L O S T
Several years had passed since the death of Fuz. She had buried him in some jungle upon Vendaxa, grave unmarked; Krius had found the whole thing amusing, acted as though he had done her some favour. His eyes had been laced with madness, and she had known then as she knew now: the man believed he had done the work of a saint the day his grasp tightened around the terrified creature's throat. She could hear it even now, the pop which accompanied the crunch of bones, the soft whimper as life left her sole companion. She had experienced many things up until that day without losing her innocence, felt the death of thousands and more as she hovered over Belkadan under the watchful gaze of Tirdarius. Death was nothing new to a child raised within the Sith Empire; but losing Fuz had solidified what a planets worth of people could not, and so the Galaxy had fallen in around her. Its fragments were unrecognizable, mere splinters of what had been, and whenever she tried to grasp for them her hands came away shredded and slick with blood. She spiraled on in this manner for some time, descending deeper and deeper into the abyssal void of space, clutching at whichever star passed her by to no avail. The heat of them scorched her skin and deeper still, until her very soul felt charred.
Jyn could not recall when the flames were finally quenched; washed up on some shore she awoke in a daze, her insides still crackling over an open fire. Her skin was pale as a sheet, though it felt as though it ought to be blistered and raw. Only her cheeks held a blush, perspiration settled upon her brow despite the cool air which lingered around her. By contrast her throat was dry, so much so that it hurt to swallow and brought about a rough fit of coughs whenever she attempted to breathe too deeply. How long had it been since water had passed her cracked lips? The answer came in the form of a splutter as she emptied herself of the ocean's bounty, salt stinging the back of her throat. All too soon came the throb at her temples and an unquenchable thirst. Dragging herself through the sand, Jyn witnessed the violent sun through breaks in the canopy which shaded her; she limped away from the shore and the temptation of its waters, knowing that they contained only death within. She had never really fought for her life before now, and the realization brought about a brief bout of laughter that sounded foreign to her ears. With naught but the trees for an audience she found no need to stop, and soon she was back upon her knees in the dirty underbrush, clutching at her sides in exasperation while tears singed lines down her cheeks.
She lay there for a while in the fetal position, one hand looped around her knees while the other was buried into her hair. The tears had ceased, leaving her numb and breathless; somewhere in the distance a kroyie cawed, the trees around her rustling their response. She watched as its shadow flew overhead, circling above the jungle toward the sun. "Stop," she rasped, unable to do much more than lie in wait as the creature met its inevitable end. "You're flying too high..." Jyn turned onto her back, one hand lifting up - fingers outstretched towards the naive kroyie. "You're going to burn." Another crazed laugh left her as she rolled back onto her side, face against the dirt. "We're all going to burn." But the creature did not understand her tongue, it circled higher in blissful ignorance of the laughter down below. The sky lit up as fire descended toward the beach. She rose then, dragging herself through the jungle and from the wildfire which had started up behind her. There was no laughter now, only an intense urge to flee. "We're all going to burn" she repeated as the wind picked up around her and propelled her onward. "Up..." it called to her, delicate whispers brushing against her ear, "Up, Jyn." But the girl shook her head. "I can't fly" she said, desperately breaking through branches in her haste. "I can't --" Her foot snagged an exposed root, flinging her back down to the ground. "Then you are already dead." The symphony continued, a tireless cycle of commands for her to rise up, all the while the fire crackled closer.
"Get up!" Jyn flinched. Where there had been trees and sky now lay metal, the glare of the sun replaced by gaudily lit up signs blinking neon and flashing the occasional line of aurebesh. This was all overshadowed by the gruff features of a customs officer, who scowled down at her. "Kids these days" came an under-the-breath comment, before he shooed her away. "This ain't no place for sleeping, get out of here." Rising to her feet, Jyn glanced around and rubbed at her eyes. Her initial confusion did not die down, she could tell that she was on some sort of a Station but there was no recollection in her mind of what she was doing there. She lifted up a hand and rubbed the back of her head, her fingers sticky as she pulled them away. Disorientated she stumbled away from the officer, the lights threatening to split her head in two. There was no satchel at her side, no blaster holstered upon her belt, even the vibroblade was missing from her boot. Without thinking she turned a full circle, before falling back to the ground with a groan. The sign which hung overhead read "Docking Bay 15"; she had been lucky once before, a long time ago, perhaps she could find a way off this hunk of metal. Swallowing back a sickening feeling in the pit of her stomach, Jyn made her way to the turbolift and descended down into the hangar in search of a ship.
