Blake Morrigan
The Nightraven
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyctTU_0FiM
“Sometimes a god must allow what he hates to accomplish that which he loves.”
They scream, screaming ever still. Louder, louder and louder their screaming grows in manic spires of tenacity. I am running, running but where? My heart is pounding against my chest, readily to rip through my bones if it could beat any faster, any harder. I am running but I do not know where, and I feel them coming. I can feel them coming. So I run. My legs are burning, engulfed in hellish fires of Tartarus scorned by Hades. His face flashes by in an instance, my heart skips a beat out of terrorized fear. Wicked grin stretched across black lips with chilled whispers of beckoning demise. Run, run faster – faster and faster. Where am I going? My body is on fire.
There is a presence surrounding black void chasm with watchful eyes staring all around. Silence be-weds in white noise of nothingness in maddening hum. Pools of Amethyst unravel beneath dark lashes, quickly shut tight by the burning, sharp pains of migraine fever. Heart beat drums within her ears beneath the silence, breath weighted upon fearful stir. This pain came swiftly, and yet knew not why. Stomach churns in nausea, as she stares emptily into the void of her own reality. Intestinal burning forces yellow bile from emptied abdomen to vomit from her jowls What in the seven hells-- Mind racing, effortless Blake trying to combine two and two but could never find the answer of four. Fear lamented her shoulders. Her voice did not carry an echo trapped in a nothingness.
You are weak. Pathetic. Usssselesssss.
You
Will
Fail
No Matter How Hard You Try
Serpentine hiss growled in many as if several entities surrounded her body. Disillusion and hallucinations triggered further scaling her schizoid madness. Gasp hitched from dark lips, golden eyes flashing like embers in the night as they staggered within her sockets trying to decide which way to run but -… her body did not move. Lips parted to speak yet no words were able to expel from her breath, tongue-tied and twisted.
And then...reality bled back through. A pair of fingers inches from her face as they snapped audibly within her ears. Jumping a bit and flicking her gaze upward at the lunch lady who seemed rather bothered.
"Ya gonna get something or ya gonna stand there like a karkin droid?" She asked abruptly, making Blake glance back down to see the selection of trays given to the academy acolytes...
It was happening again...the daymares...random lapses with reality that seemed to real, so vivid that she could not distinguish them from reality. They were becoming more frequent and much more debilitating than before...especially since her training had begun. The runic markings along her left arm would whisper to her...deliver upon her body pain so incomprehensible that she often had to lock herself away just to deal with the pain.
Still, it seemed as if she was causing quite the hold up. Thus she simply grabbed the nearest tray and continued down the line as she muttered an apology quietly. Moving away from the line and making her way towards one of the empty tables and taking a seat...brushing her tray aside and burying her face into her hands and taking a deep, deep breath. Rubbing her eyes violently before looking up through the sloppy strands of hair strung within her visage.
She just needed to settle down...eventually the voices and the pain would subside...after all, nothing last forever.
Right?
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