Throwing Hands
Location: Naboo
Outfit: Jedi Attire
Equipment: Crossguard Lightsaber, Hydrangea Moonblade (concealed)
Tag:
Adeline Noctua
The fight with Carnifex and Quintessa. The constant nightmares. The fact that her skills were not enough to keep other safe. It was all too much. Lily couldn't stand it anymore, she couldn't handle spinning all these plates constantly and never feeling safe to rest.
The nightmares had to stop.
Lily couldn't handle the way they prevented a full rest, she was initially took it in her stride and was working on herself, her training when she would wake from the vivid nightmarish dreams she suffered with. However, the toll it was taking her was getting more and more. Her patience thinned and her tolerance of others in her personal space was getting less. Lily was snapping at people, at those she cared about because her brain was so tired. But it wasn't just the tiredness, it was also the issue of the events lately weighed on her heavily. If she could rest for a moment, get a relief from it all to then process what happened.
Perhaps then she could stop blaming herself for everything bad that happened on the Mors Mon.
Perhaps then she could try moving forward.
So, during a night where she had awoken from a pretty gruesome nightmare, Lily had conducted some research on what she had encountered. The monstrous being that had placed a curse on her, that stole her dreams from her. She spun a pen between her fingers as she looked over the notes that she had on the encounter as well as the data she had gathered from accessing the archives on Naboo as well what the Galactic Alliance had in their archives. She was snacking on a breakfast bar as she read up on a ritual that held potential in destroying the curse. The results sounded positive and it involved purging the curse with the power of the Light Side. Lily was just unsure if she had the strength in the Force to do that. Her Force powers were always the weakest part of her Jedi training.
Drawing the lines on the ground, Lily muttered that this was likely going to fail like the couple of other attempts she made had before.
Sitting in the circle of her lines and lettering, Lily focused and meditated. Connecting with the Force, she poured her energies into the sigils that she made. Letting them glow with the blue light of the Force. "I expel you demon." Lily growled deeply as she attempted to burn the curse away with the Force.
Outfit: Jedi Attire
Equipment: Crossguard Lightsaber, Hydrangea Moonblade (concealed)
Tag:

The fight with Carnifex and Quintessa. The constant nightmares. The fact that her skills were not enough to keep other safe. It was all too much. Lily couldn't stand it anymore, she couldn't handle spinning all these plates constantly and never feeling safe to rest.
The nightmares had to stop.
Lily couldn't handle the way they prevented a full rest, she was initially took it in her stride and was working on herself, her training when she would wake from the vivid nightmarish dreams she suffered with. However, the toll it was taking her was getting more and more. Her patience thinned and her tolerance of others in her personal space was getting less. Lily was snapping at people, at those she cared about because her brain was so tired. But it wasn't just the tiredness, it was also the issue of the events lately weighed on her heavily. If she could rest for a moment, get a relief from it all to then process what happened.
Perhaps then she could stop blaming herself for everything bad that happened on the Mors Mon.
Perhaps then she could try moving forward.
So, during a night where she had awoken from a pretty gruesome nightmare, Lily had conducted some research on what she had encountered. The monstrous being that had placed a curse on her, that stole her dreams from her. She spun a pen between her fingers as she looked over the notes that she had on the encounter as well as the data she had gathered from accessing the archives on Naboo as well what the Galactic Alliance had in their archives. She was snacking on a breakfast bar as she read up on a ritual that held potential in destroying the curse. The results sounded positive and it involved purging the curse with the power of the Light Side. Lily was just unsure if she had the strength in the Force to do that. Her Force powers were always the weakest part of her Jedi training.
Drawing the lines on the ground, Lily muttered that this was likely going to fail like the couple of other attempts she made had before.
Sitting in the circle of her lines and lettering, Lily focused and meditated. Connecting with the Force, she poured her energies into the sigils that she made. Letting them glow with the blue light of the Force. "I expel you demon." Lily growled deeply as she attempted to burn the curse away with the Force.