The Eternal Queen
Some of you've noticed that I kinda disappeared. I've gotten a few concerned messages from friends here because I didn't really give much notice. The fact is, I'm gone. I really liked it here. Still do. But I can't stay. Too much negativity. Too many bad memories here.
And I've just been dealing with too much IRL to have any emotional energy to dedicate to here. I'll keep a summary of it as brief as I can. I lost a baby just before Christmas, then I lost my grandmother, and then I got asked to design a clothing line to be featured in a magazine and I might be going to NYC to show my designs. It's a lot of ups and downs. A lot of stress. A lot of yays and nays. In the end, IRL takes priority. My family and my career as a designer takes priority.
I made a lot of friends here. I also made a lot of... not friends. People that I'd rather leave behind in 2015. That's alright. It's all part of growing as a person. I don't feel angry. I don't feel sad. I think I've grown beyond being bitter about something I have no control over. I've learned something during my time away. I've learned to love myself first, and to pay no mind to the haters. That's how I am going to live now. With confidence.
I'm hanging out on a different site now. One that I won't link to here, out of respect for what Tef and company have built. But it's a lovely community and I am very much enjoying myself there, although I am much less active. You guys are still free to message me if you like. My skype is still T-Sparkzizzle. I'd love to keep in contact with some of you guys. Most of you were very lovely folks. <3
Anyway. Be kind, be respectful, and for the love of all that is good, RP with the newbies. ><
Bye guys.
And I've just been dealing with too much IRL to have any emotional energy to dedicate to here. I'll keep a summary of it as brief as I can. I lost a baby just before Christmas, then I lost my grandmother, and then I got asked to design a clothing line to be featured in a magazine and I might be going to NYC to show my designs. It's a lot of ups and downs. A lot of stress. A lot of yays and nays. In the end, IRL takes priority. My family and my career as a designer takes priority.
I made a lot of friends here. I also made a lot of... not friends. People that I'd rather leave behind in 2015. That's alright. It's all part of growing as a person. I don't feel angry. I don't feel sad. I think I've grown beyond being bitter about something I have no control over. I've learned something during my time away. I've learned to love myself first, and to pay no mind to the haters. That's how I am going to live now. With confidence.
I'm hanging out on a different site now. One that I won't link to here, out of respect for what Tef and company have built. But it's a lovely community and I am very much enjoying myself there, although I am much less active. You guys are still free to message me if you like. My skype is still T-Sparkzizzle. I'd love to keep in contact with some of you guys. Most of you were very lovely folks. <3
Anyway. Be kind, be respectful, and for the love of all that is good, RP with the newbies. ><
Bye guys.
But I wish you the best in NYC! Rock it!