Jyn could not recall when the flames were finally quenched; washed up on some shore she awoke in a daze, her insides still crackling over an open fire. Her skin was pale as a sheet, though it felt as though it ought to be blistered and raw. Only her cheeks held a blush, perspiration settled upon her brow despite the cool air which lingered around her. By contrast her throat was dry, so much so that it hurt to swallow and brought about a rough fit of coughs whenever she attempted to breathe too deeply. How long had it been since water had passed her cracked lips? The answer came in the form of a splutter as she emptied herself of the ocean's bounty, salt stinging the back of her throat. All too soon came the throb at her temples and an unquenchable thirst. Dragging herself through the sand, Jyn witnessed the violent sun through breaks in the canopy which shaded her; she limped away from the shore and the temptation of its waters, knowing that they contained only death within. She had never really fought for her life before now, and the realization brought about a brief bout of laughter that sounded foreign to her ears. With naught but the trees for an audience she found no need to stop, and soon she was back upon her knees in the dirty underbrush, clutching at her sides in exasperation while tears singed lines down her cheeks.
She lay there for a while in the fetal position, one hand looped around her knees while the other was buried into her hair. The tears had ceased, leaving her numb and breathless; somewhere in the distance a kroyie cawed, the trees around her rustling their response. She watched as its shadow flew overhead, circling above the jungle toward the sun. "Stop," she rasped, unable to do much more than lie in wait as the creature met its inevitable end. "You're flying too high..." Jyn turned onto her back, one hand lifting up - fingers outstretched towards the naive kroyie. "You're going to burn." Another crazed laugh left her as she rolled back onto her side, face against the dirt. "We're all going to burn." But the creature did not understand her tongue, it circled higher in blissful ignorance of the laughter down below. The sky lit up as fire descended toward the beach. She rose then, dragging herself through the jungle and from the wildfire which had started up behind her. There was no laughter now, only an intense urge to flee. "We're all going to burn" she repeated as the wind picked up around her and propelled her onward. "Up..." it called to her, delicate whispers brushing against her ear, "Up, Jyn." But the girl shook her head. "I can't fly" she said, desperately breaking through branches in her haste. "I can't --" Her foot snagged an exposed root, flinging her back down to the ground. "Then you are already dead." The symphony continued, a tireless cycle of commands for her to rise up, all the while the fire crackled closer.
"Get up!" Jyn flinched. Where there had been trees and sky now lay metal, the glare of the sun replaced by gaudily lit up signs blinking neon and flashing the occasional line of aurebesh. This was all overshadowed by the gruff features of a customs officer, who scowled down at her. "Kids these days" came an under-the-breath comment, before he shooed her away. "This ain't no place for sleeping, get out of here." Rising to her feet, Jyn glanced around and rubbed at her eyes. Her initial confusion did not die down, she could tell that she was on some sort of a Station but there was no recollection in her mind of what she was doing there. She lifted up a hand and rubbed the back of her head, her fingers sticky as she pulled them away. Disorientated she stumbled away from the officer, the lights threatening to split her head in two. There was no satchel at her side, no blaster holstered upon her belt, even the vibroblade was missing from her boot. Without thinking she turned a full circle, before falling back to the ground with a groan. The sign which hung overhead read "Docking Bay 15"; she had been lucky once before, a long time ago, perhaps she could find a way off this hunk of metal. Swallowing back a sickening feeling in the pit of her stomach, Jyn made her way to the turbolift and descended down into the hangar in search of a ship.