Wayward Son
LONG NIGHT
~mama you've been on my mind~
WEARING: Black fur collar jacket, spiced & woody fragrance
TAG: Open
BOGDEN, INNER RIM
The relatively new bar in the border of the Alliance space is bustling with people from all walks of life. Yet all I can focus on is my wandering mind.
Perhaps it's the color of the sun cut flat, and covering the crossroads I'm standing at. Or maybe it's the weather or something like that. This place does remind me a bit of home, yet home was something else. The atmosphere, however racy and glamorous they are trying to make it, it can't compare to home. The prastaig and the sight of men and women fighting over the smallest problems, oh it was all so gahd-damn simple. Goidelic women, and the occasional Galidraani tourists acting like fools, and the painful breeze of winter blasts, the life I once had, the life that one day I will help return and rebuild with all the brave souls in Galidraan III. I believe deep in my heart that I am doing the right thing. The people I kill, the convoys I raid, the shipments I smuggle, all I do so that one day I can contribute, even if it's just a minuscule contribution, to the freedom and sovereignty of my people.
Yet the road is painfully rocky and desolate.
In times like this, I miss my folks back home. I miss home. That probably explains the state of my smuggled prastaig I have in my hand. Half-empty. And it's not even midnight yet.
I sighed at the bartender serving in front of me. She would definitely try to cheer me up, had I told her not to. Out of pity, or just because I'm buddy with her employer. Either way, that's just pathetic. What I need is a friend. Or a lover? Nah, a friend is good enough. It's been karkin' three years and I don't even have anyone I would call a friend. Don't get me wrong, I get along well with my crew. We fight together, we drink together. They have been my saving grace throughout these past few years. But they are just that, people at work. We don't share the same value, nor connect on a spiritual level. I need a friend.
Or maybe just a someone who brings business and a heap of credits my way. Isn't that why I'm here and not home, after all?
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