Ignatius
A N A R C H Y
Outskirts of Sith Temple
Training, and practicing my skills was something I always did in my spare time. Others had friends, or played games. I fought for my desires. It wasn't because I wanted to be powerful or strong. In fact, just the opposite. I wanted to have some kind of control over what I had. My fear.
I knew that it controlled me. I was pushing myself to not become like my father. A man who prized himself over his pet dragon, and his ability to master the elements. I didn't care for it. I wanted to have control over my body, my spirit, and my mind. If training helped, then I was going to do it. If drinking egg yolks every day help, then I would do it. I feared becoming the monster that my father was. Running from his life. Running from his responsibilities.
Even before I reached my training spot, I was getting angry at him. My fists flared up in orange and red flames. Intense and blazing up my arm, I took a step forward, spun with a twist to wined up my arm. Landing with my non-dominate foot, I lashed out and released the flame into a fastball of a throw at a stone pillar.
The flames blasted everywhere. The impact alone cracked the stone, but otherwise left it with some black marks. I was still furious. Doing the same motion again, I threw a second one, and on the followthrough, gathered my hands on my left side, felt the flames deepen in my grasp, and upon release, allowed a stream of flame to cover and cook the pillar. My fingers like the maw of a dragon.
Releasing this. I stood there. Panting from the use of my abilities. Already sweating from the amount of energy I used to expend myself. Walking over to a fallen pillar, I sat down. Running my hands through my hair and gripping it out of anger. Shaking my head as I did so, I reached down to my neck. Grasping a necklace that was the most valuable possession I had. I couldn't let go of it. I never would. Even if it brought my death, I would never let go of my self promise that I had told my mother before I left.
"I won't be like him."
[member="Kaalia Voldaren"],
Training, and practicing my skills was something I always did in my spare time. Others had friends, or played games. I fought for my desires. It wasn't because I wanted to be powerful or strong. In fact, just the opposite. I wanted to have some kind of control over what I had. My fear.
I knew that it controlled me. I was pushing myself to not become like my father. A man who prized himself over his pet dragon, and his ability to master the elements. I didn't care for it. I wanted to have control over my body, my spirit, and my mind. If training helped, then I was going to do it. If drinking egg yolks every day help, then I would do it. I feared becoming the monster that my father was. Running from his life. Running from his responsibilities.
Even before I reached my training spot, I was getting angry at him. My fists flared up in orange and red flames. Intense and blazing up my arm, I took a step forward, spun with a twist to wined up my arm. Landing with my non-dominate foot, I lashed out and released the flame into a fastball of a throw at a stone pillar.
The flames blasted everywhere. The impact alone cracked the stone, but otherwise left it with some black marks. I was still furious. Doing the same motion again, I threw a second one, and on the followthrough, gathered my hands on my left side, felt the flames deepen in my grasp, and upon release, allowed a stream of flame to cover and cook the pillar. My fingers like the maw of a dragon.
Releasing this. I stood there. Panting from the use of my abilities. Already sweating from the amount of energy I used to expend myself. Walking over to a fallen pillar, I sat down. Running my hands through my hair and gripping it out of anger. Shaking my head as I did so, I reached down to my neck. Grasping a necklace that was the most valuable possession I had. I couldn't let go of it. I never would. Even if it brought my death, I would never let go of my self promise that I had told my mother before I left.
"I won't be like him."
[member="Kaalia Voldaren"],