Marionn L'sa
Echani
Participants: [member="Hayato"], Marionn L'sa
Location: Obsidian Sanctum upon Roon (Little has changed from the days of Templar; function remains the same).
There had to be but one thing worse than the monotony of routine; the monotony of routine after one had decided to do something about it. Within the mostly barren training yards (the sun had hidden its face beyond the lush horizon of Roon, and most sensible people had turned in for an evening meal and a bit of relaxation), one girl span through a number of forms in seemingly the blink of an eye. The strength of frustration, it seemed was formidable indeed.
Marionn's meeting with Djonas had appeared so promising, one that might have finally pushed her forward into the realms of becoming someone, at the very least. She couldn't quite place where she had lost her stride, where she'd just felt that... disconnect. At any rate, he wasn't the one to train her, and here she was, stuck again in limbo. How cruel was fate, to simply snatch away hope without a second thought, as if one's life was just an amusing game to toy with. As she thought about how much longer it would take to find another suitable candidate for her lackluster skills, she felt the force begin to bolster her movements, sliding in to correct her otherwise hasty maneuvers and provide a supple strength that she found she adored; it was a feeling she could now identify, but she couldn't figure out how to draw upon it on command.
The momentary delight she felt was enough to carry her through a few more figures, but she found the strength quickly fading the moment it was no longer actively needed. With an exasperated sigh, she drew herself into a tense resting stance and closed her eyes, feeling sweat trickle down her back.
'C'mon, Mer. Even toddlers can push and pull with the force. What's wrong with you?' She thought, gripping the wooden staff in her hands tight enough to feel the harsh edges of the intricate carvings dig into her palms. It was absolutely maddening, the entire predicament. If only she could just set her feet along the right path, she knew she could be content with more set-backs and failure, but to stumble even before she'd begun? It felt like any steps she took now were on a treadmill, and she simply couldn't find a way off.
As frustrated as she was, she'd failed to notice she had company within the training yard, another lone soul that thought dinner ought to wait.
Location: Obsidian Sanctum upon Roon (Little has changed from the days of Templar; function remains the same).
There had to be but one thing worse than the monotony of routine; the monotony of routine after one had decided to do something about it. Within the mostly barren training yards (the sun had hidden its face beyond the lush horizon of Roon, and most sensible people had turned in for an evening meal and a bit of relaxation), one girl span through a number of forms in seemingly the blink of an eye. The strength of frustration, it seemed was formidable indeed.
Marionn's meeting with Djonas had appeared so promising, one that might have finally pushed her forward into the realms of becoming someone, at the very least. She couldn't quite place where she had lost her stride, where she'd just felt that... disconnect. At any rate, he wasn't the one to train her, and here she was, stuck again in limbo. How cruel was fate, to simply snatch away hope without a second thought, as if one's life was just an amusing game to toy with. As she thought about how much longer it would take to find another suitable candidate for her lackluster skills, she felt the force begin to bolster her movements, sliding in to correct her otherwise hasty maneuvers and provide a supple strength that she found she adored; it was a feeling she could now identify, but she couldn't figure out how to draw upon it on command.
The momentary delight she felt was enough to carry her through a few more figures, but she found the strength quickly fading the moment it was no longer actively needed. With an exasperated sigh, she drew herself into a tense resting stance and closed her eyes, feeling sweat trickle down her back.
'C'mon, Mer. Even toddlers can push and pull with the force. What's wrong with you?' She thought, gripping the wooden staff in her hands tight enough to feel the harsh edges of the intricate carvings dig into her palms. It was absolutely maddening, the entire predicament. If only she could just set her feet along the right path, she knew she could be content with more set-backs and failure, but to stumble even before she'd begun? It felt like any steps she took now were on a treadmill, and she simply couldn't find a way off.
As frustrated as she was, she'd failed to notice she had company within the training yard, another lone soul that thought dinner ought to wait.