WolfMortum
OOC Account
Lothal,
Galactic Alliance Space,
The Outer Rim Territories.
He had visited this world once before though back then he hadn't come alone. He had been among a team of his fellow Disciples lead by the Knights of Ren in an attempt to secure supplies from a discovered cave system holding crystals akin to those they utilized in their lightsabers. Their infiltration had been a success, they had come in under the guise of a merchant vessel and then proceeded by swoop or speeder to their intended destination where they had then entered the caves only to discover that they hadn't been alone, the Jedi too were there. It had been a case of bad luck he had thought back then, and yet now he was glad to have experienced it.
This particular stunt of his had not been sanctioned by his superiors back on Virgillia, the Bastion of Ren had been a place of isolation of late where he had pulled into himself and excluded the majority of his peers, instead trying to reason with himself his place among them. His faith in what the First Order could achieve was without a doubt, bordering on devout, yet he was not convinced in himself and those questions had pushed him to a place of great instability. His life as a Jedi before the Knights of Ren had been brought to a savage end by the Sith, they of whom had captured, tortured and humiliated him for years before it had been members of the Galactic Alliance themselves who had attacked the Sith and in doing so, set him free. They had not known of him nor did either side pay any tribute to the other, Brennan had secured a ride off world to Svivren and found only the ashes of his past. In his loss, his desperation had led him to the First Order and though things might be different now, back then they had taken him in readily, already stripped of all that had been behind him, broken and ready to be built anew in the image of the Supreme Leaders will.
Having gone through so much and having achieved so little, he had come to a conclusion. If he was to be of any use to the First Order then he would have to prove himself first and foremost to himself, that in doing so, nothing else might break him again.
Lothal City, the capital of the world. It was here that the public transport would descend upon the world, Brennan disembarking along with numerous other civilian personnel. He carried no bag and held only the belongings he needed in order to protect himself. His lightsaber of which was buried on the inside of his black jacket left open at the front, the hilt clipped to the pocket on the inner left while his Dirk, the steel weapon was buried within his right boot, strapped securely to his leg, the hilt of the large knife left free for a quick draw given the right situation. His attire was nothing one might expect of a member of the Order of Ren, which of course was the sole purpose of disguising himself as any other typical sentient life-form here, to be able to blend in and leave the First Order out of his business there entirely. Secrecy in their line of work was of a top priority, and too part of his personal mission, his objective if you will. If he were to test himself, to determine for example if he truly was capable of holding the title of a disciple under their ranks, then he would need to show the appropriate temperament, no matter what situation might pass him by; giving up any information of the First Order, of Virgillia or their personnel for example would in his mind be a failure worthy of death. His loyalty had become so embedded, to the point of being mentally unhealthy for him, that he was willing to risk his own life before he would be willing to risk the secrets of their Order; After-all, he was nothing to them. Not yet. Not until he had earned that right.
The City streets were busied, surprisingly so for one who had been kept up in the Bastion with so little contact to the people outside of his own tormenting company. As he moved with a portion of the crowd, he found himself glancing from one figure to the other, his mind racing with anxiety yet too the excitement that came with being in a potentially dangerous environment. Unless things had changed since he had last ventured out on a mission, he was here behind enemy lines so to speak and that held potential that caused a corner of his mouth to twist into a faint half-smirk. It was the first step, and he had set himself further expectations to fulfill before he would return to Virgillia. Personal training was the goal here, through conditions that were meant to test himself, to push himself to his limit if he could. A fine line between reaching your physical peak and biting off more than you could chew, yet he had come this far and turning back wasn't an option for him.
This was only day one of twenty eight and he still had yet to make his presence here known. How he might achieve this, had yet to reach him. While keeping his affiliation to the Knights of Ren out of this endeavor, his goal was not to remain undetected but quite the opposite; in the month that he aimed to spend there on the world of Lothal, he too planned to attract all the wrong kind of attention, that he might be forced either into a fight or if too much for him to take on, be forced to evade his pursuers yet not leave the world, to up the ante and to challenge all that he'd learned thus far.
