Location: Atrisia
Wearing:
Sage Suit
Armed with:
Wind and Fire Wheels
Aboard:
The Absolution of Loste
The more time Syd spent around Laertia, the more she understood just how much the Brain Damage affected her.
Laertia, for all her intelligence and battle prowess, was more of a mess in private. She would sometimes suffer intense bouts of being hot and cold. She would forget she would leave machines running, which is why either Moya or Syd would need to be present when she was using machinery such as tools or cooking equipment. Syd had personally witnessed Laertia leave the stove on, or forget to turn machines off, even if she had been using it seconds earlier. That Nine Lives must have been supervising her intensely during the creation of her Nuetralizers.
She also sometimes just plain forgot things they had done. A few weeks prior they had gone stargazing together on Naboo...three days later when Syd mentioned it, it had taken a few minutes prompting before Laertia herself remembered. She had been so happy when she did.
Laertia had not returned to the Absolution after Ziost. Syd was worried. Laertia had dampened their bond the past few days, so Syd couldn't get a good feel for what was going on with her...she felt strange.
Days she had spent worried sick for Laertia. Busy work, in between still secretly training
Starlin Rand
and archeology to keep her head on straight. She still had panic attacks about the path she was leading him on. She wasn't used to being that afraid. That vulnerable.
She lamented her failures. She had meant Starlin to go down a better road than the one she had tread. Instead, her own belief in the foolishness of the NJO'S policy had led her to Dantooine with Laertia. And there, Starlin's life and hers changed after killing Jedi right along with Laertia. She still had nightmares of it. Of him losing his hand. She could still feel the pain of the blow that took it. It bothered her to no end that to this day, she hadn't felt the life of the Padawan he had taken. But she believed in uniting as many as possible to fight the Bryn'adul. Ryv would never make that compromise. But the prime difference between him and Laertia was that he was an idealist. Laertia wasn't except in a very general sense. She hated working with Sthe Sith, but she would do it if it meant stopping the Bryn'adul by any means necessary.
But none of that was on Syd's mind now. All that mattered was seeing Laertia again, touching that snow-pale visage.
She had finally sent out a transmission telling her as much, asking to meet her at Atrisia. She had been working there under another guise, and had a place they could talk without being observed.
An old temple she had discovered in Atrisia's mountains with strange Dragon Motifs, seemingly styled after the Coruscant temple though heavily scaled down, had been rediscovered in her efforts to temporarily escape the situation she found herself in, fighting the NIO, and indirectly turning on the GA because of it. Here they could catch up. Besides...she had found something she thought was important to both of them.
Laertia had agreed, sending a coded transmission for a time of arrival.
Syd had headed down in her Star Courier, a photo of her next to her student after he had been initiated into the SJC.
Finally, she saw the black warship Laertia used descending through the canopy of trees, setting down on soft grass, Syd felt their bond undampen, and Syd was taken aback at how strange the Light within Laertia felt.
The Black Knight of Nar Kreeta descended the ramp in her spiky biker-wear, hair a Dark Chestnut, skin slightly less pale, lacking her facial and cranial scars due to close proximity to Syd having mutated her by accident.
Syd had not gone unaltered herself, her hair having once more changed from its fiery orange red to the same chestnut color as Laertia's as The Black Knight had gotten into her proximity.
What concerned Syd deeply was when she spotted Laertia's organic eye. It had mutated, the whites of her eyes having become a feep bronze, the iris a dark green. She was not familiar with this eye corruption variant.
That didn't mean she didn't know it was Eye Corruption. Syd wasn't stupid.
"Laertia..." Syd said faintly, floating over to her, gold chrome hand gliding gently across a cheekbone of Io's.
"Your eye...What's
wrong? Tell me what happened, please..."
"Ziost. From what I can tell, somebody triggered a massive Dark Side trap that drove many of the Jedi there mad and made them murder even their own. Prominent ones fell utterly to the Dark Side..." Laertia answered softly. "I barely managed to resist the madness long enough to escape..."
