Hours earlier...
Xiphos lay inert in her mobile Bacta Tank within her apartment, miserable and alone and in pain. Wracked by guilt.
The final tallies had been made of all the citizens that had died. It had been utterly sickening.
She questioned more and more if Tython was worth it. She knew there were many justifications for going there, but the price that had been paid...
Even with The Maw thwarted, did that really justify the price she had sent her citizens to pay?
She knew she could justify it. As bloody as it was. But she also knew at the same time there could never be another Tython.
It had not been a Pyrrhic Victory, but it had come frighteningly close to being one...
As she floated in the tank, filled with an expensive Bio Bacta solution (She was hard at work trying to figure out how to create Alchemized Bacta, but her head hurt all the time and it was hard to focus) she stared at her hands.
You're like one of those old Boxers, always thinking they can take just one more punch. she thought to herself.
What if you're just plain punch drunk?
Could a Super Soldier
get punch drunk?
She sensed her children coming to her inner chambers. She felt another presence, but it had been so long and she was so woozy she didn't recognize it.
"Mother?" A Model 1 called out as someone in a green hooded robe walked with him. "We have had an unexpected development and we simply didn't have a chance to inform you until now what with carrying out final security checks for the Hearings."
"Bad news?" she asked through her tanks connected intercom.
"Uncertain..." he answered, removing the hood if the traveler.
Xiphos stared. Her heart skipped a beat.
It was
Moya Virtu
It had been years since they had contacted each other.
Once, Xiphos would have been beyond ecstatic to see her back.
But now...
...now Xiphos felt confusion...and bitterness...
"She surrendered to one of our outposts on Denon without a fight. She was armed only with this." he said, holding up her old silver Lightsaber.
"Well done, my son. Would you please excuse us?" Xiphos requested.
The Model 1 nodded and left. Heretic Sith and Prototype stared at one another.
Xiphos floated in the tank.
"I must admit...you are the absolute
last face I expected to see." Xiphos said through the comm unit built into the tanks breath mask.
"I don't know what
I expected to see, meeting you again...I suppose I should not be surprised at what I have found." Moya said in a low tone.
"What have you found?"
"Someone held together only by the inertia of their own decisions. But even that is coming apart now." Moya answered, stepping a bit closer, viewing her horrifying and much more recent injuries dealt to her.
"Did Tython do this to you? Or did the SJC get back at you for Kashyyyk?"
"
Maple got back at me for Kashyyyk. Went full Sith over it. Funny girl. I almost thought she didn't have it in her." Xiphos muttered, her broken body swishing around in the Bacta Slightly.
Moya frowned.
"That poor girl. She needed help, and you pushed her completely over the edge."
"She's better off. She got her will to live back."
"You made all her worst nightmares about herself come true."
"There is
no cure for Schrodinger's Syndrome. It can be halted, suspended with the Dark Side but there
is no cure. Not in this plain of existence anyway."
Moya clapped sarcastically.
"Well done. She got an extra inning...at the cost of thousands of Civilians, younglings included. You knew who would be there. You worked there. You did it anyway."
"The Order deserves
much worse..."
"Only according to
you. You have thrown away any claim to being civilized. Being
Human."
Moya turned away from the shattered remains of her daughter.
"Why are you here, Moya?" Xiphos asked.
"To see just how much your obsessions have consumed you." Moya answered. "This war against the Order is insane and hopeless and
pointless. This isn't what your parents
died for..."
"Don't you
dare presume to tell me what they died for." Xiphos growled. "I was forced to actually
watch it due to some spell that
fether
Starlin Rand
cast!"
"You have no one to blame but yourself for making him an enemy. You've destroyed your reputation and your
life opposing them! This,
all of this, is a
House of Cards!" Moya argued. "They wouldn't accept your surrender now even if you offered it."
"...you have no
idea what I gave up to make sure The Avatar was prevented from firing!" Xiphos hissed. "If the Maw had defeated them at Tython, their core world push would have been all but assured! They lost most of their senior leadership and are now on the back foot. It was a
disaster for them."
"Bad for them. Good for all those people who died under your command, right?"
"They died to make sure the Maw wouldn't be able to control the Galaxy."
"I wonder if all your citizens feel the same way. They tell me you're making some sort of play at a Democracy. Well, it'll be interesting to see if you actually
mean it..." Moya trailed, disappointment crossing her features.
"Because Democracy involves listening to the will of the people. What if the people decide they don't want to fight those threats? What if they decide they don't even want to continue the feud with the Jedi? Where does that leave you, except someone with the means and hatred, yet utterly unable to wage the war you
wish to wage because your people won't support it? They aren't like you, Xiphos. They can't keep their hatred and disgust with the Order going 24/007 the way you can. At some point, their will or
yours will give. One way or the other. And for some
strange reason, I cannot
imagine a future where you're willing to let this House continue if it
won't fight the Jedi Order."
"I was fighting The Order way before I had a House. There will
always be ways to conduct war against the Jedi Order. A million proxies to harass them."
"Are you even
listening to yourself?!" Moya said in disbelief. "You're gonna
kill these people, Laertia. You're going to get them all
killed."
