"How far have I gone?"
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The tide rolled in with a soft hiss, retreating with the same languid rhythm as a lover's teasing caress. Each wave licked at the pristine sands of Rakata Prime, leaving delicate trails of foam before surrendering to the vast embrace of the sea. The sky was painted in hues of deep violet and burnt gold, the dying light of the sun casting long, sinuous shadows across the shore. It was the kind of beauty that lesser minds would call divine. To Serina Calis, it was merely another fleeting moment in a galaxy that did not yet kneel to her.
She stood at the water's edge, where the heat of the sand met the cool kiss of the tide, her crimson and magenta-clad form a stark contrast against the twilight. The glow of her bodice pulsed in time with her heartbeat, the angular designs across her armor whispering with unnatural energy, as if the Force itself coiled around her in anticipation. Her golden hair spilled freely beneath her deep hood, tousled by the warm ocean breeze. A lesser being might have appeared angelic in such a setting, bathed in the radiance of the dying sun, but Serina was no angel.
She was the storm.
Or, at least, she was meant to be.
A frown marred her perfect lips, the taste of dissatisfaction bitter on her tongue. She flexed her fingers, gloved and graceful, feeling the static build beneath her skin, a restless charge begging for release. It was pathetic. After all this time, all her ambition, all her stolen knowledge—her mastery over the Dark Side was still incomplete. The Jedi had trained her in useless, pacifistic nonsense, whispering about balance and restraint. And she, clever, beautiful, superior Serina, had once humored them. What a waste.
She lifted her right hand, fingers curling as she reached inward, calling upon the raw fury that slumbered within her. Her power was there—dormant, eager, aching to be unleashed. She willed it to manifest, to coil and crackle into existence, to answer her. A flicker of violet light danced between her fingertips, delicate as a lover's sigh, before sputtering into nothing. The failure sent a violent tremor of irritation down her spine.
Unacceptable.
She exhaled through her nose, inhaling the salt-laden air, letting it burn against the frustration welling inside her chest. She was more than this. She was power incarnate, not some trembling acolyte struggling with basic sorcery. How long had it been since she had truly tested herself? Since she had pushed her body, her mind, her connection to the Force beyond the pitiful, civilized limitations others sought to impose upon her?
Too long.
She needed to rekindle the fire, to take control, to wield the Dark Side as it was meant to be wielded—without fear, without hesitation, without mercy.
Her smirk returned, slow and sinuous, a serpent winding around prey. She had always enjoyed exerting control—over people, over knowledge, over the very fabric of reality itself. And yet, here she stood, unable to summon something as simple as Force Lightning with any degree of mastery. It was a laughable irony, and Serina did not appreciate being the subject of a joke.
Another wave rolled in, the water cool against her boots, the ocean whispering secrets she had no interest in hearing. She was not here to listen. She was here to dominate.
Stretching her fingers once more, she reached deeper this time, clawing into the abyss of her own willpower, summoning not just the Force, but the emotions that would make it bow to her whims. The Jedi had been wrong to suppress anger, passion, desire—all the things that made existence worth savoring. And savoring, after all, was something Serina had always excelled at.
She thought of the things that ignited her, that made her breath hitch and her blood sing. The thrill of conquest. The sensation of fingers tracing down the nape of her neck in a moment of stolen pleasure. The way a rival's voice trembled when they realized they had already lost, before she had even lifted a hand. The rush of knowing that she was the one in control, that she dictated the flow of the game, and that everyone else—whether they realized it or not—was merely playing by her rules.
Yes. That was what she needed.
Her smirk widened, the glow of her armor reflecting in her piercing blue eyes as she finally let go.
A spark. A flicker. Then, all at once, the air around her crackled to life.
Electricity snapped from her fingertips, a jagged lance of violet lightning arcing through the humid air. The charge danced along her arm, licking the patterns of her gauntlet, spreading hungrily as it fed on the raw passion coursing through her veins. The power was imperfect, volatile, unruly—but it was hers.
And gods, it felt exquisite.
The first strike was unrefined, more a burst of energy than a controlled stream, but Serina did not falter. She adjusted, coaxing the storm rather than commanding it, shaping it with the same delicate touch she had used to manipulate so many unsuspecting fools in her lifetime. The Dark Side was not an instrument of brute force; it was a lover, one that demanded seduction as much as strength.
The realization sent a pulse of pleasure through her—this was what she had been missing. Not just training, not just practice, but indulgence. The Force was not something to be mastered through rigid control alone. It was meant to be relished, to be savored, to be made hers in the most intimate way possible.
The second strike came sharper, more precise. She turned her wrist, directing the energy toward the sand, watching as the lightning kissed the grains and turned them to glass. Beautiful.
A breathless chuckle slipped past her lips, her body humming with pleasure at the sensation of raw power bending to her will. It was intoxicating. She wanted more.
She deserved more.
The ocean hissed as another bolt lashed out, this time directed toward the waves, sending ripples of energy through the water. The air smelled of ozone, of salt and fire, of things untamed and wild.
Serina inhaled deeply, exalting in the moment, in the thrill of rediscovery. She had forgotten, for too long, what it felt like to truly own her power. To revel in it. To seduce it.