Invictus
Roman sat alone at a small table in the bustling mess hall of the Jedi Temple, the hum of conversation and clinking of utensils swirling around him like a distant storm. He leaned over his datapad, the luminous screen illuminating his angular features. His heart raced in anticipation; he was supposed to be meeting Anneliese for lunch today, their usual midday escape from the disciplined life of a Jedi.
But as he scrolled through messages, excitement quickly dulled into dismay. A new alert flashed sedately against the backdrop of his other notifications--a message from his parents on Serenno. Roman's heart sank as he opened it. The message outlined details of an impending visit home, stating that a transport would arrive for him the next day. Already, his parents had cleared this absence with the Jedi Council, it seemed he was expected to comply.
With every word he read, a swell of anxiety began to rise within him, knotting his stomach. He could envision his father's stern expression, could hear the weight of propriety in his voice as he spoke of family honor and responsibilities. Roman's father had always held lofty expectations; expectation weighed heavily like the burden of a lightsaber on his hip. Dread seeped into his thoughts, drowning out the vibrant image of Anneliese's smile that danced in the corners of his mind.
He had hoped to share yet another passionate conversation over lunch today--either reliving their harrowing adventure weeks ago on Qiilura where they faced that strange, almost mythical entity, or perhaps exchanging dreams and aspirations they dared to share away from the council's watchful eyes. Instead, he felt the walls of his life constricting around him, the noise of the hall fading into a muffled echo in his ears as he pressed his fingers against his temples.
Roman bit his lip, fighting back the swell of frustration and anxiety. The swift switch of emotions was almost overwhelming, how could he be expected to concentrate on anything other than this sudden obligation? His heart was torn between the call of family demands and the delicate thrill of young love that felt so right.
The echoes of laughter and the comforting aroma of lunch being served lingered in the air like distant reminders of a world he felt increasingly disconnected from. He let out a heavy sigh, feeling a sense of isolation creep in, a feeling that reminded him far too much of his childhood on Serenno. Would he be locked into another round of formal discussions about the family's legacy? Another reminder of how he should behave and what paths he should follow?
"I can't believe I have to go back…" he muttered under his breath, half hoping Anneliese would arrive to hear him speak his worries, grounding him back to his choices and the path of a Jedi. He tried to focus, his thoughts racing back to the touch of her hand, the glimmer in her eyes, the thrill of being alive in the moment they shared. They had faced danger together, after all--surely the strength they found within that embrace could buoy him against this new tide.
Just as the tension inside him began to settle, he glanced back to the entrance of the mess hall. He willed for Anneliese to walk in, to break through this cloud of anxiety with her warmth and laughter.
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