The Admiralty
Fringe Confederation
Wild Space
Bakura
Salis D’aar
[member="Misha Alkaev"]
Sometimes you ain’t sure what you got until you lose it, it’s one of those natural order things. A rule which constantly infringes upon your daily lives without you even realizing it, until you actually lose it that is, then you are cursing all over the place and searching for someone to blame. I think it’s a testament to humanity that nobody stops to think and consider that maybe… just maybe they were the ones at fault, nobody tries to put the blame on themselves. Ain’t how they operate, ain’t how the world spins it’s course.
I wasn’t an exception to this rule, somewhere deep inside of me I had a feeling it was my own fault, but alcohol and the slight buzz of the cigarro in my mouth made me forget all about this realization. Instead I sought my solace in the common arms of vice and… well… more vice. What was it I lost you ask? It’s a good question, but it’s not the right one, savvy? The right question would be… what haven’t I lost and when will I lose it anyway?
To be fair, I was at the top of my game. I got billions of credits to spent, courtesy of Santhe Corporation and my cushy position as the High Lord of Homeland Security. I had power too, again courtesy of both positions I mentioned a sentence ago. Women? Check. Alcohol? Double check. Smokes? Check, check and check. Didn’t mean I was happy. Hadn’t been happy ever since I forced myself back into existence, ever since I had fled that place in the Netherworld.
Wasn’t really sad either though, I just… didn’t feel a damn thing and this was starting to bug me just a tinsy tady bit. I remember my life before my untimely death and resurrection, like a damn water painting though. It was all foggy, misty and half of the time I don’t even understand why I did what I did. No feelings means just that, you are only left with pure reason and instinct.
Both are extremes on the opposite side of the scale, and both are trying to pull me in this direction or that. No feelings to restrain myself, you dig? So I gotta reason with myself, talk it over as if I am my own psychologist. Ain’t a fancy start to the day, when you ask yourself if it wouldn’t be a good idea to implement a new Law where everyone needs to get a tracking chip. From a pure logical standpoint it was a brilliant idea, but the echo in the back of my head was shaking it’s head so furiously that even I understood that there were issues with it. This sort of thing keeps nagging at my brain, every damn time, makes a man mad I tell ya.
Hence why I was here, the Confederation didn’t have a lot of places where you could just hang out and get yourself a beer. Part of it was where we were located, Wild Space, monsters in the night and monsters during daylight. We ain’t in the possession of planets like Coruscant, big citywide scapes where you can roam around at your leisure drinking until you are finally drunk enough to forget all that was happening. Still, we had Bakura. Sargon had been doing right by that planet, I am telling ya.
So here I was somewhere in the more seedy part of Salis D’aar, capital of Bakura, a random bar hidden away in the angles of the twisted alleyways. Just the way I like it, the men were rough, the women were ugly and all of ‘em wanted to take me out back, cut my throat and take the cash that was on me. Could feel it. The eyes piercing into my back, trying to measure my worth and see if they can take me.
Couldn’t even remember the name of the place, started with an A or maybe it was an O. Didn’t really care either, I sat at the bar and stared into the depths of my alcoholic beverage. These were the times, I tell ya, the times where you remember yourself again. Remember what it was all about again.
“Give me another one, and leave the bottle ‘ere, mate.”
Some of ‘em folks were grumbling, they knew I didn’t belong here. Hadn’t been part of this scene for so long now, almost forgot their mannerisms. My clothing was off, to richly cut and too pretty by half, my hair groomed, nails, face. I was the personification of their misery, they hated me and I loved every second of it.
Without skipping a beat, I took another drink; slipped it right into my throat and then with a nasty grin playing on my lips I turned around. Blue eyes studied my environment, angry sailor guy with a big tattoo and even bigger biceps had a club fastened in his grip, standing next to ‘im was a measly guy, a rat with a blaster trying to hide it behind his back. There were more like ‘em, nasty individuals with even nastier pasts. But they didn’t know me, didn’t know what I had done with my mind and hands.
If they had known, they probably wouldn’t have tried messing with me.
“Mmm… who wants to dance?”
Madness joined the bar right there and then.