Aelor Kyr
Character
From where they started on Nar Shaddaa, Aelor took the time he did have to rest in his quarters, in meditation. He knew of the Dark Side, as his Master was of the Grey persuasion, and she was not one to pull punches about the truth of the Dark Side. In fact, her philosophies of the Dark vs. the Light were why she could not allow herself to be considered Jedi or Sith, as both "tribes", as she termed them, were too interested in ousting the other to prove themselves as the superior, therefore correct, side. Living on Nar Shaddaa allowed Aelor to see truth in her beliefs, as there were good people forced to do nefarious things just to survive, just as there were bad people doing good for others to build trust and reputation among those they would wish to make into associates. Aelor put himself squarely in the middle: bad enough to cheat gamblers but a good enough person to only take what he needed and chase away those that risked losing their livelihoods over a hand of cards.
He worried about having these thoughts and memories course through his mind, however, in the presence of Danika Leventis, a woman who decided to "rescue" him from the smuggler's moon and truly reach into the Force. While it was something he wished to have, the impact of his Master's words, to seek love and not hate, vs. what actually happened to her as she sent him away, it galled him greatly. Who was she to push him towards a brighter side of the Force as she was cut down by assailants unknown to him? Why would she not let him hate those that took a matriarchal figure away from him? His confusion and curiosity were definitely something to be exploited, but he needed to exercise persistent calm and awareness. He could still become quite skilled in the arts of the Dark Side while maintaining emotional stillness, couldn't he?
As he pondered this in meditation, he could still see the streaks of colours outside and inside the ship. He was concerned about those who, though not sensitive to the Force, were particularly of good nature or evil will. They were soldiers nonetheless, and they served their purpose. But his focus, whether it could be seen as an unhealthy obsession or pure strokes of curiosity, was upon Danika. He was still so very curious as to how she maintained a perfect silhouette in the Force and in his sight, whereas he could see others as blobs at worst or holograms without definition at best.
Anja Doreva
He worried about having these thoughts and memories course through his mind, however, in the presence of Danika Leventis, a woman who decided to "rescue" him from the smuggler's moon and truly reach into the Force. While it was something he wished to have, the impact of his Master's words, to seek love and not hate, vs. what actually happened to her as she sent him away, it galled him greatly. Who was she to push him towards a brighter side of the Force as she was cut down by assailants unknown to him? Why would she not let him hate those that took a matriarchal figure away from him? His confusion and curiosity were definitely something to be exploited, but he needed to exercise persistent calm and awareness. He could still become quite skilled in the arts of the Dark Side while maintaining emotional stillness, couldn't he?
As he pondered this in meditation, he could still see the streaks of colours outside and inside the ship. He was concerned about those who, though not sensitive to the Force, were particularly of good nature or evil will. They were soldiers nonetheless, and they served their purpose. But his focus, whether it could be seen as an unhealthy obsession or pure strokes of curiosity, was upon Danika. He was still so very curious as to how she maintained a perfect silhouette in the Force and in his sight, whereas he could see others as blobs at worst or holograms without definition at best.
Anja Doreva
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