Jacen Voidstalker
Failure Is Not Fatal
[member="Quinn Byrne"]
Jacen was daunted by the prospect of what he had ahead of him today. So far he'd busied himself with personal training whenever he'd had time away from the front lines. Time was spent in the gym, in the training halls deep in the bowels of the temple, or meditating in the gardens with [member="Adele Adonai"].
Being a Marshal was something of an excuse to focus on operational work. Even after all the time he'd spent coming to terms with his past failures, taking on padawans and training them himself terrified him. If he fethed up it was other lives he was putting at risk. Them again, that was always the way. If they failed to halt the Sith billions of lives were at risk. Perhaps it was the number of times that [member="Nubica Felidae"] had stubbornly followed him into the most dangerous of situations that made him realise he had to do the best he could by others and let them choose what risks to take.
Not that he wouldn't be disappointing people today. Apparently a new recruit needed to be shown how to use a blade from first principles. Often the younglings were desperate to get their hands on a saber and start swinging it around. As Jacen found a space in the gardens near the edge of the floating biome he put down his gear: two sparring sticks and a datapad with diagrams of the basic forms of Shii Cho.
Near the outer rim where the solarium glasteel met the base of the biome they would be afforded a fantastic view of the sun rising from behind the obsidian spires of the eastern mountain range.
Jacen was daunted by the prospect of what he had ahead of him today. So far he'd busied himself with personal training whenever he'd had time away from the front lines. Time was spent in the gym, in the training halls deep in the bowels of the temple, or meditating in the gardens with [member="Adele Adonai"].
Being a Marshal was something of an excuse to focus on operational work. Even after all the time he'd spent coming to terms with his past failures, taking on padawans and training them himself terrified him. If he fethed up it was other lives he was putting at risk. Them again, that was always the way. If they failed to halt the Sith billions of lives were at risk. Perhaps it was the number of times that [member="Nubica Felidae"] had stubbornly followed him into the most dangerous of situations that made him realise he had to do the best he could by others and let them choose what risks to take.
Not that he wouldn't be disappointing people today. Apparently a new recruit needed to be shown how to use a blade from first principles. Often the younglings were desperate to get their hands on a saber and start swinging it around. As Jacen found a space in the gardens near the edge of the floating biome he put down his gear: two sparring sticks and a datapad with diagrams of the basic forms of Shii Cho.
Near the outer rim where the solarium glasteel met the base of the biome they would be afforded a fantastic view of the sun rising from behind the obsidian spires of the eastern mountain range.