The Wayward Gun
Warning, This is a very, heavy read. Proceed with caution.
The air shimmered like heat rising off a forge, bending and twisting, distorting the abyss that Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋ found herself within.
Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋—no, ̸̙̂̒̅̓͝Ş̷̓̊̕ã̸̭̹b̷̛̗̩̣̪̫̈́́ḷ̸̩̺̦̋͆͘͘e̸͈̜̎̏͂, no, C̷̰̺͓͂̋̿̓͊ă̸̖̣̥̿͊̽l̷̻͔͖̾͊͊̋l̷̫͇͇̉̈́͌ó̸̫̻͉̗̋̇̚ẅ̵̹̮͍́̿̾͝a̵̩̎̐̂̀̈́y̷̨̦̱͋͋͌ ̵̮͇̯̽͋, no, ̶̛̠̾͐̂̊M̵̡̪̅̉̈́̕o̸̡̓̇̇̆͒ṛ̸̈͒n̸̟̽̈́̍͠ȃ̴̘͠m̵̪̰̘̬̖̏ì̵͓̪̥̖̖̈́̀͝—stood in the shifting fog, boots pressing into something that felt like both solid ground and endless void. Her breath hitched as echoes whispered around her, familiar voices bleeding into one another, memories clawing their way to the surface.
A neon haze flickered to life, casting sickly blues and reds against rain-slick pavement. Nar Shaddaa. The stench of spice, rust, and desperation filled her lungs as she turned, watching the scene unfolding on a holovid. She had no control over it, but the figures involved were known immediately..
Her mother. Silver hair tangled, knuckles bloodied, pinned beneath the weight of a Jedi's shadow.
Sakadi Marathi Sinvala
stood over her, saber ignited, face unreadable. ̴̜̔A̵̰͗l̷̞̀ā̸͎ṇ̸͌a̷̧̔—no, she was still M̵̡̪̅̉̈́̕o̸̡̓̇̇̆͒ṛ̸̈͒n̸̟̽̈́̍͠ȃ̴̘͠m̵̪̰̘̬̖̏ì̵͓̪̥̖̖̈́̀͝ back then—wanted to scream, wanted to reach out, to change something, anything. But all she could do was watch as her mother lunged, a dagger flashing—
A blue blade cut through flesh.
The holocamera panned, cries were heard. Her father, it was his voice, he told her not to look but she couldn't pull herself away as her mothers body fell into view of the-
The world twisted again.
Blaster fire rained down. The cantina burned. The acrid smoke filled her nose. Her father was running—no, fighting—no, bleeding. His face twisted in pain as he shoved a datapad into her hands. "Run, Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋." His voice was hoarse, choked with something she couldn't name. Then—
A bolt struck his back.
She turned away before she could see the body fall. She could see the burning building through the hole in his chest, her face frozen in terror, his white hair stained crimson. He reached a hand out, as shadows advanced towards, rapidly, aggressively.
Then the darkness surged forward, swallowing the scene whole.
Dantooine. The rolling fields. The safehouse. Alfonz Calloway's hand resting on her shoulder, steady. "You got a good heart, kid," He murmured, voice full of a warmth she had never quite learned to trust. "You just gotta decide what to do with it."
She opened her mouth—to say what? To ask him not to leave?—but the memory fractured, splintering like broken glass.
Now she was standing over his corpse.
His badge lay beside him, stained with blood.
The swamps of Nal Hutta had claimed another wayward soul, the rain poured, dripping loudly against shanty shacks erected in defiance of the decaying world.
As if the bulbous cyst of a planet had to shower her in it's contempt...let the moment burn into her memory.
̴̜̔A̵̰͗l̷̞̀ā̸͎ṇ̸͌a̷̧̔'s breathing turned ragged.
The world shifted again.
A durasteel cell. Chains on the walls, no, not walls- a bed. Not a cell-a room-
Pain laced through her skull. Dark voices hummed in the background, cold and methodical. Hands restrained. Wires. Wires in her wrists, in her legs, in her eyes-she could feel it. The jolts, the pulses. She opened her mouth to scream, but couldn't feel her jaw. A name being unraveled, unwound, pulled apart until all that was left was—
Nothing.
A mirror stood before her.
̷̹͘A̶̙͆ḻ̶̐a̸̺̋n̴̤̽a̶̡̓ C̶̢͐a̵͙͠ḽ̶̄ĺ̸̲o̷͇͗w̴̡̉â̸͔y̴̰̌ ̵̖͝ was gone.