"But how? And at what cost?" Syd pressed, deathly worried now, and unable to hide it.
"I...I used the Light Side...but in a very questionable way..." Laertia answered.
"And this was the result?" Syd asked.
"There's always a price for what people like us are, and what we do...always..."
"How did you learn it? Who taught you?"
"Someone who saved my life once..." Laertia answered, which was a truth on so many levels. "Telling you who they are would put them in danger."
"I see..." Syd replied. She couldn't press it, as she was hiding secrets of her own...
She couldn't help it, though.
"Your eye...its like the Eye Corruption of a Sith...yet no sulphur..."
"But it makes me nearly immune to the Dark Side for a short time, the technique I learned..." Laertia claimed. "I could demonstrate it for you, if you wish..."
Syd floated backward, wanting to observe.
Laertia triggered an aura of dark blue fire around her, and Syd felt her aura in the Force, forcibly twisting the light around herself...
"Laertia...that technique...you're forcibly twisting the Light around you to do your bidding..." Syd observed, getting more worried.
"We do unnatural things with the Force all the time. Is it really so much off the beaten path?" Laertia asked, canceling the effect. "We're not truly bound by the Order any longer. They turned their back on the future of the Galaxy to keep fighting the Sith. We cannot fight by behaving as they do. In some cases, that should mean even being willing to use the Light in ways Jedi wouldn't."
"Laertia, this power you have learned...its very dangerous. Its altered you already...I strongly advise you to use it sparingly. Twisting the Light like that...I couldn't see myself doing that in anything except the gravest of emergencies."
"Well what I faced at Ziost was a pretty grim emergency..." Laertia assured her firmly. "I wouldn't have used it otherwise. I swear it. It was a pure desperation move."
Syd floated forward and stroked Laertia's face again gently.
"I trust you...so I'll let it be...but I don't want to see you become consumed...like...like I was...by power..."
Laertia asked a question and it might as well have been a dam breaking...
"Were you Sith? Once?" Laertia asked.
Syd turned away. "I was...once. A long time ago...it was
not easy for me to defend the Sith. It rips at me as much as it does you. I did awful things. Worse than awful. And I did it willingly...gleefully..."
There was silence between the two.
"I was taught this technique by a Light Side Sith Lord named Darth Themis. She's the reason I am what I am. I was altered by her a very long time ago, before I left my mother's womb, in fact. I only reconnected with her recently..."
It said much of how dead Darth Phyre was in Syd, how dead her old incantations were, that the name rang absolutely zero bells in any capacity.
Syd turned...
"I'm sorry for not telling you..." they both said at once.
At the expression of mutual remorse they embraced.
"Does Starlin know? About you?" Laertia asked, arms around her.
"No...and I'm too scared to tell him...I don't know what to do..."
"We'll figure it out...I promise...you don't have to tell me anything else if you aren't ready. There are still things 'I' am not ready to talk about...only fair..."
(Cutaway of J. Jonah Jameson watching from his seat in morbid anticipation and dread)
Syd withdrew from her embrace, each seeing the other in a new and deeper light.
"Thank you for telling me..." Laertia said to her, caring for her so much even the reveal of being a Sith wasn't enough to shake Laertia's affection...ironically, past reveals allowed her to take the revelation much better than she might have otherwise...up to a certain point anyway...
Truth was, she'd had her suspicions since Golbah City...Syd had likely possessed similar suspicions...
But the flames between them burned as strong as ever. It was at this moment Laertia knew she truly was in love with Syd, to not be dissuaded or repulsed by the revelation. She couldn't help but reciprocate the trust Syd had displayed. She needed her, loved her, couldn't bear all this torment and turmoil without her, and as they stared into each other's eyes, she knew that Syd couldn't either.
"Soo..." Laertia trailed. "This temple you found...What's so special about it?"
"I found something...something that resonates through me, and something that resonates with an aura similar to yours, in this very temple..." Syd answered, holding out a hand covered in gold chrome.
"You should see it...I can't explain unless I show you..."
OOC. Will post as Westenra, Starlin, but needed to put this interlude in first...