
Shoulders hunched, eyes down and collar hunched up. Just another worker scurrying along, doing her best to get by without being seen. Sticking to the shadows and wending her way closer. One step in front of another, a small step to start a journey, to bring down a gang. Unseen eyes blazed with fury. A first step to her revenge.
Amara Zarides