̷͔̓S̴͓̏ą̵̔b̸̲̏l̶̝̎e̶͖̅ ̴͘͜V̸͎̏a̸̮̋r̴͍̊r̷̼͑o̷͕͊ stared back.
She stumbled away from the reflection, but there was nowhere to go. The walls closed in. The voices swelled.
Y̸͓̮͒́̓̅ở̵͈͙̥̎͜u̴̖͖͒͆ ̴̝̥͐͂̓̓â̶̱͂l̶̤̘̼̋̚͝r̴̳͒͂͆e̶͎͔͖̲̎͋ă̶̫̲̓̿d̴̝̟͙̈́͒́́ỷ̶̗͔͑͗̔͒ ̷̥͈̼̀̉ȟ̵̲̻̄̂̄à̵̢̢̗̺v̵̡̠̗̪̒̀̄̎͝ͅe̸̝̗͉͇͑͜͝.̴̤͓̦̘̔̈͌
R̵̗͓̰͛̌ͅǘ̶̜̳̑̕n̶͕̞͍̥͆,̶̛͎͔̖̪̽̋̍ ̷̛̞̮͌̓̈́́A̷̛͈̥̱̓̀̅ͅl̵͉͝ã̵͚̭̝̏͂̐n̴͓͕̬̺̏̍ͅa̶̡̹̲͙̎̾.̸͖͖̿̆
Ŷ̷̧͚̙͇̃̇̈õ̴̝̼̼̉̿u̷̞͇̙͗̊ ̴̻̘̟̓̋̋́̄g̴̲͍̲̳̈́͆̓̚ó̶̗̞͖̰̓̓͆t̷̲̹̼̹̋̒̕ ̷̮̲͑͛̃̀͝a̴̯̙͐ ̷̤͋̏͠g̵͇̺͗̃͝ͅơ̷̲̙ô̸̞̆̎͑͝ḏ̷̺̦͇̥̅̑̂ ̸͕͗͋͋h̴̙͇̪̓̾e̵̬͑ä̶͙̟̭͎́̿͂͠r̴̳͙̘̍͒͒̈́ͅt̶͈̏͆̃̕͠,̷̛͔̲̹̣ ̴͖̞̠͑̃̓k̶̟͔͕̾̐̓i̶̢̐̑̎̔͜d̷̢͔́͑̌.
Ņ̵̩̀͆̈́̾ô̵͓̠̳̳͛ ̸͇̥̹͖̓̐̾͘o̸̞̝̳̊n̶̫͍̦̲̓́̾̍ͅe̷͓͉̾̔̌ ̴̢̍̃̍ẅ̴̼̤́͗͜a̴̬̼̞̱̬̎̎̕n̷̰̘͔̤͉̓t̴̟̻͑̀͘e̷̘̐̔d̸̦͚͔̽̇͌̑̄͜ͅ ̸͙̼̖̟̀̓h̷̫̪̜̣̀͊e̴̙̔r̸̖̜̣͓͑͆́̕̕,̷̧̛̳͉̙̩̓̾̽ ̷̧͓̖̃d̴̨̖̜́̇a̵͗́̇͘͜͜r̵̰̤͉̿̎̈̿͗l̵̛͙̓͆i̸̭̤̟̗͍̓͗̑n̷̢̰̩̺͆́̑͐͠g̸̦̚̚.̸̫̘̀̕͘͜
Ḇ̴̃͝ŭ̴̢̝̜͕̓ͅt̴̟̜̬͎̦̏͑̕̚͝ ̴̙̞̕Į̵̛͎͓̹̩̄ ̷̨̳̻́͊̌w̵̨̘͎̄a̴̙̫͈͛̑̽̄̈́n̷͔̳͔͎͒̆t̴̤͋͒͝ ̵̘̀̑̑̒́ỳ̵͉̥͍͑ǒ̷̫u̵͚̟̣͋̎̍̀.̵͔̩̀͋̓̽͒
Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋ squeezed her eyes shut, but the voices wouldn't stop. Her pulse pounded in her ears, her breath coming in sharp gasps as the memories clashed, blurred, overlapped—until she wasn't sure who she was anymore.
Then—
A hand touched her shoulder.
Not cruel. Not demanding. Not trying to reshape her.
Just there. Steady.
She turned.
And found herself in a free fall.
She fell into the abyss, her mind reeling, arms and legs grasping into the thin nothingness, trying, hoping, praying for salvation-for even a thread of hope to save her.
Only for a new chorus of voices to rain down upon her.
That...was...Serina?
