Green Bean
Keep moving. Don't stop. Time keeps turning. Life keeps carrying on. Even throughout the pain. Shan ached, both physically and emotionally. It was relatively simple for him to dull the physical aches but the emotional would take him longer. It's why he was going to throw himself into his work. It wasn't an entirely healthy coping mechanism. If he had his chance, he'd be in the temple, letting his emotions out through a rage room of some kind. Instead he had made his way through the ship that some of the sick and injured had been transferred to, away from Hapes. There were people that needed him to work. He couldn't afford to let himself break down now.
It was going to be plenty of manual work for him however. With where his mental state was at, using the Force to heal might not be the best of ideas. He did his best work when he was calm and at peace. Right now, his emotions were swirling. He'd need to focus on meditation which well...that's why this was perfect for him. Working on treating people's injuries, giving them the medicine they needed. It allowed him to just go into his own moving meditation. Clearing his thoughts so that he only was concerned about what was in front of him. Once he had done that, he was sure his head would be cleared enough for him to rely on the Force.
Another alternative to snap him out of his funk was for him to be surprised. Which he was quite easily, when he spotted Vera Noble stood outside the medical bay. Shan blinked to himself in confusion. At least, he assumed it was Vera. He could see the clear resemblance to Valery and Kahlil...and she was also tall. At least a fair bit taller than Shan. It actually caused a chuckle to escape at that thought. He missed the days when he was a Padawan, and was tall himself. But his growth spurt had happened at a young age and now everyone was slowly starting to beat him at height.
"Vera? Is that you? Long time no see. How are you doing?"
Small talk. Yes. It wasn't something Shan was good at but it would make for a good distraction. Sooner or later, he'd have to actually talk about his issues instead of avoiding them...but right now? He had to work. The Mirialan reminded himself that he wasn't avoiding his issues. He was just focusing other bigger problems right now. Plus, Vera was here. It made him feel less alone...and if she was able to help out with Healing, that would also be a good relief for him