"You can let
me worry about that. Hell, that's what you've
been doing the past ten years!" Xiphos hissed bitterly.
"Here it comes..." Moya muttered.
"How's life as a
fugitive, by the way?" Xiphos sneered cruelly, throwing her predicament in her face, ten years of feelings over Moya boiling over. "I'm sure being
moral, and
righteous has been serving
you in
Denon of all places. Did they pat you on the back for leaving me? Or are they just interested in stringing you up and taking you apart? You're
welcome by the way, for the
safehouse on Denon."
Her spider legged Bacta tank crawled to Moya.
"Only reason you've even been able to
catch your breath is because I make examples of the ones who try to chase you! Otherwise you'd probably be in a fething Imperial Research Center getting
dissected!" Xiphos snapped, grateful the Bacta hid the tears.
"And it's that part of you that I'm still trying to appeal to. Not the
rest of you. The part of you I
failed..." Moya begged, putting her hand on the transparent case.
Xiphos stared at her.
"Why couldn't you have
stayed?" Xiphos asked quietly, grief in her voice. "Didn't it ever occur to you that maybe I might not have been willing to go so far if...if you..."
Xiphos went quiet. Moya didn't see a Sith Lord suddenly, but a broken woman literally trapped by her own decisions panicking and flaying about as she metaphorically
drowned, alone, wanting simpler times. Wanting pets and movie nights. Wanting to beg someone,
anyone to pull her out and break the cage...
...yet too proud to ask, convinced drowning was better than breathing air with those she detested with all her being.
"I am not your failure...Moya..." Xiphos said. "You didn't convince Laertia to turn her back on all she stood for..."
Xiphos backed off, the tank rotating so she was facing Moya, unable to look due to grief.
"...I did..." Xiphos admitted seconds later (OBI-WAAAAANNNNNN: 7000 XP), very quietly...
Xiphos sighed.
"You are, of course, free to leave at your own request..." Xiphos added before her tank crawled to her Armor. A stricken Moya was escorted out of the chamber by the Model 1 a minute later...
Present.
Xiphos could not help but mull over her conversation with Moya as
Alessandra Io
posed her question. Especially since Moya was in the crowd, in an isolated section under Model 1 escort close by
Lancelot Io .
Xiphos paused a moment. She thought about it.
"Everyone in this room..." Xiphos began slowly, standing up hesitantly. The armor was a godsend.
"Everyone knows...that I have offered many justifications for many of the things I have done over the years. I am not blind to what I see around here. Tython incurred a devastating price. On all of you." she said, Alessandra's face reflected in the visor.
"And for those who survived...the price was higher than death." Xiphos said quietly.
"A large part of me...larger than any of you probably has any reason to believe the size of at the moment...wants to scream to you that it wasn't worth it. That all the blood we shed on foreign soil was a meaningless, wasteful expenditure, bringing unnecessary pain and hardship to this Faction. We lost Multiple Destroyers and Battle Cruisers, each filled with thousands. All of that blood,
all of it, can be laid directly at my feet...I cost you all, asked you to make more terrible sacrifices. Delayed the ambition of this faction. Part of me wants to scream that to you. To scream that we should never have gotten involved..."
Xiphos's fist clenched.
"But a larger part of me...that part...that part very much believes in the necessity of fighting there. In fighting the Maw. If they had won, it would have been an unqualified disaster not just for our society, but others not aligned with the SJC or the Alliance. If they had won, the other militaries might not have retained the strength to repel their push for the core worlds. A Maw Brotherhood getting their hands on the reigns of power in the Core Worlds? They would be
extremely difficult for
anyone to dislodge at that point. It would only have made their horrific campaigns even
easier to carry out, on worlds
very much like the ones that were taken from
you." she reminded them.
She looked around the room. It was quiet.
"With the Maw now struggling to retain it's holdings, and everyone now refocusing on them harder than ever, this gives our House the breathing room it needs to recover from Tython. They'll blow every last credit they can spare to defeat them, and the Maw will make them pay for every inch in blood, exhausting each other, making their territory more vulnerable to infiltration everywhere, as well as making them less able to focus on problem areas like the Scar Worlds. We
can rebuild our numbers. We
will rebuild our numbers, and recoup, at the very least, much of our financial losses. But economic losses, ultimately pale in comparison to the personal ones..."
She was silent a moment, letting everyone process what she said.
"But even as I tell you, Alessandra, that yes, I do believe Tython was worth it, that we have, in spite of everything, obtained a considerable tactical advantage over all these larger powers that we can exploit on a concrete level...I also must concede that there must never be another Tython. That we must change our approach, not just to low intensity conflict, but to major naval operations altogether. I planned Tython as I said. I will
burn for it."
At the moment,
Maple Harte
, recently converted to a full Sith as Darth Strelok, decloaked next to Galahad.
"Got that fething right..." Strelok muttered, popping a stick of gum into her mouth.
She chuckled softly.
"Not that I got room to
talk..." Strelok joked darkly, followed by a darker chuckle. "Hiya, Nephew. Archives treating you good?"
Akemi Io