Hey There Alana
Location: Unknown
Tag: None
Gear: Aquilia-Boreal Cry, Slicing Glove, K-22 body armor, CRP-01 Revolver, Wrist Mounted Weapons (Hekler'Kok WMMW-01), DS-102 "Aegis" Personal Energy Shield
The air shimmered like heat rising off a forge, bending and twisting, distorting the abyss that Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋ found herself within.
Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋—no, ̸̙̂̒̅̓͝Ş̷̓̊̕ã̸̭̹b̷̛̗̩̣̪̫̈́́ḷ̸̩̺̦̋͆͘͘e̸͈̜̎̏͂, no, C̷̰̺͓͂̋̿̓͊ă̸̖̣̥̿͊̽l̷̻͔͖̾͊͊̋l̷̫͇͇̉̈́͌ó̸̫̻͉̗̋̇̚ẅ̵̹̮͍́̿̾͝a̵̩̎̐̂̀̈́y̷̨̦̱͋͋͌ ̵̮͇̯̽͋, no, ̶̛̠̾͐̂̊M̵̡̪̅̉̈́̕o̸̡̓̇̇̆͒ṛ̸̈͒n̸̟̽̈́̍͠ȃ̴̘͠m̵̪̰̘̬̖̏ì̵͓̪̥̖̖̈́̀͝—stood in the shifting fog, boots pressing into something that felt like both solid ground and endless void. Her breath hitched as echoes whispered around her, familiar voices bleeding into one another, memories clawing their way to the surface.
A neon haze flickered to life, casting sickly blues and reds against rain-slick pavement. Nar Shaddaa. The stench of spice, rust, and desperation filled her lungs as she turned, watching the scene unfolding on a holovid. She had no control over it, but the figures involved were known immediately..
Her mother. Silver hair tangled, knuckles bloodied, pinned beneath the weight of a Jedi's shadow.

A blue blade cut through flesh.
The holocamera panned, cries were heard. Her father, it was his voice, he told her not to look but she couldn't pull herself away as her mothers body fell into view of the-
The world twisted again.
Blaster fire rained down. The cantina burned. The acrid smoke filled her nose. Her father was running—no, fighting—no, bleeding. His face twisted in pain as he shoved a datapad into her hands. "Run, Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋." His voice was hoarse, choked with something she couldn't name. Then—
A bolt struck his back.
She turned away before she could see the body fall. She could see the burning building through the hole in his chest, her face frozen in terror, his white hair stained crimson. He reached a hand out, as shadows advanced towards, rapidly, aggressively.
Then the darkness surged forward, swallowing the scene whole.
Dantooine. The rolling fields. The safehouse. Alfonz Calloway's hand resting on her shoulder, steady. "You got a good heart, kid," He murmured, voice full of a warmth she had never quite learned to trust. "You just gotta decide what to do with it."
She opened her mouth—to say what? To ask him not to leave?—but the memory fractured, splintering like broken glass.
Now she was standing over his corpse.
His badge lay beside him, stained with blood.
The swamps of Nal Hutta had claimed another wayward soul, the rain poured, dripping loudly against shanty shacks erected in defiance of the decaying world.
As if the bulbous cyst of a planet had to shower her in it's contempt...let the moment burn into her memory.
̴̜̔A̵̰͗l̷̞̀ā̸͎ṇ̸͌a̷̧̔'s breathing turned ragged.
The world shifted again.
A durasteel cell. Chains on the walls, no, not walls- a bed. Not a cell-a room-
Pain laced through her skull. Dark voices hummed in the background, cold and methodical. Hands restrained. Wires. Wires in her wrists, in her legs, in her eyes-she could feel it. The jolts, the pulses. She opened her mouth to scream, but couldn't feel her jaw. A name being unraveled, unwound, pulled apart until all that was left was—
Nothing.
A mirror stood before her.
̷̹͘A̶̙͆ḻ̶̐a̸̺̋n̴̤̽a̶̡̓ C̶̢͐a̵͙͠ḽ̶̄ĺ̸̲o̷͇͗w̴̡̉â̸͔y̴̰̌ ̵̖͝ was gone.
̷͔̓S̴͓̏ą̵̔b̸̲̏l̶̝̎e̶͖̅ ̴͘͜V̸͎̏a̸̮̋r̴͍̊r̷̼͑o̷͕͊ stared back.
She stumbled away from the reflection, but there was nowhere to go. The walls closed in. The voices swelled.
