"I would destroy myself. I am highly unstable." She said, she knew it and it made the anger stir a little inside her, because she was still incapable of controlling fire but now again, there weren't so many apprentices, or even force users in general, that could. The darkness around her calmed down, it was still there but present in the same way as it would be sensed in any other Dark Force user. The obsessional and passionate look abandoned her expression and it suddenly turned serious and solemn. Apparently the girl had a cold and rational train of thought behind the savage façade, that was obviously the first thing that most noted. She thought before answering and finally spoke, "Because unlike most, I have always been like this, therefore I have always been able to contain it and only let it out when I need it. Sometimes it is hard, it is like any impulse you have to stop yourself from yielding to, call it self-control if you may, although I lack that in many other aspects" The Dathomirian explained, "I embrace my darkness and therefore, are able to control it despite the fact that sometimes I am obliged to look for a way of release it. To what my mind respects, I am obsessed and violent yet capable of thinking and analyzing correctly, at least for now what many mistake for insanity is just the way I am and was raised to be." She finished answering the question, why did she answer? Simply, as stupid as it may sound, the power the blonde-haired man held was of more value to her than almost everything, only being behind the Sith-ways and the Dark-side, "Now I ask, do you know what caused this?" She extended her left hand, in the palm the scar of the burn was visible, in a diagonal line. Surprisingly the scar emanated some darkness from itself, it clearly didn't have anything to do with Liskarr nor was the girl capable of manipulated that small amount of dark energy that remained even after twelve years. She would never forget that fire, it was as though it was mixed with harmful dark energy but she had never heard of something like it and thought that maybe all the practitioners of pyrokinesis could do it, after all she had only been burned once.
[member="Malachite Avachei"]