Burn. Burden. Maybe Drane, no, the Sith within the Thyrsian, simply wanted to take this woman into his grip right there and then. Maybe, underneath his courteous surface, he just wanted to break her, take his frustration out on her; in defiance of this island, in hatred and rage and with vengeance.
He might have ripped her shirt as much as her words, torn the necklace of Thorne, but that wasn’t some beast within him to think of the action. No, he sensed she wanted this, wanted him, or was it his imagination? Whatever the case, Drane didn’t, wouldn’t, couldn’t, shouldn’t give into the violence within his mind. He was better than it. She was better than him.
If Adalee Thorne’s face was a painting, it was no mirror image of his own. No reflection of the person within the bone. Drane’s was broken, faded, like dying firelight whose embers were cast aside, and ashen as a grey welkin blinded by sunlight. Mindless, those were his words, his thoughts, but not his eyes.
Hers was not the face of a sculpture, as if chiseled by some sculptor. No painter had taken a paintbrush to stroke those splendid notes. No, her countenance was simply the product of her parents; coincidence, chance, but that was no less something to recognize and not look past. In her eyes. In her lips.
Beauty was in the eyes of the beholder.
Adalee Thorne.
And, if this is the last woman Drane T’keen will ever kiss, ever embrace, ever take in with his own irises, then damn this island to oblivion, because this moment was bliss.
Emotions, not tenets.
Feelings, not creeds.
A bird flies overhead.
A curse and a death.
Fear. Anger. Sadness. Hesitation. Regret.
Peace is a lie. There is only passion.
Loneliness. Disgust. Envy. Shame. Aversion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Surprise. Joy. Contentment. Calmness. Amusement.
Through strength, I gain power.
Pleasure. Pride. Relief. Gratitude. Acceptance.
Through power, I gain victory.
Love.
Through victory my chains are broken.
Darkness.
The Force shall free me.
Yet damn the Sith to begin with.
As emotions exploded between this man and woman in moments, erupted like the fury lurking within a volcano, words of feelings and creeds raced within Drane’s lonely mind like a violin's crescendo, yet he listened only to the wind, to the breeze on his skin, and not to notions of emotions or factions ever irrelevant.
It didn’t make sense. Sense wasn’t intended. Just like this ship that had crashed on this island. So Drane, in these seconds that flew by like skyward birds, didn’t pay attention to his own thoughts. They were for naught. Instead, he focused on his heartbeat, zoned in on his lips, as they matched those of his companion.
Adalee tilted her head, giving into him, and the galaxy pay witness that this was not of a woman given to weakness. Neither to Drane as a man. Simply to two persons in a passionate kiss, and kriff the universe if it didn’t give its consent. They didn’t need blessings or forgiveness. They had
strength.
They wanted. They bought in. They got it. They took the pages of bravery’s nakedness, like waves in the night or under the sunlight, and were not daunted by the tide.
Like the bird in the tree, or the lion on the mountain’s edge, they leapt. Gently into that good night, eyes into eyes, open or closed, for their senses became like limbs intertwined.
As given, his hand on her cheek, his thumb cradling her cheekbone as if to kiss it all on its own, she planted her hand at his neck, but to call this affection would be an understatement. This was passion, this was lust, for him if not for her, but much and more. This was the burn of desire, yes, and the curve of a warrior whose blood burst for something higher...
No, they weren’t so alone. Though there were others in their presence, persons wounded or unconscious, even conscious of them in their midst, they mattered as much as the wind as it passed between black strands of a woman’s hair, silver black curls of a man’s, so gone and lost in this world.
They were shells; the fractured remnants of pearls that once sang and glowed but now rang out so hollow at the bottom of the ocean. Though the denizens of this island were so exposed in the open, and the sun did shine on their faces as it did this man and woman, they were vacant visages, empty, for their pain and hate, their love and hope for tomorrow, did not matter to this Thyrsian.
Only one person mattered. Only one woman. Only her. Only Adalee Thorne.
So, Drane, encouraged by her fingers, enticed by her lips, emboldened by her whisper like a Sith’s silent speech, shifted his fingers from her cheek to her neck. His hand slid gently, cradling her throat, only to squeeze in, firmly, but not so as to choke.
Where the moments go, who knows? His other hand reached up though, fingers slipping into her hair, like feathers in the wind, black as a raven in the shimmer of sunlit golden. He slid his hand up to her head, the top of her skull, not to crush it but simply to hold it in his grip. He was no musician, but he did drum his fingers on her bone, embarking without fear on this journey where Adalee’s skin was like fire, her lips like embers.
He kissed, didn't let go, no matter his need to breathe.
She was his, he was hers. Nothing else mattered.
Let the darkest depths take them.
Drane would drink his full.
To the pull of death.
Adalee Thorne