Y̸͓̮͒́̓̅ở̵͈͙̥̎͜u̴̖͖͒͆ ̴̝̥͐͂̓̓â̶̱͂l̶̤̘̼̋̚͝r̴̳͒͂͆e̶͎͔͖̲̎͋ă̶̫̲̓̿d̴̝̟͙̈́͒́́ỷ̶̗͔͑͗̔͒ ̷̥͈̼̀̉ȟ̵̲̻̄̂̄à̵̢̢̗̺v̵̡̠̗̪̒̀̄̎͝ͅe̸̝̗͉͇͑͜͝.̴̤͓̦̘̔̈͌
R̵̗͓̰͛̌ͅǘ̶̜̳̑̕n̶͕̞͍̥͆,̶̛͎͔̖̪̽̋̍ ̷̛̞̮͌̓̈́́A̷̛͈̥̱̓̀̅ͅl̵͉͝ã̵͚̭̝̏͂̐n̴͓͕̬̺̏̍ͅa̶̡̹̲͙̎̾.̸͖͖̿̆
Ŷ̷̧͚̙͇̃̇̈õ̴̝̼̼̉̿u̷̞͇̙͗̊ ̴̻̘̟̓̋̋́̄g̴̲͍̲̳̈́͆̓̚ó̶̗̞͖̰̓̓͆t̷̲̹̼̹̋̒̕ ̷̮̲͑͛̃̀͝a̴̯̙͐ ̷̤͋̏͠g̵͇̺͗̃͝ͅơ̷̲̙ô̸̞̆̎͑͝ḏ̷̺̦͇̥̅̑̂ ̸͕͗͋͋h̴̙͇̪̓̾e̵̬͑ä̶͙̟̭͎́̿͂͠r̴̳͙̘̍͒͒̈́ͅt̶͈̏͆̃̕͠,̷̛͔̲̹̣ ̴͖̞̠͑̃̓k̶̟͔͕̾̐̓i̶̢̐̑̎̔͜d̷̢͔́͑̌.
Ņ̵̩̀͆̈́̾ô̵͓̠̳̳͛ ̸͇̥̹͖̓̐̾͘o̸̞̝̳̊n̶̫͍̦̲̓́̾̍ͅe̷͓͉̾̔̌ ̴̢̍̃̍ẅ̴̼̤́͗͜a̴̬̼̞̱̬̎̎̕n̷̰̘͔̤͉̓t̴̟̻͑̀͘e̷̘̐̔d̸̦͚͔̽̇͌̑̄͜ͅ ̸͙̼̖̟̀̓h̷̫̪̜̣̀͊e̴̙̔r̸̖̜̣͓͑͆́̕̕,̷̧̛̳͉̙̩̓̾̽ ̷̧͓̖̃d̴̨̖̜́̇a̵͗́̇͘͜͜r̵̰̤͉̿̎̈̿͗l̵̛͙̓͆i̸̭̤̟̗͍̓͗̑n̷̢̰̩̺͆́̑͐͠g̸̦̚̚.̸̫̘̀̕͘͜
Ḇ̴̃͝ŭ̴̢̝̜͕̓ͅt̴̟̜̬͎̦̏͑̕̚͝ ̴̙̞̕Į̵̛͎͓̹̩̄ ̷̨̳̻́͊̌w̵̨̘͎̄a̴̙̫͈͛̑̽̄̈́n̷͔̳͔͎͒̆t̴̤͋͒͝ ̵̘̀̑̑̒́ỳ̵͉̥͍͑ǒ̷̫u̵͚̟̣͋̎̍̀.̵͔̩̀͋̓̽͒
Á̷̪̳̐̀̆̃l̶̬̄ả̷̭͛ñ̵̨̺͔̗̓̋̈â̷̧̲̬̠͙̅̈́̊͋ squeezed her eyes shut, but the voices wouldn't stop. Her pulse pounded in her ears, her breath coming in sharp gasps as the memories clashed, blurred, overlapped—until she wasn't sure who she was anymore.
Then—
A hand touched her shoulder.
Not cruel. Not demanding. Not trying to reshape her.
Just there. Steady.
She turned.
And found herself in a free fall.
She fell into the abyss, her mind reeling, arms and legs grasping into the thin nothingness, trying, hoping, praying for salvation-for even a thread of hope to save her.
Only for a new chorus of voices to rain down upon her.
"Sweetheart, the only reason you're still breathing is because I allow it."
That...was...Serina?
Who was she?"̷͔̓S̴͓̏ą̵̔b̸̲̏l̶̝̎e̶͖̅ ̴͘͜V̸͎̏a̸̮̋r̴͍̊r̷̼͑o̷͕͊."
That...was her voice...right?"I get it, names ̴̜̔A̵̰͗l̷̞̀ā̸͎ṇ̸͌a̷̧̔ by the way,"
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