Trouble-Maker
Jayce Rotsu paced nervously within the Room of a Thousand Fountains.
He was hardly the only occupant of the massive, seven-story chamber; but in his decade of living at the Jedi Temple, it was the place he found to be the most soothing in times of uncertainty. The only difference was, this time, he was there by command. The Council had finally found him a teacher—a Master that would serve as more than a fleeting instructor. One who could at last complete his Jedi training.
Jayce struggled to remember his breathing exercises. As a Youngling at the Temple, he had been taught to calm the tides of his mind by drinking deeply from the Force and then breathing his worries out. Needless to say, he was no expert at the activity and only managed to pass those classes by the skin of his hide.
As he paced, Jayce practiced what he was going to say. "I'm Jayce — Jayce Rotsu," he mumbled; but, realizing he sounded pathetic, straightened his back and tried again with more confidence. "I am Jayce Rotsu. Padawan learner."
The Padawan who was too old.
Immediately, his confidence collapsed at the recollection of what the other Padawans called him. Most ranked out of Youngling by age fifteen and found a Master around the same time. Jayce, ever the late-bloomer, was three name days beyond that; and he sometimes worried that meant he was defective.
What would happen if he was too old? His disappointment of his clan back on Haruun Kal ten years ago was why he was on Coruscant today. If he failed here...
"What am I doing?" he grumbled to himself. "I'm not cut out for this."
He was hardly the only occupant of the massive, seven-story chamber; but in his decade of living at the Jedi Temple, it was the place he found to be the most soothing in times of uncertainty. The only difference was, this time, he was there by command. The Council had finally found him a teacher—a Master that would serve as more than a fleeting instructor. One who could at last complete his Jedi training.
Jayce struggled to remember his breathing exercises. As a Youngling at the Temple, he had been taught to calm the tides of his mind by drinking deeply from the Force and then breathing his worries out. Needless to say, he was no expert at the activity and only managed to pass those classes by the skin of his hide.
As he paced, Jayce practiced what he was going to say. "I'm Jayce — Jayce Rotsu," he mumbled; but, realizing he sounded pathetic, straightened his back and tried again with more confidence. "I am Jayce Rotsu. Padawan learner."
The Padawan who was too old.
Immediately, his confidence collapsed at the recollection of what the other Padawans called him. Most ranked out of Youngling by age fifteen and found a Master around the same time. Jayce, ever the late-bloomer, was three name days beyond that; and he sometimes worried that meant he was defective.
What would happen if he was too old? His disappointment of his clan back on Haruun Kal ten years ago was why he was on Coruscant today. If he failed here...
"What am I doing?" he grumbled to himself. "I'm not cut out for this."