skin, bone, and arrogance
He knew it for a long time before he said it, even to himself.
The two men had gotten into a spat with Alliance forces on their approach to the Imperial operations base. Their mission had been to recover any intelligence they could from the base and extract any survivors, but they never made it, but instead encountered a column of Alliance troops. Their stealth failed when Talbot accidentally shifted his weight, snapping a twig beneath his other foot, causing a curious Alliance soldier to scrutinize their position a little too much.
The resulting firefight had been terrific, the swamp lit up in vivid red and orange as laser fire and explosions volleyed between the two groups. Talbot was considering a tactical retreat even before it happened, a feint to fall back and circle around to the base. It would take longer, but it might allow them to complete their mission. But a nearby explosion, a hail of shrapnel, put a stop to his plans.
All of them.
After a First Order TIE strike left the rebels in disarray enough to let Talbot and [member="Alec Sienar"] slip away with the remainder of the scout troopers that they had met up with along the way, Talbot paused behind a tree and pulled his camouflage poncho back and immediately regretted the decision. A twisted root of some damned swamp tree stuck out of his side, the force of an exploding thermal detonator enough to have forced the sharp end to pierce his armor and embed itself in his core. But it wasn't until he looked at it -- really looked at it -- that he suddenly felt the pain.
Not just pain; fear, too. He knew enough about field first aid that this was not something they could handle in the field. It might not even be something they could handle in an actual hospital. Dagobah was teaming with life -- bacteria and germs not least among them, and God only knew what he was being infected with at that very moment. One of the men inquired after him, and he quickly pulled his poncho into place, suppressing a grunt. Luckily the black armor would stop the blood showing too much. "Just having a splash," he grunted back, waiting a moment before stepping out from behind the tree.
"Let's get on with it." The faster they got to the base, the faster they could exfiltrate. There was still hope; besides, the base was closer than the nearest First Order LZ, which would be over an hour's walk, assuming he could keep that pace. Already he felt weak, although he couldn't be sure that was not a psychological effect of looking at his wound. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Snapped twig like some goddamned cartoon. Nice going, fool.
He kept up for twenty minutes before stumbling. He waved of Alec's help, blaming a twisted root. It's not inaccurate, he mused to himself, smirking sardonically. But a few minutes later, he stumbled again, and this time he could not find the strength to pull himself up. The already fair-skinned Galidraani had gone white inside his helmet, and with every breath, he tasted blood. He tried to pull himself up, managing to rise to one knee before collapsing forward into a puddle. Talbot didn't even have the strength to call for help.
This cannot be happening, he told himself.
A part of him whispered back: Don't be stupid. It's already happened.