Equilibrium Constant Auditing

[Janick Beauchamp]

"There could be a number of mechanisms that could lead to my mental liabilities going up but there are only two ways for my mental equity to go down: I don't think the mental equivalents of retained earnings or contributed capital would just disappear so it has to be either some sort of treasury stock or a drop in outstanding share value"

"There's something wrong with you, Janick: why did it take you so long to identify just how could your mental equity go down?" Griet asked.

"Between D'Qar and Vergesso, where I suffered from similar problems to those I lived through on Utapau, I had a few memories resurface. Remember when I said that, as much as your mind was an open book for liquids mining, and, in fact, mining in general, and their economics thereof, mine was an open book for alcohol brewing under the same provisos. I never told you as to why such was the case because no one ever asked about it until that night in a D'Qar bar"

"You know I'm trained as a mining engineer but one of the big reasons I like operating in ORC space is because I don't need licensure. So what is it then?"

"I dropped out from chemical engineering when Directive 12 came, but I got as far as third year or so"

Griet's words regarding a neuropsychological evaluation were flashing in Janick's head: Do [get a fresh viewpoint], and be prepared to explain your issues, as well as what contributed to those issues and their side effects, at any level of detail you can conjure. Don't hesitate to be transparent: any withheld information may also mean withholding a possible key to the cure or at least coping with it if it ends up being incurable. Yes, she needed help, yes, she had issues. But she knew precisely one person from whom she couldn't exactly get it, it was a blonde human on a hoverchair that Jessica [Med-Beq] found out that she was actually so unreliable not even Geonosians would even trust her for anything medical, and it took a neuropsychological evaluation for that to occur. So she sent a message to a would-be resource that she would think would be likely to be fresh enough to satisfy her needs for mental health. Since it had nothing to do with the business of alchemy, she used the ORC letterhead and, with it, the closing, not suspecting that Janick is the only starfighter pilot serving in the NIMB unless either Griet or Leastre (a.k.a. T-account) were appointed to it:

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ATTN: [member="Celiana"]

I believe I have become increasingly unhinged or deranged by the day since Dagobah, with visions constantly flashing in my head and my mind getting overloaded so easily. That, even though my flashbacks aren't always related to Dagobah, or even combat sorties in general. If I can't get help for my issues soon, I believe I won't be able to fly as effectively in the air or in space as I used to pre-Dagobah. Please let me know what works for you.

Cpt. Janick Beauchamp
Head of Venture Capital and Futures
ORC Navy Investment Management Board

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[Celiana]

When my comm messages lit up on my datapad I thought it likely to be Andorreth. When I checked it.....Well....surprised may be an understatement. A request for mental health assistance for a Captain Janick Beauchamp. Fancy title and ORC Navy investment board. Hmmmmm.....my medical experience was essentially combat and crisis level medicine. Now unhinged or deranged were intriguing terms more for the fact that it was a self evaluation. I'd heard of certain people though who stored too much memory though that certain memories took a different sort of toll. Tapping out a response I wrote "Captain Janick Beauchamp, I have incredibly limited experience with medicine however I'd be intrigued to see if I could be of any service. Where were you wishing to meet? I've heard tell of specific healing remedies on the world of Kasshhyyk that may be of aid but I am flexible."

Sending the message I made my way to The Morrigan and began prepping to make a flight to meet this woman. We'd see if I was even able to help her, I certainly hoped I'd be able to do so...

[member="Janick Beauchamp"]

 

[Janick Beauchamp]

Janick knew that, in fact, a self-evaluation was not something she ought to immediately get treatment for. Plus there was only one reason why she had to use ORC official letterhead to make an appointment for external care: bureaucracy. She hated it much like any other pilot under her command did, but she had no choice. Especially since the use of official letterhead would allow the message to be traced. An unending flow of memories, of flashbacks, but not consistent with FU-PTSD, was her lot in a day-to-day basis, and very few visions were of a premonitory nature. A perfect memory may sound nice to some, but I know it is not so nice because my mind gets overloaded very, very easily, and yet I know my memory is a lot better than the average FU's. But perfect memory? I am not sure at this point, but I know that someone's perfect memory may not be good enough for it to become pathological, she thought. But getting her to meet [member="Celiana"] away from ORC-land was a time-consuming proposition. So the answer to Celiana would say the following to her:

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I'm more than willing to get out of there for medical issues, but Monastery perhaps?

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