Galactic Alliance Space,
The Outer Rim Territories.
He had visited this world once before though back then he hadn't come alone. He had been among a team of his fellow Disciples lead by the Knights of Ren in an attempt to secure supplies from a discovered cave system holding crystals akin to those they utilized in their lightsabers. Their infiltration had been a success, they had come in under the guise of a merchant vessel and then proceeded by swoop or speeder to their intended destination where they had then entered the caves only to discover that they hadn't been alone, the Jedi too were there. It had been a case of bad luck he had thought back then, and yet now he was glad to have experienced it.
This particular stunt of his had not been sanctioned by his superiors back on Virgillia, the Bastion of Ren had been a place of isolation of late where he had pulled into himself and excluded the majority of his peers, instead trying to reason with himself his place among them. His faith in what the First Order could achieve was without a doubt, bordering on devout, yet he was not convinced in himself and those questions had pushed him to a place of great instability. His life as a Jedi before the Knights of Ren had been brought to a savage end by the Sith, they of whom had captured, tortured and humiliated him for years before it had been members of the Galactic Alliance themselves who had attacked the Sith and in doing so, set him free. They had not known of him nor did either side pay any tribute to the other, Brennan had secured a ride off world to Svivren and found only the ashes of his past. In his loss, his desperation had led him to the First Order and though things might be different now, back then they had taken him in readily, already stripped of all that had been behind him, broken and ready to be built anew in the image of the Supreme Leaders will.
Having gone through so much and having achieved so little, he had come to a conclusion. If he was to be of any use to the First Order then he would have to prove himself first and foremost to himself, that in doing so, nothing else might break him again.
Lothal City, the capital of the world. It was here that the public transport would descend upon the world, Brennan disembarking along with numerous other civilian personnel. He carried no bag and held only the belongings he needed in order to protect himself. His lightsaber of which was buried on the inside of his black jacket left open at the front, the hilt clipped to the pocket on the inner left while his Dirk, the steel weapon was buried within his right boot, strapped securely to his leg, the hilt of the large knife left free for a quick draw given the right situation. His attire was nothing one might expect of a member of the Order of Ren, which of course was the sole purpose of disguising himself as any other typical sentient life-form here, to be able to blend in and leave the First Order out of his business there entirely. Secrecy in their line of work was of a top priority, and too part of his personal mission, his objective if you will. If he were to test himself, to determine for example if he truly was capable of holding the title of a disciple under their ranks, then he would need to show the appropriate temperament, no matter what situation might pass him by; giving up any information of the First Order, of Virgillia or their personnel for example would in his mind be a failure worthy of death. His loyalty had become so embedded, to the point of being mentally unhealthy for him, that he was willing to risk his own life before he would be willing to risk the secrets of their Order; After-all, he was nothing to them. Not yet. Not until he had earned that right.
The City streets were busied, surprisingly so for one who had been kept up in the Bastion with so little contact to the people outside of his own tormenting company. As he moved with a portion of the crowd, he found himself glancing from one figure to the other, his mind racing with anxiety yet too the excitement that came with being in a potentially dangerous environment. Unless things had changed since he had last ventured out on a mission, he was here behind enemy lines so to speak and that held potential that caused a corner of his mouth to twist into a faint half-smirk. It was the first step, and he had set himself further expectations to fulfill before he would return to Virgillia. Personal training was the goal here, through conditions that were meant to test himself, to push himself to his limit if he could. A fine line between reaching your physical peak and biting off more than you could chew, yet he had come this far and turning back wasn't an option for him.
This was only day one of twenty eight and he still had yet to make his presence here known. How he might achieve this, had yet to reach him. While keeping his affiliation to the Knights of Ren out of this endeavor, his goal was not to remain undetected but quite the opposite; in the month that he aimed to spend there on the world of Lothal, he too planned to attract all the wrong kind of attention, that he might be forced either into a fight or if too much for him to take on, be forced to evade his pursuers yet not leave the world, to up the ante and to challenge all that he'd learned thus far.