Helmut Todstern
Active Member
Howdy.
I'm on an extended LOA because, well, my muse is dying or semi-dead. I have no idea where to take most of my characters, and the ones I'm somewhat active with are, well, apparently not active enough for some folks, to the point where people ask me why I even bother roleplaying anymore.
Starting to agree with them. I might have aspirations of helping out and planning things, but I've made too much of a mess from previous interactions to be able to form anything concrete. I don't have the experience writing brilliant posts as most regulars are able to type out with such speed, and its showing when I really don't have much of a presence on here.
I remember something recently. I've been trying to get more active with one of my faction ideas, starting from the ground up. I wanted to get involved with another group with some experience in their pockets, to help flesh things out. The response I received wasn't exactly the greatest; long story short, I was told I wasn't trying hard enough, despite being knee deep from balancing school preparations and income assistance.
So, for the time being, I'm going to focus on school and be a wall-flower on Chaos. If I try my best and its still not enough to try and fit in better, then maybe I need to back off for a while.
I'm on an extended LOA because, well, my muse is dying or semi-dead. I have no idea where to take most of my characters, and the ones I'm somewhat active with are, well, apparently not active enough for some folks, to the point where people ask me why I even bother roleplaying anymore.
Starting to agree with them. I might have aspirations of helping out and planning things, but I've made too much of a mess from previous interactions to be able to form anything concrete. I don't have the experience writing brilliant posts as most regulars are able to type out with such speed, and its showing when I really don't have much of a presence on here.
I remember something recently. I've been trying to get more active with one of my faction ideas, starting from the ground up. I wanted to get involved with another group with some experience in their pockets, to help flesh things out. The response I received wasn't exactly the greatest; long story short, I was told I wasn't trying hard enough, despite being knee deep from balancing school preparations and income assistance.
So, for the time being, I'm going to focus on school and be a wall-flower on Chaos. If I try my best and its still not enough to try and fit in better, then maybe I need to back off for a while.
