Clan Verd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOf5eTs6J2Q
Location: Alderaan, Park
Tags: [member="Jerek Zenduu"]
Allya stood dressed up in a cute, colorful outfit in the middle of a park on Alderaan. She admitted, to herself it didn't look quite right. But she knew it was caused by her tritanopia, and endless worry about the day. Shew had invited Jerek to this spot, but hadn't told him why. Maybe she should have, given him some hint, but instead, she just carried a small bag along with her, and leaned on the railing of the stone bridge. In the park, it crossed a bubbling stream, it was filled with pebbles and cute little fish. Honestly, she loved animals. They were so cute. The teen rested her chin on the railing, and looked out at the setting star, as it cascaded its rays across the grass and flowers. The planet was beautiful, inspiring. It had a history of conflict and peace. It made it a perfect place for what she was about to do.
The girl fidgeted nervously, as she reached into her bag and pulled out a long rectangular box and placed it on the railing next to her head. As she waited for her lover to appear, her mind went through everything that had happened to her in recent times. She had only been exposed to the public about nine months ago. She quickly proved herself as a commando, and as a Sith. She stood at her father's side, and honestly, learned how to function more openly. She designed ships and weapons, armor, droids, all while participating in invasions, and battles. Allya liked to think she had proved herself to most of those who doubted her originally.
However, that was the tip of the iceberg, and perhaps the most unimportant part. Before she had come onto the galactic stage, she had undergone intensive Sith training. It had nearly broken her with the pain and despair of it all, and then all that responsibility that came from being Metus' child had almost crushed her. She created Vexia to protect herself. Strong, courageous, powerful, always capable. One day, she felt she would be Darth Vexia, and lead the armies of the CIS with a strong, dark, but fair hand. A Sith was her destiny, like her father before her.
But then she had met Jerek. Jerek made her fall head over heels for him, and showed her that love didn't need to be painful, and that she never needed to be anyone but herself. He gave her confidence, and with each word and touch allowed Allya to come out, to feel safe and wanted. Important. He had protected her, he stood in front of her when danger was there. She had never had that, even her father had pushed her towards danger so she could learn to overcome it. He had given her a strength she had never known she possessed. She didn't NEED Vexia anymore. Allya was enough.
She had run away from traditional Sith trainers after this. How could a Sith like Uncle Adron, or Uncle Tacitus understand? She didn't want to cause fear, or pain, she didn't think peace was a lie. It would be hard, almost impossible to achieve and would take darkness and light together to do it, but it could be done. Sort of. And that is when she met [member="Voph"] ! He was incredible! So powerful, so strong, so noble. As much as he thought of himself as an evil bastard, she saw his heart, how it hurt and ached, like hers did. He was so much like she was, and yet so much stronger. She knew then, that she could have it all. The strength to protect, the heart for protecting people, and never have to surrender her ideals, and beliefs, no matter what they were.
Voph became her master, and had taught her so much in such a short time. So many strange adventures. She could rely on him, and she hoped he knew he could rely on her. They could be dark and evil! But they could also just be dark and moody, or edgy, or just kind to old ladies while wearing edge lord clothing....or even good. Together, she hoped he never felt like he had to be something he wasn't, just like he made her feel like she never had to be different either.
Then Asa and [member="John Locke"] ! Oh, how do you explain people you look up to so much? A Jedi Knight, beautiful beyond belief, and strong, a natural telekinesis user like she was. Asa understood the call of darkness, but resisted it. And John was one of her heroes where technology was involved. He had seen her various work and offered her a job! For the first time in forever, Allya was working on projects that had the potential to help millions rather than kill millions! Trees that could help industrial devastated worlds recover, medicine to cure diseases, new surgical equipment more advanced than anything before it. She worked on it all!
But with all this came back to the source, the start of it all: Jerek. He had given her the strength to do all this. And the strength to choose her own destiny. However, above all this, one thing was clear. She had to do this. Allya took in a deep breath and rested her eyes on the beautiful scenery once more, attempting to stop the butterflies in her stomach.
Jerek, come soon, I don't know if I have the nerve for this!